well hello July!

supposed to be posted ytd. but i kinda got so so so many things to do. been busy ya know. but i think it's not too late to yell out, Good bye June. sweet sweet June. will always be my favorite month. ngee XD. and welcome aboard July. may you bring along all the joyous and prosperous together with you to enlighten my days ahead. so, been busy ytd in the kitchen ya know. woke up early. drop lil monsters off to school. do the laundry and dishes. at about 11a.m Baba asked me to go to Pendek, Peasir Mas visiting my Chek (grandpapa) there. so, off i went there alone. but I stopped by the kedai, bought some Chek's favorite sweet desserts. so glad to see Chek and nenek also my cousins there. got cencaru bakar as am heading back. thanks cuzzy hajar for that. promised her to send my cuppacakeys to IIUM if i went there to see salsya. *mmuachs*. on my way back, bought lauk for lunch as i already masak nasi before i left for Pendek. reached home, preparing lunch as hanif and iqbal got back from school. then i started to think about pasta and pizza night that i planned days before. *tungtangtungtang* in the kitchen. i made homemade meatballs for pasta night. as meatballs ready and i throw 'em into the fridge, i begin to prepare the ingredients for my steamed choc cake. put in the mixture into the steamer at 4 p.m. for an hour and as the cake ready, got dressed up to pick lil monsters up from Al Munir at 5. them both were so thrilled as i baked the choc cake and asked me to drive faster home caused they wanna grab a slice of it. hihi. *surprise much eyh* sekali makan dah separuh kek nye. am glad to see them happy. for dinner, i changed pasta night to last night. so, cooked spaghetti with beef meatballs for dinner. also, i made deep fried   flour-coated mushrooms as i got fresh mushrooms, ayah gave me earlier in the morning. totally drained right after i finished all those. kinda slept early last night but surprisingly woke up at about 2.10 a.m. have never been this "too rajin" thingy before. but am happy on doing all those for my loved ones. in fact, yah cooking is so not my expertise but i can cook. i just love baking more. that's it. hihi. i snapped some pictures. you guys pls dont drool over my blog yah. ngee XD XD. till next time.

.this is one of my lil monsters. see. she's a monster alright. big brown eyes.

x x x x

.beck.

am not in a happy mode

been left home alone by mom and baba.
well,actually not really alone.
am a caretaker for my two younger brothers,hanif and iqbal.
have to cook.
have to do all the homeworks.
have to online.
have to monitor them doing online exercises.
have to feed those kitteh.
have to scoop all the poops.
have to do all the laundry.
have to do the dishes.
.......and im in the middle of my menstruation
urghhhh...!
tension.stressed.
im tired.super exhausted.
wanna hang out pun,no moood at all.
sometimes getting bored.
gotta see my taylor again.
there a few more kain that need to be jahit.
last night,been raining.
heavy pouring with all the lightning and thunder
am so scared huk3..
i need mom,my closet and it did blacked out.
3times plak tuh.
definitely wanna test my inner strength.
but am so glad and grateful to Allah as i got a friend..
..such friend that willing to accompany me even thru the line
keeping me calm and made me feel secured.
*cz am too scared of the dark*
gile terrified.
the windows are quivering and trembling.
the lights went out.
it's dark outside and on the inside.
thank Allah,my younger brother called me from the other rooms
and decide to sleep in my room.
*relieved*

anyway,t'shere a new song just came up at Radio Disney.
u shld google it.
c0z it's a song for me.
the pain by Menstruation.
*bhaahaha.jk.dnt google it.im just joking*
am actually..yea
tgh tahan sakit ni. >.< it huuuurts!!!
mom,baba..
pls come back soon.

last night i called salsya.
and i called love.
who had been pretty annoying.
and turned into a scum-douche for a bout few hours.
asking me silly Qs.
talking non-sense.
that's annoying man and im sick here.
pls do consider and understand my situation.
i dont wnna bad things came up when im like this.
coz i was tired,and when im tired i got angry.
and when im angry i can be super annoying.
--not just to u,but to almost everyone.

my 20 pieces word blogging project

this is so simple.
am going to start posting entries that consist maximum 20 words long only.
going to start posting beginning with the next entry.
..not including this one.
so,i know that it is so going to be very boring.
but,
lately...
i kinda lack of ideas to post long entries.
do not even know why.

it's been a while

late night entry posted

it's not this common...for me

posting entries to my blog in the depth of night

this one actually....

--hurm how should i put this into words

oke.this one actually goes to sarah

shes a blogger too,well u can click on her name to reach her blog

and a cute junior of mine

   so,here it goes;

   it's been a while i havent bake

   so,bout 4hrs ago i decided to make my cookies

   i missed baking so much that 

   i almost faint when i took out the butter

   ha-ha

   and this sarah did aske me to post pictures of my cookies batch

   here they are

   only two shots alright

                                  

   the BEFORE

                             and---

   the AFTER

   and now im friggin tired

   oven,cookies and tuning in to RADIO DISNEY 

   for the whole   night while 

   baking these guys ya know

   the heat is on

   hah

   gonna clean up myself and rush to my comfy bed

   hardly need my nap now

   nighty night u guys!

x x x x

.beck.

my Saturday

so,hi u guys

happy Saturday!

im doing quite nothing today.

absolutely relax.i need rest

'cos last nite i was like 'bertungkus lumus' baking, preparing etc. my cuppycakes

order for kak Leeya who's getting ready for her big day

tomorrow.her wedding.

so,she ordered 100 choc flavoured cupcakes for souvenirs and also

16 specially decorated cupcakes for her hantaran on the pahar

totally tired meh

my onichi and i slept at 5.45 a.m. last night

and today,i woke up at 11 a.m. 'cos onichi woke me up for breakfast

today,since there's Bro Tofic,so he's the one who bought our breakfast today

three of us are having nasi kerabu while Bro Tofic had his nasi lemak

looking forward to see some movies afterwards,waiting for zul

hurm...

okey.

gonna call someone after this

wanna hangout or maybe do some shopshop with syakirah

Onichi and Bro Tofic already left to Jengka

'cos they're gonna hand over the cuppacakeys Kak Leeya ordered from me

...and also they wanted to see their parents'

err i guess that's all for now

i'll update my blog soon

muuuachs~! >.<

breakfasting:still be in the studio

yesterday was Sunday

... and Sunday supposed to be SUN-day

and supposed to be everyone is enjoying their weekend

meanwhile.....

i had my photoshoot on Sunday

demmdemmdemm

so tiring

camera...checked

spotlight...checked

model...checked

lighting...checked

etc. etc.

lame lame lame

breakfasting time

still be busy

my tummy turning in and im feeling kinda homesick

haih~

i called McDelivery for my breakfasting meal of the day

ordered MVMeal Big Mac with fries and coke

MVMeal Big 'N Tasty with fries and iced Milo

together with Chocolate Sundae since that day was SUNday

so sad

so bad

went home

feeling tired

a bit nausea

onichi picked me up from studio

we send syakirah over her college first

...then we went home

sleepy~

such entry to post

unbelievable

it's been like months i'd left my blog un-updated

my~

i'm a total wreck

blog is gonna be mad at me ngehe

anyways...

lots of stuffs going on

my onichi got married

...she's going to move into a new house in BIM [Bandar Indera Mahkota], no longer been staying in Tanjung Lumpur

my baby brother,ADIB, got to continue his 1st degree in UUM

congrats lil bro!!

...mom and baba's heading to sintok first thing in the morning to send him over for registration and stuffs++

abang will be staying home,taking care for other baby siblings for their school while waiting to be posted somewhere somehow to be a REAL teacher haha...and while waiting for his convocation day .. way to go Abang.

hurm...

more stories will be posted soon

hehe i know u guys miss me a lot

but,kind of tired and a bit busy here

dnt worry

my enthusiasm to online stuffs still in here [while menepuk2 dada haha :DD ]

tomorrow going to watch Transformers 2:Revenge Of The Fallen

hahahaha

cant wait

i need to sleep early

tomorrow Transformers at 3.30pm

but got game at 10a.m.

BOWLINGs... at sunway.

so,need to wake up early

nanyte everyone

v(^_^)