n kenapa aq kapchaiii...???..jatuh standard..T-T..haha

demmit. kantoi lak. beck supposed to ask the question using anon. tapi lupe nak mark kat check box. ala, saje je actually. jangan terasa. sorry sorry. nak raya ni kan haha. meh nak tolong angkat balik standard kau Eid. okay dah? ;P

cmon,ask me. XD

beratmuuuu Beckkkk.i manada buat macam tuuuuuu! kan? see, manadaaa!

ape ape je la Haq, ma mang. anyway your the best pedophile ive ever known hahaha. you and Eid same same pedophile. dont you ever touch my kids nanti.

cmon,ask me. XD

pregnancy?

well hello. new entry coming right up. as stated above. common title. yes,i know. but wait. not me okay. as ive mentioned in a post before, *did i...?* finally my onichi's pregnant and am so gonna be an aunty soon. this is REAL aunt okay. not some sort of anak sepupu, anak buah, anak membe membe in all of sudden or whatsoever eh. cos if so, i'll take as the 'aunt' title is so overrated. anyways. my onichi's been pregnant for almost 3months++ by now. and i got the chance to meet her as i reached KB a day before yesterday cos she flew to KL already yesterday morning by AirAsia. you know what. she was so weak. morning sickness is no longer happened in the morning. she vomit most of the time. till she lost her very own voice. she cant talk much. she's even been admitted to the ward few weeks ago, total dehydrated. i cant stand looking at her like that. but i cant help much. there are ointments and stuffs that keep her company. am afraid that she's not strong enough to bare it. i know she'll be okay but...aih. the funny part is, she always hungry. but few moment afterwards, she'll puke what she ate right back out. on the mengidam part, listless. too much to list here. i even went out shopping for her cravings. but i wont mind on that. plus she's not craving for silly junkies or anything. common preggie women's crave. mangoes etc. is pregnancy will make us that miserable? getting thru it... is it that hard. man. im scared already. i can never tell how am i gonna get thru this when the time comes. well, onichi hope youll get well soon. and pls keep on hang in there. am so gonna tell this story to your baby once he/she come into this world. i got friends that been pregnant before, but they were nothing like you. no such morning sickness that can no longer called as morning sickness. its an all-day-sickness for me.i know youre tired to see go to the hospital, medical centers and even too tired to take the meds and see the doctor. but, just hang in there. you'll be just fine.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

ehhh why you tot that anon bastard is me? T____T

it wasnt you? really? if so, the apology on me. am paying dude. but i am very sure that the anon bastard is you. see. your 'ehhh' got three Hs and according to TEH anon bastard's question there were also 'pulokkkk', 'bnarrr', 'Beckkkk' and 'skekkkk'. you kan suke multiple-kan those alphabets at the end of the words youre stressing out the deep meaning. there. easy-peasy, easy-squeezy.

cmon,ask me. XD

merepek

you see the title above. yeah. in Bahasa. so am gonna mumble in Bahasa for this post okay.

baiklah. mase tu awak tengah keje. awak nampak saya, awak senyum. saya senyum la sebab saya memang suke senyum. saya tak leh tido. saya ingat nak baca Nightworld kat tepi pintu masuk tu. pastu saya nampak awak. awak tegur saya dan awak ajak saya lepak ngan awak. awak cakap, "kat dalam tu sejuk. jom la duduk kat luar ni". saya segan. tapi memandangkan kat dalam tu sejuk macam peti ais dan mengalahkan sejuk dalam kapal terbang, saya lepak kat luar ngan awak. ni kali kedua kita jumpa dan awak pun tau yang awak pernah jumpa saya. kita sembang punya sembang, tiba tiba awak ade kerja nak buat. saya suruh awak pegi buat kerja awak dulu. sebab saya pun nak habiskan baca Nightworld. erm sebab badan lenguh, saya pergi baring. setiap kali awak lalu dekat katil saya awak jenguk, tanya saya okay atau tak. dan masih lagi saya tak boleh tido. ade la dalam 5-6 kali awak jenguk saya masa tu. pastu ade skali awak tengok saya tak tido lagi, awak ajak saya ikut awak. mulenye saya cam malas nak berjalan. tapi saya ikut je awak. awak bawak saya sembang kat tempat lagi satu. dekat control unit. macam macam awak tanya pasal saya. tapi satu pun saya tak sempat nak tanya awak. sampai satu masa, awak dah kena pergi. saya punya jauh lagi. awak dah pergi, saya pun blah sebab nak berusaha untuk tido sambil dengar Linkin Park - Waiting For The End. awak lari masuk balik, awak mintak nombor telefon saya pastu nama saya. tak sangka sepanjang kita bersembang, tade sape pun antara kita yang terfikir nak tanya nama masing  masing. sebelum awak pergi, awak cakap, "hehe terima kasih. takpe. kita kawan dulu. kalau awak rasa awak tak sependapat dengan saya, awak tak payah reply okay. assalamualaikum". saya sangatlah tak sangka akan jumpa awak lagi skali. tu la. insyaAllah, mungkin kita akan bertemu lagi. tapi kelaka rasanya.

p/s: yes, i know. i know. since its entitled 'merepek' so pls dont mind of all the sentences,words and also the arrangements. all i know, they suck.thats it. i know the storyline is ridiculous but, whatevv. okay.

and more

since i tweet most of my stuffs, so...

http://www.twitter.com/beckpanda

TTYL

*hwugs and kishes*

jange nok nawok Beck.kawe dgr loni Beck nok bertune pulokkkk.biar bnarrr Beckkkk.royak skekkk. -anon bastard

errr Haq. this is so you. Or maybe Eid. easy to recognize here. with your overrated-so-lame-Kelantanese-slang. duuh. me? i never lied. me? nok bertune? cmon. i told yall already. am not getting engaged or whatsoever for the moment. am not that ready enough for the commitment. i mean... aih. hey hey, if im getting engaged or even MARRIED, ill tell you guys. dont worry. plus, i will announce to this entire planet about it. fyi-la. am not getting younger and i believe it's too early for me. as i mentioned before, it's a long way to go. so... now now, ive answered your question. now get off of my page you, you anon bastard. ape derr.

cmon,ask me. XD

pernah xrase diri ko cun sangat2 smpi layak jd miss world???hahahahhaha

miss world,Mun? ahhahaha. hell NO. tade la. jadi queen to my future husband, YES. hahaha. LOL. that was a good one.

cmon,ask me. XD

awak ske warne ape?

saye suke sangat kaler red and fuschia. ;)

cmon,ask me. XD

dark chocolato

"Milk Chocolate is the most preferred type of chocolate, however dark chocolate is especially popular among men."

dark chocolate. bought this yesterday on my way back as sarra, tk and iram and i stopped by for makanmakan at food court jj au2. each and everytime i see chocolate, reminds me this one person. my special someone. such a huge fan of chocolate. especially dark chocs. me? naaah. am not a  relly big fan. but who dont like chocolate right. so thats why i bought this cute guy, BERYL's Dark Chocolate 54% cacao. its for my special someone. saje sukesuke kasi, no special occasion okeh. cus he love choc more than i do and few days back he gave me two CAMIORs. pssst.. i heard that hes gonna drop by at the central KL today to meet manap and i right before i left for KB. uuuuu. am super excited.

TTYL

*hwugs and kishes*

mom called.

i was sleeping. having my productive sleep. snoozing like a baby as mom called. at first ive missed the call and few moments later, she gave me another call and i picked up. asking me about how is  my day going on these two,three days and i said it was okay. and am doing just fine bla bla bla etc. and she asked me about my homecoming. so i said yes. am taking my break and gonna be home until RAYA. heee. so cant wait to be home. she was like, "so, ill wait you at the airport then, okay" and i was like... whuttt..? no mom. am not flying back this time. am going back by train. so just ask baba to pick me up at pasir mas on the next day at around 0903hrs. the train will be leaving at 2030hrs tomorrow night so.. she thought id fly? gawsh. i tot ive told her before. i guess she forgot abt that already. so yes peeps. am going back tomorrow and manap will send me over to KL Sentral tomorrow. and in the morning id plan to see salsya before i went back. shes still hanging on with her exam mood. i think todays her last paper kot. not so sure. but am so going to see her coz i missed her a lot thou last weekend ive spend my week there. gawsh. am gonna be home. i told mom right before she hung up that i wanna shop for more tudung and she said okay. missed home and the family so much. :'D

more to come hihi

you know how to get me

and as i tweet most of the time, so...

http://twitter.com/beckpanda

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

again and again.

ohh last night we went to have satay for dinner again. actually we have no exact idea where to dine. and then ended up makan satay here. i think we kinda getting bored with our usual eateries. yeah. nak kena discover tempat baru nih. you guys got the suggestions..? later on inbox me alright ;]

this is unusual.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky


Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?


whaaaaaat a great Monday i had today. my special someone off-day today and we hangout together. lagipun i memang off every sundays and mondays. gawsh. thou we didnt see each other for like...4-5days i guess. but dont know why. it feels like we havent see each other like forevah. ape derr. i know. i know. im lame. say it. like i care. okay. so since he got up pretty...no-no not just pretty..but so very late today, so he picked me up late. good god. at what time he got home last night. tak subuh ke. urghh. that annoys me, very. each and everytime he hang out with his friends, selalu je balik lambat. sangat lambat plak tuh. thank god hes cute. hes too cute for meh. *perghh aku pon nak termuntah ngan ayat nih* if he wasnt that darn cute, ill be super angry and mad at him by the time he arrived. 
so off we go to KTM Sentul. We're collecting the ticket that we booked for my balik kampung this RAYA. punya la sengal. they cant trace our id number given. dang it. tanak lama plak kan tercengang kat kaunter tu. they called Central to retrace. new booking bla bla bla.
and finally, i got mine. thank goodness. if i cant be home in kelantan this Raya, ill sue KTM. bhaha. as we headed out form the station, i realized that ive never balik kampung by train from KL. surprise, surprise. all this while we bought tickets for syakirah, our friends, other friends and seriously. i myself tak pernah. hurm. so this is new for me. i think.
and off we went to jusco wangsa maju. our favorite jusco since we met.ecece.
thou most outlets in the jusco were under renovation, still be our favourite jusco.
maybe coz mase awal awal bercinta dulu suke lepak sini kot. maklumla time study kan. malas nak gi jauh jauh. too many memories. sweet memories, most of it.
as we arrived, terjah mcd. craving for sundaes. not really in the mood for oreo mcflurry. so i got vanilla and zul got chocolato. afterwards, shopping for groceries at the supermarkets section while indulging ourselves with our sundae. lotsa and lotsa stuffs i bought. i even got two CAMIORs from my special someone. aww look at yuh. being this sweet sweet sweet-y pie. thank you much hunn. ohh we also redeemed our jusco vouchers as our points collected dah banyak sangat. so we use some of it to redeem few vouchers. worth it you know.
settled with jusco and foodstuffs, we went for jalan jalan here and there.
since it's been quite a month we both tak makan burger Ipin, so tadi pekena. as he said, and i quoted, "never been better. awesome as always". ye ah. our favorite street burger tu. gawsh. even the owner of burger Ipin kenal we both. penah this one time, brader burger tu cakap, "korang still bersama eyh. bagus nye. dah bape tahun aku tgk korang ni". it felt really good at that time. dari zul keje Diner' sampai now, keje Digi. Burger Ipin favorite kitorang.
i ordered extra lettuce beef burger and zul got double patties oblong beef burger. thats crazy. i know. oblong and double patties. gawsh. done with our burger and he send me home.


whoa. this entry a bit long than usual eyh.
ape pon, i really had a great time today.
we both pretty busy with our work and stuffs.
we really should have more of this...often.
(psst...am looking forward for a vacay etc. cambest. nak plan ngan sha,mamay etc lah. but kena tunggu next gaji i supposed ha-ha)


okay. i really need to stop.
gonna do my laundry.
bye yall.


TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

i know what it's called

Shots on target Liverpool 6 Chelsea 5
Corners Liverpool 2 Chelsea 4
Fouls Liverpool 14 Chelsea 13
Offsides Liverpool 3 Chelsea 3

yes. yes. yes.cheers. get up and cheers you, you jack-double-reversed-psychology fan of the FOOLS. yeah, you got us.we LOSE last night' game. things are not looking pretty thou and with Drogba starting the kick-off from the bench. fainn. the league aint over yet. and yes. you guys moved to the 9th now. still be on the running.. ou i hate you moar and moar now Torres. but what happen has happened. i seriously cant sleep well last night. my eyes are hardly close. but whatevv. we still the first team on the league board. thou the points arent increase but still, we're at the top on the list. next game will be this Wednesday and i consider that as a winning game already over Fulham. cant watch that. but i believe ill be watching Chelc and Newcastle.ok. something came up. chop chop. overall. last night. well played Liverpool, good game Chelsea.

the game in ON.

err  y e a h..the game.tonight.idk.few nights back, i was on fire.so cant wait for tonight's game.but most of my friend which also not on the same team of mine told me that we're gonna lose.but hey.keep your mouth shut or youre gonna swallow your very own tongue back in.we will wait for the game.c'mon'h.urghh.such a wuss.so tonight gonna be big. CHELSEA VS LIVERPOOL.we gonna win.cant say much thou,or i'll be swallowing my tongue too.so harkatarotarogay.our game! it is ON!!

 Chelsea VS Liverpool  

 at Anfield

TTYL

*madieval grip*

my 'hmmm...'

well hello again.kinda jumpy today.dont even know why.ahah.
i kinda thought about my bad habit that i love to do sometimes.
hmmmm-ing.
it aint humming
it aint humouring or etc
it's simply hmmm...
you know.everytime you had something came up and you have to figure out something to cope with it.well by that time my hmmm-ing came across my mind.ehehe.it just slip thru my brain and seriously, it came out of nowhere.most of the time, people surround me dont realize i was getting my hmmm...
but if they realize, words split out.
this is one of the conversations that happened years ago :

me            : hmmm...*while evil-ly grinning*

my friend : oh no. did you just go "hmmm..." *while mocking my evil grin*

me           : yes, i did. and i wish you would stop being scared by one of my HMMMs. One of these days one of my HMMMs gonna be something great. Now let see if it's today.

such manace.

LOSER,LOSER

double LOSER, whatever

as if

get the picture, duuuh~

nothing is cuter than this

ribs and grill

girl1 : did i invite you to my bbq?

girl2 : no.

girl1 : then you're up on my grill. *ha-ha-ha*

anyway gumorning yall.it's been a long night and  wasnt my best sleep ever.so gonna try to sleep better tonight.hurm..last night started with fireworks boom-ing here and there.darn.all i believe is Diwali 's a festival of lights etc etc but last night, fireworks all over the skyline.i can see many many fireworks cracking out the dark sky.so instead of pretty and colourful lights, you get the chance to fill in your loneliness with those.hurm.
what's worth is worth.
am out.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

chirpy.

girl1 : are you a bird?
girl2 : no.
girl1 : then why your dress is so cheap *while mocking chirping bird, cheap cheap cheap*

refurbished

oo yeah?really?
is that the right word to use.ohh gawsh.this is so pathetic.i dont think 'r-e-f-u-r-b-i-s-h-e-d' is the correct word to use here.what am even doing now,here.urghhhh.erm..anyways.

ahah.hello there.hello y'all.did i just forget to tell yall abt something.teehee.i just did.well you see.as for 'you see' here i meant by 'as you can see', *enough making such confuse face expressions,i know my words arrangement sucks* i did some sort of make over-over bloggie.
new background with new side widget right over there.yeah.on the bottom left.u see there.isnt it naiss.ngaha.idk.i dont really have a great idea now on how to put on fancy thingy etc.but am so gonna work on that nanti yah.

and as picture above, tade kaitan sebenarnye.bhaha.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

alhamdulillah,kenyang.

well yellop.
ohh bloggie.
am so full right now.
just had my lunch with Sarah.
gawsh.all my life.
tapaw-ing food, ive never used that brown-food-wrapper that super huge.
i cant even predict the volume of the nasi and ended up
nasi i tapaw banyak gile.
demmit.
with the daging goreng blackpepper and the tempe goreng with potatoes,
urghh.banyak gila.
tak termakan tau tak.
thank God, am settled and now felt very kenyang and not sleepy.
can continue doing my chores etc.
dahla last night had satay Kajang with beloved Zul.
makan banyak.
am so gonna get fat soon.
urghhh.speaking of Zul.
Teringat plak last night, he called and told me had kind of sore throat.
awww.poor you.
i asked him to drink loads of water and if there's Breacol in his house' fridge, i suruh dia minum Breacol.but he said no Breacol.Since he got his hacks, makan je la dear that sweets.
hurm.very hoping that he felt better today.
nak gi keje lagi.
very the leceh for those yang keje ikut shifts.
so,since am kenyang now and having my soothing drink, am gonna start doing my works and etc.
got a lot of things to do today.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

behold the black-and-white-huggable-bear.

now now.

hee.here's the new member of the family.

y'all.behold the PANDA.

ngaha.just kidding.

say hello to my brand new water bottle.

this range of water bottle was designed in collaboration of BROS and WWF in promoting the TX2 campaign.

ive been supportinf World Wildlife Federation since forever ;)

i even a registered member of the club.

and fyi, every RM1 from purchasing this cool guy will be donated to WWF-Malaysia's turtle conservation efforts.

felt really good right after i bought this.

ive seen so many fancy water bottles at the emporium.

it's just, idk.

i love having this guy.

there are many many many things that we can do to help saving our planet.

thou we think that it's too small,but still we're on our way towards it.

a lil help from a each person in a big community will turn a drop into a pouring.

well,

TTYL

*hwugs and kishes*

SOALAN:ADAKAH KELANTAN AKAN MENANG???? JAWAPAN:KELANTAN MENANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....YAHHHHHHOOOO GOMO KLATE GOMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

begheh.
nanggung tulong tanyo,tulong jawak plok doh.
tahniah ah geng kito.
esok cuti.
sedaknyo kalu kijo kat klate,buleh cuti ari Ahad.
berry berry naiss.
i laik it a lok.
once again, congratulations to us and meme xrugi ah sek dio maghi KL tegok game.
pagi sakni napok ghama hok baghu sapa kuppo kat Tol Gombak, nge bas sgalo.
siap jersey,mafla Red Warriors.
Tahniah skali lagi sek Klate!

cmon,ask me. XD

you ; to have and hold.

new item in my wishlist.
brand new purse.
my ROXY dah berkhidmat selama 1year.
eye-ing for this gorgeous pulak.
isnt she a beaut.

   

Offers to spread.

the call

i just hung up a call from my beloved Mom
Ohh gawsh I missed her so much.
when i miss Mom, tears falling over my cheeks
and i feel good about that
i dont know why.
still, i dont know whether am heading back this end of Oct or not
for my cousin's engagement.
if i cant get my day-off, i supposed i wont be in kelantan for that.
tapi nanti tak best la.
hurm...
speaking of missing Mom.
when i miss my mom, i tend to do few things
things that mom love to do
though those arent my fav's but for mom, i buat
like, erm....
whenever i miss mom, i eat.
i eat her favourite food or snacks tha she loved.
they are apam balik, fresh timun betik in coconut milk with sugar,
kaya waffle.
i also drink.
i had her favourite drinks.
like winter melon tea which is the best.
mom loves winter melon tea so bad that am willing to have it just because i missed her and it reminds me so much of her.
i also gonna crave for len chee kang.
mom suke sangat len chee kang, sampai there's this one time mom buat homemade len chee kang so that all of us boleh enjoy the len chee kang as musch as we could.
im so not a big fan of sweet desserts and kaya, but when it comes to Mom...
i jadi macam crazy about it.
and as today i missed Mom, kat kiosk Halimah tadi I grabbed a winter melon tea and i told salsya that i miss Mom so bad tonight.
And as Mom called, I rase huge relief to hear her voice and i told her about me missing her and my habits when am having those phase and she had this tiny laugh and whispered, "it's okay kakak.u mmg like this.dulu klau everytime u rindu i je u called and weep like a baby sambil cakap ngan i."
gawsh Mom, i mmg rindu u sgt2.
May Allah always filled your day with happiness, joy and His blessed on you Mom.
I love you,Mom.

TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

here at the garden of knowledge and virtue.

salam to all.
the heavy rain stopped pouring all over this IIUM yard, as I woke up from my short nap and posted this.
am listening to Claude DeBussy's Claire de Lune great masterpiece.
such a calm harmony philharmonic orchestra by this one heck of a Maestro.
have i told you that i had arrived?
here at salsya's in IIUM.
I missed her a lot and it's been quite a while i havent see her.
we missed all the chitchats and laughter we had.
so i gathered all my guts and dropped by here with Scootie for my sleepover.
and also, havent i mentioned that today's my day-off?
gawsh, i forgot almost everything to tell y'all right?
ahhah.
i never know what have gone into me.
but i do hope you understand as i am so not a frequent blogger in the mean time.
i know i should put more time to write and post instead of busying myself doing uninteresting things.
God.seeing salsya today bringing me back to the memories of Philly, crazy stuffs we did together, girlfriends and the excitement of out friendship that we missed.
and we came up with this sick plan.
before salsya gonna start her final exams, am so gonna bring her to Bukit Tinggi for a playdate with the rabbits up there as she told me her rabbits back at Tapah had gone missing etc.
And I truly understand how she felt.
That's how the plan came up.
Ahahaha.
So cant wait for that day.
Hope Zul dear getting his day-off that day.
If not, we girls je la yang pergi ahuhuhu.
Yall nak ikut gak ke nnt? Inbox your comment la klau nak ikut ahohoho.
I could arrange klau any of you nak ikut jgk.
Hihihi.Gonna get Salsya a big break kejap before her final examinations.
Release tension, you know.

gotta go.
got things to be settled.
TTYL
*hwugs and kishes*

in your faces!

State Of The UNION 

     IN                                   OUT

blogging                              working

blackberry TORCH                NOKIA    

cranberries                              apples  

     

Clique

State of the UNION
(IN)
Tv series
Cake
Work

(OUT)
Pig
Politics
Losers


TTYL!
*hwugs and kishes*


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Post for Daya, my housemate.

Oooº°˚˚°ºhh~
As always. It's been ages I've not updating my bloggie.
So sorry bloggie.
Urghhh. So many things to be done, so little timma.
There's this girl, suke sgt bebel kat I.
Gawsh.
Ahhahahah. ☺kay ☺kay.
Am here, not to talk bad abt this girl ☺kay.
She's like a sister to me.
Am talking here abt Daya.
One of my housemate.
Ever since I moved in here, she's the new person in my life as I've been friend withSha and Mamay since like......forever!
Ngaha!
Hari ni I've been bebel-ed by Daya for not updating my bloggie. She ask me to do so pronto!
And, that's how am getting myself in her, right now.
Ahah!
Ngade kan.
Nothing much to update about.
But, ............ There are some to tell.
Erm.....
Later on la I tell you.
Tapi ape pon, I love my girls mucho!
Till then ☺kay.
Taa~
*hwugs and kishes*


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What does G6 mean in the song like a G6?

What does G6 mean in the song like a G6? 


A G6 is mid-sized car made by the Pontiac brand of GM which is no longer in business, and it's also a Gulfstream jet that costs $58.5 million and flys at speeds of Mach 0.90 or 572 mph.


In additional, G6 also is a name that consists 6 negara maju.
The European Union members.
Meanwhile for the G6 (Group of 6) as listed below.
United States, the United Kingdom, West Germany, Japan, Italy, and France formed in 1975.
This group became what is now known as the G8.

huhu...kaloh parok slangor male ni....keno behe ko klate 3-0 narak ko...kecek jah besa....keta lutut doh nk maghi cni mula2...bkit jalil plok la thun ni sek2 kito... tdo dale snyuman la male ni...huhu...gomo klate gomo.....

tu ah.
sek kito biso blako.
ore kato mace2 ko sek kito.
tp takpo.
kito begheh blako.
ccaro eyh ore dok kato pn.
kaloh jjelir sek slagor.
bhaha!

cmon,ask me. XD

knpe dgn adik akak?

adik akak?
which adik?
akak tgk sume okay je.
or...do haf something to tell me or what..?
all i know adik akak sume okay and i dearly love 'em all.
;D

cmon,ask me. XD

Singgah dah blog ni? http://abiabhar.blogspot.com

Singgah sokmo dah hihihi.
Tapi sbb Abi FS kan soalan ni, kak Beck nak singgah SEKARANG la. cam ade bende best je.
nanti singgah la sini ( http://beckpanda.blogspot.com ) plak.
Ahaks! ^^

cmon,ask me. XD

MAB survey.

Just done completing this survey.

Found it in my inbox.

heyy, how's ur raya? :)

My RAYA was absolutely awesome this year.
How abt yours?

cmon,ask me. XD

nk guner namer aper kedai bakery nnt..??

Bakery?
Hurm.. good question ni. >.<
Tak de idea la.
"Kedai KEK Tersedap" blh?
Kena buat Board Of Directors meeting baru blh figure out name bakery.
Ahohohoho!

cmon,ask me. XD

Wally molly.

Lately asyik kurang sihat je.
Nak kate sakit, don't want-la.
Cam sounds teruk plk klau cakap 'sakit'.
Within 3days, kena pegi clinics and masuk medical center.
Thank Allah, Kg Baru Medical Center pny svce bagus.
So many medications prescribed by my doctor.
Terlalu byk ubat nak kena telan.
Ubat kalau cenonet sumenye, xpe.
The thing is they're all huge and leceh nak swallow.
But what to do. Maybe this is one of the dugaan for me destined by Allah. I'll just hang on alil bit more. Very hoping I'll get well soon.
Thou just sinus, but doc said will take 5-10days for me to be full-recovered.
And plus, for my contaminated-exceeding-white blood cells tu, doc said will take 10-16days to be fully-recover. Ubat tanak byk kan. And he also added if my lelah strucks again, I need to be admitted to the ward immediately.
Sgt sedih dengar condition diri sendiri. But as I mentioned earlier, akan saya lalui dgn tabah.
InsyaAllah I'll b just fine and ☺kay. Thanks to my special someone, dear Zul, Mom, Onichi and Sha, Salsya, Manap for the special porridge and supports. Love y'all too much.

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cmne raya?

My Raya?Ohh just fabulous Syara.
So very happy dapat beraya with my family.
Especially Haji Hamid's family.
And as Syara sedia maklum, raya tahun ni Kak Beck busy with so many occasions held back at home.
Abang's wedding and sambut menantu, cuzzy's engagement, my lil sister's sambut menantu.
Gawsh. So happy for all.
This coming october ade lagi satu engagement.
lagi sorang coucin akak nk tunang.
shonok nyee.
how's yours?

cmon,ask me. XD

makanan paling di tunggu2 masa raya? ;)

mase raye eyh...?
hurm ..am so dying for lontong and lemang during the raya.
any raya will do.
raya hajj or eid fitr.
sbb lontong mase raya and mase xraya lain rasanya,
nikmat makan lontong mase raya ni cam different.
way too different.
and am enjoying it so very much.
lemang pon.
when it melts in your mouth, you need not to chew much.
you can taste the salty pinch which is just right melting on your tongue.
ummmph.
Yummmeeh!!

cmon,ask me. XD

rasa2 ade duit raye lebih x nk bg cni?hehehehe

Rase2 eyh..?
SAMPUL duit raya banyak Syara.
Ahaks.
Ngee, Syara nak duit raya eyh.
Boleh boleh.
Akak kasi Syara sorang je.
Jangan kasi tau orang lain yah.
Nak jumpa nanti bbm akak.
Nanti akak kasi duit Raya lebih tu kat Syara ;D LOL.

BTW,
Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Syara.
Maaf Z&B.
Jangan lupa BBM nanti eyh.
*hwugs and kishes*

cmon,ask me. XD

rasa2 ade duit raye lebih x nk bg cni?hehehehe

Rase2 eyh..?
Smabpul duit raya banyak Syara.
Ahaks.
Ngee, Syara nak duit raya eyh.
Boleh boleh.
Akak kasi Syara sorang je.
Jangan kasi tau orang lain yah.
Nak jumpa nanti bbm akak.
Nanti akak kasi duit Raya lebih tu kat Syara ;D LOL.

BTW,
Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Syara.
Maaf Z&B.
Jangan lupa BBM nanti eyh.
*hwugs and kishes*

cmon,ask me. XD

Choc chip cookies.

1 cup unsalted butter
3/4 cup granulated white sugar
3/4 cup light brown sugar
2 large eggs
1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla essence
2 1/4 cups (295 grams) all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 1/2 cups semisweet chocolate chips
1 cup (100 grams) pecans or walnuts, coarsely chopped nuts basically.


first and foremost, cream the butter and both white and brown sugar.
turn the two eggs in to the mixture. and the vanilla essence. salt too.
then, the all-purpose flour and the baking powder. do not pour the the flour altogether.
make it two spoons at a time so that you won't powder yourself by the flour.
mix and  don't forget adding the choc chips (and nuts) into the mixture and beat until it's well combined.
scoop using teaspoon onto prepared baking sheets.
bake about 12 - 14 minutes, or until golden brown around the edges.
and you're done.


;)

this recipe is requested by a friend of mine who is a blogger too.
you can click on her name to reach her blog. zawani badri.


To wani,
so, here's the recipe.
really hope that you'll like it.


To all,
You all out there can also try this recipe.
It's so easy and simple. In fact, it's not too late to bake for extra cookies for this coming Raya.
Hihi.
Any questions and inquiries, you can hit me. The comment box and chatboxes also available.
I'll response to you as soon as possible.
*hwugs* 

KLCC and Step Up 3.

Chili's KLCC again.

bju raye taun nie kaler...?

kaler biru.
family beck decide mase raye last year.
semangat diorang.
so,raye tahun ni pakai kale BIRU derr.
tapi memandangkan nanti abang nak kawen,tema pink perlu beli baju kaler PINK juge.
tak sabanye nak raya.

cmon,ask me. XD

hey you!

Sometimes I'm lazy, I get bored

I get scared, I feel ignored, I feel happy

I get silly, I choke on my own words... I make wishes, I have dreams.

And I still want to believe, anything can happen in this world.

Am just an ordinary girl like you.

x x x x

.beck.

Corn Custard Pudding.

1 cup custard flour
1 can creamy sweet corn
3/4 cup sugar
1 1/2 cups evaporated milk
3 cups water

combine all ingredients in one big pot and cook with a medium heat until it get creamy and thick.
after that, pour the custard mixture into tupperwares.
let it cool before you put it in the fridge.
cut into bit size cubes to serve.

as requested by Miss Ros Nazira. *weewit,awek tuh*
y'all can try it too.
i can guarantee it's simple, easy and the best part is YUMMEH!

x x x x

.beck.

Mail.

aaaah. what ive been waiting for. look what i found in my mailbox. its from MAS Enrich and PADINI.

x x x x

.beck.

Missing.

miss you too buddy. i found this in scootie's front compartment at the parking. i thought a summon that i get from the authority. but a note. a simple note from a buddy of mine, faisal. well again, i miss you too.

x x x x

.beck.

no title.

hurm. so many things to do. so little timma.

late night snacks, lovers, bestfriends and friends, chanel paradoxal, the little black book, ramadhan, raya festivities, kota bharu, flight, packing, keys to my heart.

x x x x

.beck.

family gathering.

that's wani. one of my cousins. my favourite cousin. peace-ing while im on my effort to snap the happiness we cherished during this day. the day that ayah invited us all, family members in KL to gather up for family break fasting at ayah's house in bandar tun razak. everyone was there. got bonda, ciksu, cik c, even kak long. so happy to gather up again like this. we had nasi ayam, ibu's specialty. there were soy milk with cincau, bandung, honey dew drinks. our homemade popiah, and as y'all can see got akok there, buah melaka, currypuffs and cik c even bought a box of 6 Dunkin Donut's doughnuts. also got tepung pelita and mini roti john, homemade you know. so many things lah to be listed. but of alls, we had a great time. seeing and catching up on each other. cant wait to catch my flight to KB soon on the next weekend. i miss mom, baba, my brothers and sisters. and also as syakirah is home now, am so can wait no longer. 

x x x x

.beck.

Ulcers.

Hey y'all. Happy fasting and happy Thursday. Gawsh. It's been like weeks I haven't updated my blog. And I truly missed doing this blogging. How's everybody been doing lately? And are you guys doing ☺kay this month of Ramadhan? Very hoping that y'all just fine and I really hope we'll get thru this fasting month with patience and good health. Well for me, am doing all good except for I got ulcers starting on Ramadhan the 5th. T_T. Can never imagine y'all. Three ulcers all at once. Damn hurt. I got twins on my upper right lip and one sticking on the gum on my lower left jaw. Hurting me each everyday. I hardly smile coz that will stretchen out my lips and DANG! That hurts, man. Until last night, my friend been rumbling abt my ulcer. They ask me to put salt on 'em to heal faster. I have no bonjela, so I've decided to go with my friends and hsemate's suggestion.
And you know what. As I put a lil amount of salt on one of the twins, the other ulcer bleed like hell. God. The salt was like almost killed me. I cried hard. Even Sha cant stand seeing me crying because of the ulcers. i suffered you know. But still few days after, the ulders still there...annoys me, giving me hard time to smile, more else distracting me while am in my fasting month. Thank God so far, am strong enough to be distracted by these annoying killing ulcers.

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Here we go again.

ramadhan is back. as for that picture above. it was a 'buka puasa' with my classmates once ago. ohh how i miss that moment so much and also missing my friends. was held at Pizza Hut in Wangsa Maju, the big one next to 24-hours KFC near NZ. i wish we could gather up again as last year for 'buka puasa'. any place will do guys.

Now that you're gone.

the day he took you away from me. you're my scar that can never be closed. even dr mellissa cried that day baby. ohh how we love you so bad baby. and i can never stop missing you. just so you know, mel, sha and manap was there to see you for the last time. mel can't help himself from tears, baby. you know how much he loves to play with you right. dear zul can't be there for the last time baby, cause he's working. but he's the one that found you on the G floor, right. which at that time mommy cant stand watching filled with silence. all shots are taken by manap's iPhone. mommy hopes that you rest in peace baby. and always remember that mommy loves you dearly.

x x x x

.beck.

Ramadhan the 2nd.

i went back. nobody ask me to. i just wanna get back to cheras. so that i can save more, ya know. can buka puasa with my sister and brother in law. during buka puasa i got fresh soy milk and currypuffs. different from the forst day of Ramadhan break fasting. onichi cook this super delish ayam masak pedas. thou i cant eat chicken, but still the taste was superb. speaking of break fasting. i'd love to tell y'all about my menu i hadduring the first Ramadhan. as i missed kelantan so much, i got myself all kelantanese cuisine that i love the most. i bought kueh akok, nasi kerabu and beef murtabak. nothing can go against these three. they reminds me a lot of Kelantan. am so missing home right now. wish that i could fly home. but not yet. i'll fly home with AirAsia this August the 25th for the first time. never fly with AirAsia before. really hoping that the service is okay by the time i fly with them. so, enough about that.
it feel so good and just right break fasting with the family, you know. and am so glad that i can do that with my sister. and that makes me think about syakirah. mya nother sister. i wonder what she's been doing right now. is she's fasting. how she's been doing and stuffs. i just miss her a lot. wish that she will come back home very soon. i did get calls from here once in a while. but,  ... i dont know.
am still mourning philly's death. everything that i do reminds me of her. sadly that i cant get her back and she cant experience this bless Ramadhan here with me.
ohh baby, mommy misses u a lot.

x x x x

.beck.

beckham and panda....which one u like d most?

panda of course.
beckham was never on the list.

cmon,ask me. XD

do u love me?

err... who u?
okay.
yes, am an 'I LOVE YOU' bitch.
so--
i think i love you.

cmon,ask me. XD

Eid Mubarak

well. thou it's already Ramadhan the 2nd. i guess not that late for me to wish y'all fellow followers and friends out there with 'selamat berpuasa' for this year. hope y'all can make it till the day the 30th. and as this blessed Ramadhan arrives, i'd like to ask for forgiveness from all of you out there as i might done any wrongdoings towards you. let's all make this Ramadhan a moment for us to check up on what we've done all this while. who knows if there will be no Ramadhan for us soon. we cant tell that. i believe that nobody's perfect in this world. and i do believe that we can't be perfect be we could be better.

and as this bless Ramadhan's here,
i got a little something for y'all.
have fun reading :)

Salam, saya Syaa'ban. Saya ingin mengingatkan anda bahawa jiran saya iaitu Ramadhan akn dtg mngunjungi anda tidak lama lagi besama isterinya iaitu Rezeki & kedua2 anaknya Sahur & Iftaar. Mereka juga ditemani ketiga2 cucunya Rahmat, Barakat & Keampunan. Mereka akn pulang slepas 30 hari degan menaiki pesawat penerbangan Aidil Airlines. Hargai mereka & anda akn mndapat berkat! InsyaAllah. 

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

x x x x

.beck.

Baby. Philly.

it was supposed to be a blessed friday.
we were supposed to be happy.
getting ready to head home to cheras.
you were supposed to get your groom that day.
and on that day,
we were supposed to see dr mell with our sweetest smile.
we were supposed to get you the new costume from bali.
you were suppose to be sprayed with that fragrant pet cologne.
and we were supposed to get you married.
i am supposed to have a great chat with dr mell.
talking about you, baby.
all nice things about you.
laughing and giggling.
i am supposed to cuddle you until we reach cheras.
i am supposed to let you run and wandering all over the vet clinic.
you were supposed to play along with kikapoo and other cats there.

but it was the day.
it was that day.
the day that i didnt realize.
that you'll be taken away from me.
i never realize it.
until that day just came.
on that particular friday.
which,
 it was supposed to be a blessed friday.
he took you away from me.

i am so not happy at all.
tears all over my face.
flowing on my both cheeks.
cant stop flowing, even for a sec.
i dont want to get back to cheras without you.
i refuse to do almost everything.
all i wanna do at that time is,
i wanted to spend all my time that left with you.
but i didnt know that the time is too short.
that i didnt realize it was going to be the day you left me, baby.
you didnt get the grooming sesh as planned.
we rushed to dr mell, not with our sweetest smile.
but with tears, pain and misery.
as i drove you to the vet, i contacted dr mell as many ways as i could.
text, email, yahoo massenger, calls.
am sorry cause i knocked dr mell's door that hard.
so hard that i freaked her out.
all because of you baby.
i cant accept that costume from bali.
i cant smell that fragrant pet cologne.
i cant see you got married.
i cant have that great chit chats with dr mell about you.
i cuddled nothing until i reach cheras.
i cant see you playing with kikapoo and the other cats in the vet.
no more.
because baby,
coz youre gone now.
youre no longer with me.
you left me with no words.
all that i have now is your toys, your litter box,
your scoops, your cage, your travelling cage etc.
i gave out your kibbles to the strays.
tears falling again.
mommy misses you baby.

kalo panggil becky ko marah ak..???

nope.
ramai gak la org panggil beck "becky".
nape tiba2 kau nak panggil beck, becky?
mane kau dengar ni?
sape kasi idea?
nak panggil kau "eidY" blh?
am so gonna FS u those bugging Qs hahahaha!

cmon,ask me. XD

it's not that i don't wanna tell ya

im sorry.
for not telling ya.
our friendship is not to be trade with.
am not pushing you away.
i didnt meant to do all these.
none of them that happened is planned.
i know ure upset for what ive done.
but please.
please do understand me.
i dont have that much time to reach you.
it occurred so fast.
so fast that i couldnt tell you at the right time.
i hope u understand on what am i trying to say here.
and again.
i am so very truly sorry.