Siti Aisyah Ma Hussin is sharing their Trip to Kota Bharu with you

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Baby eating a butterfly.

Skeptic

I gotta keep my head up and I let my hair down. I've been trying to survive. Surviving this journey of life. Dropping my worries. I got my hands in my pockets. Kicking those hard rocks. Aishhh. Its kinda hard to watch this life goes by. I'm buying in the skeptics. Skeptics mess with, the confidence in my eyes. When everything starts to get tangled, I start to compromise. Of my life and the purpose etc. Is it all worth it? Am I gonna turn out fine?




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It will turn out fine.

I woke up. I feel weird. The whole Selangor state is having their holiday as Sultan Selangor' birthday is happening today. Meanwhile us in KL still have to wake up at the break of dawn, getting ready for work etc etc. As I stared myself in the mirror, I felt bizarre. I don't know why. But I kinda felt a deep connection with what,whom, idk. It's just too strange for me. Today.

For as I took my ignorance into a whole new level today, I looked away. Peek no longer into that reflective, glass coated with metal amalgam, I went for my morning shower. Continued with Subuh prayer, get dressed and put on my make up etc. Am ready for my Monday.

Still. I can't get this eerie feeling out of me. Seriously, I don't know what is causing it. But I gotta make a move. Keep on moving, getting thru with my daily thingy.

Onichi drove me to Central KL today coz she's rushing to the Parliament. I took the LRT straightaway to Ampang Park and surprise surprise. I bumped into Manap in the coach. He greeted me with a solemn smile, pat both my cheeks saying, "Assalamualaikum". I was so happy.

So happy that I didn't realize I'm in tears. But they don't really touch my sweet cheeks. It felt like I haven't seen him for years. So many to tell. Too much. Too many to list down. They're just too much. . Awwwh. He said, " Dah, kau kalau jumpa aku mula la. Nak nangis ha. Aku tau sangat. Banyak cite la tu. ".

Hªªhªhªªhªªhªhªª. Yes. Looking into his eyes, idk why. Everything backfires on me. Flashing in my eyeballs. I see lotsa things. Idk. Emotion lingers. He wanna buy me breakfast, but I said no as I'm already late for work. So I decided, lunch together today. And he nodded.

He walked me till Ampang Park's 7E as I stopped him, "Dahla. Kau nak gi gym kat FF kan. Tapayah escort aku bagai. Aku boleh jalan sendiri hahahaa. Kau sepatutnya turun KLCC kan. Hosho. Dah. I see you during lunch je. Nanti kita sembang bagai la. "

I continued my way, paced at a breathtaking speed. Thinking of nothing. But still, very odd on the inside. Empty perhaps.

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#2 :

Peringatan dan Pesanan Untuk Diri Sendiri

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Membuat silap dan kelalaian bukan satu benda yang mudah untuk dilupakan. Sekali ia berlaku seumur hidup kesilapan itu akan sentiasa bergerak seiring dengan kedewasaan kita menghadapi hari-hari seterusnya. Tidak ramai yang berani atau jujur untuk mengakui kesilapan sendiri malah lebih senang menuding jari menyalahkan orang lain atau menyalahkan sesuatu.
Secara logiknya tidak pernah ada umat manusia di dunia ini yang tidak pernah melakukan kesilapan. Kesilapan ini berlaku mungkin disebabkan kelalaian atau memang sifat semulajadi manusia perasaan ingin tahu menyebabkan kita tidak pernah serik untuk mencuba walaupun kita sendiri sudah mampu meramalkan hasilnya.
Bukan ingin menyalahkan sesiapa tetapi terlalu ramai yang memang suka menerakakan orang lain apabila seseorang itu membuat silap. Siapalah kita hendak menghakimi dosa pahala orang lain. Kita berkongsi dunia yang sama, menyedut oksigen yang sama apa salahnya kalau saling menegur atau paling tidak pun tidak menghukum terus mereka yang silap. Kenapa kita tidak boleh memberi peluang? Dunia ini sudah sempit sangatkah sehingga tiada ruang untuk orang lain?

Let me say at the risk of seeming ridiculous that the true revolutionary is guided by great feelings of love.
Che Guevara

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#1 : (untitled)

SPM Bahagian 1

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Demi menepati janji, cerita aku tak pandai menulis aku letak belakang. Entri ini adalah sempena peperiksaan. yang boleh diumpamakan sebagai perjuangan hidup mati bagi mereka yag bergelar pelajar sekolah iaitu peperiksaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). SPM telah bermula hari ini 14 Nov dan akan berakhir pada 14 Dis 2011. Ketaksuban dan kengerian SPM ini memang terbukti kerana setiap tahun pasti ada khabar angin dari soalan bocor hinggalah ada yang membunuh diri sebab gagal mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang. Ya bunuh diri! Kenapa orang sanggup buat kerja bodoh ini demi SPM?
Seperti yang kita tahu di Malaysia kamu akan dianggap gagal sekiranya tidak mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang dalam SPM. SPM ni memang ada prestij dia sendiri keputusan peperiksaan yang baik bermakna kamu mempunyai masa depan yang cerah berbanding rakan kamu yang hanya lulus cukup-cukup makan. Kenapa aku cakap begitu?
Dengan keputusan peperiksaan SPM yg baik kamu berhak mendapat biasiswa untuk melanjutkan pelajaran di mana-mana sahaja yang kamu suka begitu juga dengan pilihan kursus dan sedikit bonus kamu juga mungkin menjadi idaman gadis-gadis cantik.
Bagaimana pula nasib rakan-rakan yg tidak secemerlang kamu? Mereka ini semua akan memenuhi tempat-tempat pengajian yang pelbagai sama ada milik kerajaan atau swasta atau bagi yang ingin lebih bebas mereka boleh mula mencari kerja di samping ramai juga yang memilih untuk menghabiskan duit mak bapak.

Kalau ada idea aku sambung bahagian 2 nanti. Selamat berjaya kepada calon-calon SPM 2011, dengar cerita soalan Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1 pagi tadi senang betul ke?.

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Co-writer, where are you ?!

It's November. I wish nothing but a better sweet November memories to capture, each and every year. Preparing myself for my most awaited month of the year, December. My December. And the new year of 2012 to approach. Hihihi . These two, three months had been rough on me. Crucial I must say. I don't think I should list 'em out as they are not worth remembering.
November rain. It's pouring here in KL. Almost everyday. I love rain. The humid and wet yet moist feeling. Yes. Cold. And of course it's freezing cold here in the office nowadays. I sneeze and sneeze and cuddling is essential at this point/time. *tongue*. But I rarely wrap myself up with any of my jackets, blazer or even my Pashmina. Ha-ha. Loving the rain doesn't mean am not missing the warmth of sunlight. Enough with the daydreaming, Beck.
These two, three days I've tried to start back with my reading and I bought new books. But then, instead of being productive, I went for movies, coffees, sleepovers and ввм all the way (cos that's how I roll, yaw !)
Also, not been baking much but I'm pretty sure I will do some catch ups with my bakings very, very soon. Idk what happened, but excitement (of ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I never know of what) is sparking in me.
Let's see, what else. Oh yeah, still. I got more vouchers to Cherating. Last time was only one and now I got all three vouchers. Don't know when to use, with whom to go, how to go there and aaaaargh. It's a pain in the arse to decide yet I don't wanna go there just by myself. The vouchers just sit there LITERALLY in my planner, collecting dust. And yep. Speaking of dust, I should clean my room soon. Don't wanna say much on that. (˘.˘'!|)
And again. About the weather. It's been a pain. Again. It's getting colder day by day and I don't see the sun anymore :'( Dark at 5 - 6pm is just depressing. I actually eat my dinner at 5pm ... Erm idk. I rarely do dinner sometimes because the night feels so god damn long.
As yall can tell I'm pretty much bored and complaining, whining about my everyday life is always nice.
*can I say that*
Well, that's it for now I guess. And yes. I probably gonna have a co-blogger or you can call as co-writer here in
*w i n k* but still, I see no sign of him. Ha-ha. So-- pls don't wait. He'll appear soon. I think. Idk. Bye !

 
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fly high

ohh hai. eid adha celebration is trending now but i spent only two days and one night to be home for the eid. my parents are away.  they're now in Mecca performing their hajj and only be back by early december. i miss them both so much. i went back to my hometown with my aunts, uncles and cousin by car. please dont asked how long we spent on the highway. because it's been the most horrible traffic jam i ever had compared to previous festive seasons. the thing is as above, i got nothing but.. you know. i took the picture during my flight. last night. i fly with FireFly as MAS tickets are sold out and since there are not much differences on flying with FireFly or MAS as FireFly is co-shared airline with MAS. Its just with FireFly, KBR bound for SZB I fly with the ATR-72 series fleet and not the Boeing 737.  and yes. the duration to  reach KUL is somewhat differs as usually takes about 45-50mins and as flying with FireFly (SZB) takes about one hour. Whatevv.  Anyways, am now back in KL and yes. Tomorrow gotta get back to the office. Tonnes of works waiting. Drawings and stuffs. so, it's good to be back in KL. cant wait for the movie date. hurm.. what else. okay. am done. bye !

Halloween 2011

Heyya.

Still remember the cute post that embrace the cute-ness of a baby on Halloween ? 

You can click here nothing is cuter than this

Ha-ha.

Well since that one is soooo last year, lemme post another one for this year.

It is super cute and hell yeah, nothing is cuter than this one too.

And as quoted by Anya Marina, one of my favourite singer: 

" Sorry, bud. If you drink too much and pass out at the Halloween party, 

you end up on the Internet ". 

Just like what Katy Perry sung about in her TGIF song right. Bhaha. So American. 

Ain't the baby is the cutest?

Makes me say "awwwww~"

Happy Halloween 2011 !

*#nowplaying Thriller by MJ*

Siti Aisyah Ma Hussin is sharing her Trip to Kuala Lumpur with you

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Erk..?!!

For your information, am not a #TYPOlice or to be more specific, a grammar freak so-called corrector. But as far as I know, time is non-countable and as for this sentence;
" Give me a time "
Is so not acceptable. Ha-ha.
It should be;
" Give me some time "
Or
" Give me time "

That's all.
Toodles!

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Faith.

Life is a journey. A journey that you will never know where it can takes you or to who it will brings you to. As long a you're learning, you'll find all you'll ever need to know. Just don't forsake it because nobody can ever tell you what you can't do nor even can stop you. Dig deep.

Just have faith.


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Be there.

"The glue in our humanity is in being fully present for one another. Being there also is a great way to practice this wholeheartedness and fight burnout, for it is those halfhearted tasks you perform while juggling other things that wear you, me out."

Damn you Korean drama.


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Good music.

"I think I finally found a note to make you understand. Which is if you can hear it, sing along with me, together with me and take me by the hands. Keep me, myself inside your heart is a boombox, a stereo that only plays, beats for you. Only you".


Love.


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Deathbed.

"My stomach is burning. Terasa sangat bila ubat is penetrated into my tube. Hoping that this will last very soon. Thank you for not visiting and I'm very truly sorry you guys for as I can't provide the information of which medical centre I was admitted. I need nothing but your love and prayers. Hope to get out of here very soon. "

Love.


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Right.

Hospitalized. Sick. Death-bed.
Facebook deactivated.

Love.


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The Part Of Me

I feel like I'm, a million miles away. Away from myself. More and more these days. I went down, so many open roads. But they never lead me home.
Now I just don't know who I really am, or how is it gonna be. Is there something that I can't be? I wanna understand. Like really to understand it.
Perhaps I'll never be who I was before. Perhaps I don't even know her anymore. Or maybe who I am today ain't so far from yesterday. How am I gonna find all the missing part of mine.
I don't wanna wait too long. To find out where I meant to belong. I have always wanted to be where I am today, but I never thought I'd feel this way.


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O dear.

For all my life I’ve known you. I learn to not giving up, no matter what. You taught me not to. The spirits of yours stick in me. I don’t know.

O dear. Now that we’re here. We’ve come this far. Please dear. Just hold on. You want me to save you right. There is nothing to fear.

For I am right beside you. For all my life, I’m yours dear. Just hang in there.

Kosong

"Ape cerita kita ni. Macam makan gaji buta je lately" -Syukran Razak, Engineering Assistant, ALCIM SDN. BHD.

He said and I quoted as above. We have not been busy lately due to no project assigned to us. Aiyoo. Sampai online pun we all dah naik jelak. What to do ni. Each and everyday as I passed the Intermark, I whispered to myself yang I wanna be productive. But then, ended up... online je memanjang. But as for me, I ade la few oil platform drawings nak kena check kan. tade la 100% goyang kaki. LOL. I fill in timesheet, keep myself busy. Ya know. Do some stuffs. Tapi nearly 2weeks jugak la being like this. Risau pun ade. Ha-ha. Rutin lately jadi erm masuk ofc, check email from bosses/engineers, bukak drawings sambil tune in to Hitz.fm, lunch break, solat Zohor, check drawings lagi, solat Asar, update timesheet, kemas kemas, pastu balik. *Sigh. But I dengar by next week gonna start busy. Ade new oil terminal project by PETRONAS. Yipee! Cant wait. Nanti ade lotsa drawings dah tak leh nak bersiul siul camni dah. Gonna get busy ohh. So okay la. Nak kemas kemas. Mau pulang o yeah!

*pening*

KFC

This post is about KFC je okayy. Anyway, as yall know I cant eat chicken. But dearest pny pasal, I pegi KFC dgn beliau last night. In fact it's been awhile we both tak pegi KFC. Asyik Kenny Roger' je kann. I had Chicken Rice set and Zul chose Snack plate w Mirinda Strawberry. I had two pcs of chickens, but I only managed to finish only the rice and half a 1-pc of chicken. The rest, dear Zul yang makan. Adoi. Phaill la makan ayam ni. tak #turnON langsung haha. Anyway, we had a lil talk last night but yea. Thanks dear for having me. Nak kena balik from ofc then straight away pick me up from my house kann. Nak suh you tengokkan scootie, tapi asyik lupe. Am afraid of something happened to the oil tank. Nvmnd la. Sepatutnya last night jugak need to grab an MP3 player. But then, dah lambat. Maybe nanti la. As he sent me home, I terus telan ubat. Sebab takut takleh tido due to gatal gatal allergies kan. Aihh. Story of my life. Anyway. Esok cuti okayy. Buah hati keje sbb nnt nk cuti byk for the sister' wedding, Farah and Fiziey. Takpela. Balik keje at 1730hrs kan, datang trus jumpa saya la. Haha. Okayy, yall enjoy your long weekend okayy. Am out.

siapa anda 10 tahun lagi ?

A fabulous leading lady w an awesome life-partner on my side

cmon,ask me. XD

kenapa panda suka makan bamboo :)

Sebab panda rasa panda sangat comel mase makan bamboo tu . Ngaha!

cmon,ask me. XD

apakah yang korang buat lepas bangun tidur ??

Check my emails and texts ;)

cmon,ask me. XD

Hows raya? ;)

Ohh-sem :)

cmon,ask me. XD

IKEA and gastric

Okay. MC. Got gastric. And Zul also offday. He said, wanna pick me up and go somewhere somewhere. So we went to the Clinic first at Alam Damai. After that straightaway to IKEA.at IKEA we bought a good present for Farah, his sister as she's getting married in two weeks! Woah. Hihihi. So happy for her. My bf lagi la. Bebel2 cakap dia busy macam dia je nak kahwin. Puhhlis. Common la. Nanti sendiri kawen, tau la rasenye. Siap told me, "I dah bagtau Kakak awal awal. Kak, kalau aku kahwin nanti kau kena busy busy gak tolong. Aku amik cuti 5hari ni sebab kau punya majlis tau." Funny brother and sister. Cute je. Well, I'll pray for Farah nanti on her wedding day, everything will go smoothly insyaAllah.Ohh back to our IKEA. Macam2 I nak beli kat IKEA. But my other half, Zul, buat summary for each present yang I pick. Itu tak kena, ini tak kena till we found one heck of a present yang we both agree it's gonna be awesome for Farah and her future hubby, Hafizi :). Afterwards, had meatballs at IKEA Cafe, then jenjalan sket. Then dah kuar IKEA, we headed to Dr Mell's house in TTDI. Pegi jumpa her as she's back from UK and kitorang pegi tengok her lil kitties. There are 4 of 'em and we both were so excited. Zul blh terkejut ngn pure English slang Mell's mother. Haha. Ape la. We had fun at Dr Mell's and we both agreed to adopt (perhaps) one of 'em. Zul decided to have the white kitty. Male.Very manja one.Arini tak snap pictures pon as HTC kena hantar for repair. Aihh.After TTDI, we headed back to Cheras, lepak JJ Cheras Selatan plak.On the way back to Cheras  tu, he sung me songs. Beria. Karaoke in the car la katakan. Macam macam songs been sung, some of 'em are Don't Cry, I cant live by Mariah Carey, Please Dont Go by Mike Posner (our most fav), lagu ape tah ...sekebun cinta by Ziana Zain tu, and few more. Cant rmmber all. Ye la kan, traffic awful tu yang boleh bukak karaoke jap. LOL. At JJ,  bought another wedding gift for my friend, Zul had a massage for RM1 on the massage chair, nak tgk movie then cancel and we had a drink at Starbucks. As per usual, his fav signature iced choc and i had iced caramel soy latte.Had a great time today. Hilang sakit sakit haha. Thank you love for having me.

Reading stuffs.

Assalamualaikum folks.

Second entry. Hey. Hehe.
So. Have I told you guys about am buying new books for the unborn and the newborn?
I did not?
My my my.
Okay.
I bought books you know.
I loooove books.
But well.
These books arent for me.
I mean the books that am gonna tell yall about in a few.

There are three book altogether.
One had given out to my newborn angel, Syaheerah Humairaa'. Niece, to be exact. I bought that book like two months ago. A book that published in the USA, entitled Along Came You by Karona Drummond. I dont have the picture of the book as it had been handed to my Onichi to keep it for Syaheerah. The book is about a mom tells her little girl how her life has changed since motherhood. This heartwarming book chronicles what we go through when we take on the most important job of our lives, from how we decorate our house to we eat our breakfast. Such a sweet escape to explore in just one book. It's one of those books that will leave a sof spot in your heart and will be a favorite bedtime read. Trust me. I touches me when I first time read it.

My second book entitled You Were Loved Before You Were Born. Specially bought for my soon-to-be-born niece/nephew. Written by Eve Bunting. A delight one. I loved this book you know. It is about how extended family, friends and neighbors were excited and ecstatic to meet the new baby before he/she was even born. Just how it should be. Folk style retro illustrations were whimsical I tell you. Also I dont have the picture of it. Later on perhaps I will 'steal' back the book from my baby sister, Syakirah (the mother-to-be), to snap a photo of the book. As you can see am super excited and give out the book to Syakirah. I dont know why ha-ha.

And here comes the other book. School of Fear by Gitty Daneshvari. This book is very funny I tell you. I bought this book to give out to Faqihah, my boyfriend' little sister. It is a ggod book with a hilarious story. In this book four kids, Madeleine Masterson, Theodore Bartholomew, Lulu Punchalower, and Garrison Feldman are sent to the School of Fear to master their very own phobias. Madeleine is scared of bugs, Theo of death, Lulu of small spaces and Garrison of water. Can you imagine that? Ha-ha-ha. In the beginning it is a bit slow I think, but then afterward it speeds up. This book is otherwise awesome and I have no regret on buying it and gave it to Qihah. I hope that have fun with the book and of course enjoy reading as much as I do.

So, I really hope that Syaheerah, Onichi, Syakirah, the baby and Faqihah will enjoy reading, having the book as their own.

*hwugs*

ape yang korang buat bila korang accident ??

Well.I had been into this one accident. Right in front of Istana Budaya which caused me my left wrist. Fractured. All that I cant remember when I fell was my Scootie and Mom. I wasnt crying but more to "Ohh no! Scootie gonna had a scratch" and "Am sorry Mom for as you have to know about this(my injuries and of the accident)" such stuff. So when I got into an accident, this what I might think or do. You know. Ha-ha.

cmon,ask me. XD

artis korea mana yang anda minat sangat-sangat ??

Crossing out K-pop or anything related to Korean entertainment thingy.

cmon,ask me. XD

korang suka makan ice-cream perisa ape ??

Easy.Traditional one. Vanilla of course.

cmon,ask me. XD

favorite Mamak restaurant..?

Favourite mamak restaurant..? Ish. Tacky nye question. I have no mamak restaurant kesukaan lah. any mamak makan place will do.

cmon,ask me. XD

This is madness.

Mayday! Mayday!

Breaking news.

Shocking one.

This is an emergency-cy-cy-cy-cy-cy.

This is not a SPAM.

The whole family had been 'fooled'

Ha-ha. By our very own Mom.

Oh No!

Figured out by The Most Intelligent and Rare Pokemon,yet very entrepreneurial person, our very own brother,Adib nyahahahaa!

This is how it happened.

We're having fried rice for breakfast. Today. And as Adib went to the stove to take something something there, he found a used small red packet of Fried rice seasoning written Seri Aji's Home Style Fried Bihun. Can you believe that? And all of us were like jaw-dropping at once, and stuffy stuff. Such a show-stopping moment as we're throwing food down our throat. Bari'ah was like, "Hah...?!!" and we ended up laughing our asses off at the dining table. And in a few Mom passed by the dining table heading out and with her arrogant-do-I-look-like-I-care face, "Why? Tok sedak koh?...Duuh" and swift away. Bhaha. We continued giggling.  Haisho. It's actually not really a surprise for us. We all know that Mom is such a busy-I-want-to-do-everything-in-one-time superwoman. And we also knew that she's not a fancy cook to cook traditional dishes like all the mothers out there. But ya know. It's been a while we haven't seen her making breakfast using a mix 'n fry seasoning especially in cooking fried rice and yet.... Home Style...?? Fried Bihun seasoning to cook fried rice some more..? Cmon Mom haha. But hey. Still. That's why we love our one and only Mom. She's never be afraid to be different in every way. And anyway the fried rice today was delish and we're happy to taste such fried rice using fried bihun' seasoning. Also, it's good to start our morning with such delight with everyone. 

and as of you guys,

have you had your breakfast..?

breakfast in the morning is good you know. a good trigger. perk up your morning with a cup of coffee too.

Cheers!

*hwugs*

My Monalisa.

There was this person. Trying to kill,murder me with stories and tales. Spreading words and rumors. Things that I never did. People might start to throw weird eyes and look,and of course bad thoughts over me. As I can no longer bare of it, I reach up for my friend. A friend that so far had never turn her back on me. Always got my back. Gave me the best advice. I could not ask anything more than this. Thank you for supporting me thru this 'thick' situation. The number that I speed-dialed right at the moment definitely the best choice and I knew it that you're the perfect person to reach. I knew that I would want to talk to anyone else but you. You saved me from the biggest mistake I would make. You rescued me from being constantly stabbed by this Monalisa. You gave me the miracle gel so that my scar will heal,vanish than purposely cut and bleed. You helped me to fight this tears from touching my cheeks. Making me stronger. Helped me embracing the positive energy within despite the negativity. Thank you. Thank you so very much Farah Sharmiza Johari. As am letting go KL, I will never let go off you. Girlfriends stick to each other! Love you.



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Chocolate Ganache.

80g pure cream
50g dark chocolate, chopped
25g milk chocolate, chopped
14g butter

For ganache, pour cream into a saucepan and almost bring to the boil. Add chocolate and stir until smooth. Add butter and mix until well combined. Fill chilled tartlets with ganache and refrigerate for 20-30 minutes to set.

Pure.

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Smoothie Recipe #1

In all of a sudden. Am so wanna share this awwwwww-some Smoothie recipe with you guys out there. It's one of my favourite banana smoothie which is called Bananalishious.

Name: Bananalishous

INGREDIENTS

1 large banana
1 large cup of milk
2 scoops of vanilla ice-cream
sprinkle of cinnamon (optional)

HOW TO MAKE IT

Combine all ingredients in a blender until well blended. Pour into glasses and sprinkle on top with cinnamon. If you prefer a more thick smoothie/milkshake, add 1 more banana.

Enjoy!

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Above the sky, heading home.

well. I flew home last Saturday with MH 1426. As always, MAS services are the BEST! It was a great pleasure to fly again with MAS. Praise be to Allah my flight wasn't delay and everything went smooth til I reached KBR. Erm.. Checked in using my ENRICH Card, had MacDonald's for dinner hurm... And as per usual, having the best inflight magazine, Going Places, is a must and ou yeah, juice. Pink guava juice was chosen and I was not in the mood for orange juice at that time. The cabin crew was awesome and I was so glad to fly again with MAS.  

apa kita nak kena buat kalau kita bercinta dgn org lain tapi hati kita dgn org lain?

If hati you dengan orang lain, means you are not BERCINTA dengan the current person. So, I believe you should dig deep to find the real reason why you are still with the NOW person. Love is somewhat an abstract feeling, yet it makes us feel good eventhough you dont really know what kind of love is that youre having. But then dont hurt yourself coz of love and try to not hurt everyone else coz of your love. :)

cmon,ask me. XD

SEXY offer.

ohh. last time I shopped at La Senza was like... somewhere in March. Gosh. New inner wear needed! Bhaha. macam every months wajib beli kan. *perempuan ni gile* And as I saw this offer, I turned out to be super ecstatic. Most comfortable bra ever. A total must-haves! It's like having our very own second skin and as they advertised and I quoted, "Forget You're Wearing It". Wahh. Meanwhile awal bulan and gaji tengah hangat ni, I should pay a visit and grab one or two of this brand new collections from La Senza. *gelak gedik* So girls, get your ass off that sofa and let's rush to the nearest La Senza store!

of the Royal Wedding.

WET- nessDAY.

The title was adapted by my sidekick' tweet. Buddy, I got what you mean. totally ha-ha. Anyways, I started my day today with a vile of BRANDS' Inner Shine Prune Essence. How would you start your day with...? :) Good morning and have a whack-wacky-WETness-DAY to all muaccchs.

hah. this is for sarara.

this is my very own recipe. I call it as old fashioned choc cupcakes. I created this as I was making cupcakes years ago fulfilling  friends' and family' orders as they request for super moist bake-base dark choc cupcakes and, as I also want my cakes to not popping up too high in the cupcakes casing for topping and buttercream on the top. this recipe posted as also requested by my sweet sarara so that she could have something fun to do during her semester break :).

1/2 cup butter

1/4 cup sugar

2 large eggs

3/4 cup all purpose flour

1/2 tsp baking powder

1/4 tsp baking soda

1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder

1/2 cup milk

1 tsp vanilla essence

well, the steps are always the same. cream the butter and sugar. then pour in the essence and break in the two eggs. beat till they fluff, scoop the flour, that already combined with the baking soda and baking powder, one at a time into the batter. dont bring in the flour all at once. you might make a mess out of that. along came in the choc powder, afterwards pour in the milk into the mixture. mix until well-combined, and it's ready for the cute cupcakes casing. fill in around 3/4 the cupcakes casing and it's ready for the oven that had been 45-minutes-pre-heated for 10 to 15mins.

**choc ganache will be in on the next entry okayy!

Who's that girl...?

This is it. I meant her. Emmi Natasha. A blogger, just like me. We knew thru blogging. I'd like to link yall her blogpage but sadly it's a private blog. Aihh. Anyways. The deal had been made like for weeks. We planned to hang out together since we've been communicating with each other thru YM, Twitter, and of course Facebook. Frankly, in the virtual world. We did exchanged our mobile numbers, right before my BF's little sister' engagement day so that if I attended the event we could meet there. Unfortunately I was freaking busy and cant make it to the engagement ceremony. But then... look. You see. We finally met. Emmi just finished with her final examination for this semester and we planned to meet right after she done with the papers. I promised her Tutti Frutti treats and I did kept my words. Ngeee XD. Super happy to finally see each other that day. I picked her up with WRN at her hostel in IIUM, I was pretty nervous back there. Well, havent see each other kan. :P But then as we started to talk and chit chat, not a single awkwardness gloom in me. Hee. We talked about almost everything. I was like, I wished I didnt even wanna drive, just talk and chit and chat till I puke bhaha. Had such a great time wih Emmi. And am so ecstatic to be the person to introduce Tuti Frutti to Emmi. She have been craving for it for so long *that's what she told me la* and plus, I was super crazy with this froyo, I absolutely gone insane la with it hihi.  Shortly, thank you Emmi for the time. If I wanna tell yall every single thing we did on that day, ....idk. So many to tell. Hihi. But to finally meet Emmi was super FUN!

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Am coming home.

"I'm coming home ,I'm coming home 

tell the World I'm coming home 

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday 

I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes 

I'm coming home, I'm coming home 

tell the World that I'm coming "

Ou yeah people. Am coming home. Thou my leave is not approve, but am so coming home right after work. Mom said it's a compulsory. So I compulsory-ly made a short-quick booking to fly home. O' praise be to Allah, everything went well smoothly. So cant wait to be home for Angah's Wedding, this months' end. I booked the last flight so that I could make it to KLIA for my flight. I know that I wont make it to the bride's reception but I'll make sure that I'll be there on the groom' side of reception on the next day. Angah, this is for you. I told you  on your engagement day that I'll be there on your wedding and yes, I will! I keep my promise.  My Enrich Card is updated. Too bad my GRAD Card no longer can be use ho-ho. In Allah' willing, Smelly will send me to KLIA, but not sure yet. If not, I might just go by myself or perhaps Onichi could send me to KLIA. Agagaga. Whatever it is, I wanna be home like... this instant. If I could, I wanna be home now. 

Tuesday morning

The view of the beautiful clouds from my condo's balcony. Ohh Good morning to all. It's Tuesday. And it's morning. Very hoping it'll be a better day for me. Better than last Tuesday, better than last week. Guys. The universe is funny. Which I myself dont know why. But each and everytime, we try hard to get thru our everyday lives, correct or not? So as for today, am hoping for each of us will have a great Tuesday and a fun week ahead.

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Mom-ish.

 curi from my @xdrug *follow his tweets, tweeps* :)


At 3 yrs "Mommy, I love you". At 10 yrs "Mom whatever". At 16 "My Mom is so annoying. This is the DAY youre starting to ruin my life!". At 18 "I wanna leave this house". At 25 yrs "Mom, you were right". At 30 yrs "I wanna go to Mom's house". At 50 yrs "I don't wanna lose my Mom". At 70 yrs "I would give up EVERYTHING for my Mom to be here with me". You only have 1 Mom. Appreciate & love your Mom no matter if she is here or not. ♥♥♥

Can never ever live without my Mom.
Mom, you helped me getting thru almost every single curves, corners and bits of my life.
Yes Mom, thank you for everything.
Love you, Mom!

korang tengok buaya berdiri ke meniarap ?

Merangkak. Boleh?

cmon,ask me. XD

what we gonna do when our friends keep ask you BILA NAK KAHWIN?? padahal umur u all baru 20?? -.- bosan kan??

Super bosan okayy. But, they're our friends, your friends. So, just answer the question truthfully. Dont hide too much. If you think you'll be settling down soon, just say it. If youre not, then speak out la. People. They're living creatures, human, to be specific. We cant stop them. In fact, questions are supposed to be answered. If you think you have a good answer for the questionnaire, it's better to do so. Dont you think? That's my opinion la :) Cheers.

cmon,ask me. XD

keep swimming, keep swimming.

every Sundays' activity. trying super hard to not miss our swimming session at our condo's swimming pool. 2hours each Sundays :)

check this out!

this is so not a spam. gotta print out this cute coupon from GLAM and straightaway to KLCC's La Senza! wahh. probably on Sunday or Monday. wahh. new lingeries incomiiiiing. 

Ohh please.

You see. When it comes to kids, crazy things will happened. Crazy things. Yes, I mean it. Like yesterday, one of my student popped a question to me. He was about to listen to the CD right before starting doing the classwork. He smiled and smiled to me and I was like, "....Danial, cmon. Quickly listen to your CD and start with your classwork.." and in a few he replied, "..Teacher, what animal are you today? Because I'm a monkey. Tell me what are you being." I was so stunned, don't know whether I should laugh or get mad but at the same time speechless. but then I said, "My dear Danial Ong, I'm no animal. I'm just a person, a human being and so as you. Am marking your homework now and can you just start with your classwork, finish up reading everything already because you need to go for Math slot in a few.... And you're not a monkey", with a smile. Then he was like, "Awwww, teacher so you're not an animal. That's boring." And at that time I just continue mark my level HII's worksheets, ignoring him but at the same time I gave him  an eye-sign saying "Be quick, am watching you". #bhaha. Kids. They talks a lot, They just want to have the fun all the time, in every single thing they do. Am so not a kid-baby-person, but lately I seemed to can get along with them. Well, I take that as an improvement in me. But still, spoil brats are still in my crossed-out list. *tongue*

*tongue* same ke?

Collapse.

Gawsh. I was like super crazy this week. I bought three shoes at once. Dont know how, dont know why. Not just shoes. One luggage, one mini skirt, pink blouse, and Nicole Jeans. And I did bought body butter from Kiehl's. So lovely, light and soft. loving it.

you see. what i've done. new shoes. three shoes in a month. i was like so mental lately that make me to buy this gorgees. arent they such sweethearts? ohh ohh ohh. so cant handle this kind of mental. even zul cant control during time like this. #bhaha. ohh I cat write craps no more. am so sleepy .need to sleep. can i continue tomorrow or tomorrow?

extraterrestrial

going is a must! can buy special La Senza's macaroons some more. Yeeeps!

ever heard about HANA TAJIMA??

Err had seen her tumblr before but dont really know who or what is she actually LOL. Why Fuzzy? Got any interesting stuffs about HANA TAJIMA ke?

cmon,ask me. XD

What's your daily morning routine?

My daily morning routine ehh? Turn on my TV and tune in to MTV Channel right before I go for shower :)

cmon,ask me. XD

After A While.

Yeahh. Last time we all hang out, three of us, was when our Sha got engaged, back in Muar. Even that one I didn't consider that as hang out since we stayed at Sha's house for 2days and 1night. Hurm lemme think. Ohh. The other time was still at the same BK we are as today, BK KLCC during eve of Maal Hijrah. Haaaaa, such a relief to get along, catching up on each other.

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Mermaid Tale or Mermaid Tail??

It's all for you.

Yes dear. Nothing in this world that I do aint for you. You know how deep I care about you. How much I put my love on you. But then, dont you ever dare to compare of how big is my love to you among people surrounding me. You should know me. You should know me better. For almost 5 years weve been together. And yes. Dont you ever compare me with the other girls that you ever knew, seen. Because if you do, you just put me into a condition. I mean situation where I can never accept, I believe, as it is a disgrace towards me. Am sorry. I just dont really know how to put it nicely. But that is exactly how I feel if you do so.

And as for today, thank you for everything. I had a great time even the movie was too crappy for us. But yeah, sometimes silly movies could burst out our tautness into joy. And I kinda like it. Hope you enjoy the treat. And yeah, mine was better right dear. So next time I wanna give you a surprise, I should know better. Though I cant have the you for the whole day. I know youre in a rush.
So okay.
Am gonna continue with my Grammy Awards.
Send my best to Nadia.
Love you as always.
Nothing compares to the way I feel when I'm with you, because every time you smile, I smile too ♥ (:

Shaun The Sheep

Yeah. Am now watching this on Disney Channel. Yall should watch it sometimes. This has been my fav programme since am a HUGE fan of Disney's. So, now watching. Dont really know what to do, so I just sit here posting an entry. On my lap there's papaya cutlets that i prepared hours ago. Actually I decided to blend a smoothie right before bed but as I found out that... aih, not yet sleepy so, I take the papaya cutlets and makan.
Ohh what yall are up to now. I believe yall are snoozing like a slowpoke now. Bhaha. So not sure what am I actually mumbling here, so I guess I should stop.
So, bye!

p/s:  finished with my papaya. now gonna cont watching my Shaun.

I said, "No!"

No. I wont let you control my fate. Will never let you. While im holding the weight of the world on my conscience.

No. I wont just sit here and wait while you weighing your options. Your making a fool of me.

No.You didn't dare to try and say you don't care. And solemnly swear not to follow me there.
No. It aint like me to beg on my knees or, "Please, oh baby please...". That's not how am doing things.

Yes, you should know.
No, am not upset, no am not angry. I know love is love and love sometimes, it doesn't pays me. Most of the time love pains me.
No. I'm never without you, I'll always be with you. You'll never forget me, am keeping you with me

No. I wont let you take me to the end of my row, to the end of my world, to the end of my life. Or keep burning and torching my soul.
No, am not your puppet. And positively NO, I wont let you go off of me.

More entry to be posted.

Ohh. Hey all. Yes. Me here. Safely landed on KBR from KUL two days ago. Too lazy to post about what's happening as I reached KBR. Soon la ehh. Hihi. Dont worry. I'll keep yall updated in a few. As am about to tell you is, I just finished making kek batik couple of minutes ago. And surprise, surprise... I've been practicing wearing the kain batik on my very own. Ha-ha. So new to me as Mom always told me that she can never imagine seeing me in a proper kain batik, put on in a proper way, nicely fold as it should be (not such sewed as paired with baju Kurung okayy). So, as I put on my batik sarong... then I decide to make a kek batik. I was quite bored just now and that derived me to bake or make something. I'll say a treat. Plusminus after 15mins, I finished with my kek batik and I sat down, had a glass of refreshing soy milk... then I realized that #bhaha, I was wearing my batik sarong while making my kek batik. As Smelly text-ed, "Hehe...buat kek batik, pakai kain batik. Ohh so sexy."

Rock the beat.

They said money change a situation. He said it increases the complication. While she said don't stab, I ain't the one. He said that UZI weigh a mother fucking ton. And I'm just a student of the game that they taught me. Rock in every stage in every place that they brought me. I'm awfully underrated. But came here to correct it. And so it ain't mistakin' imma state it for the record.

I am the opposite of wack
Opposite of weak
Opposite of slack
Synonym of heat
Synonym of crack
Closest to a peak
Far from a punk

Now, I'll just let what will all the people say.

My weekend.

Ohh yes. My weekend. My version. Offdays on Sundays and Mondays, as I've told before. And as for this week, I got Silverfish Society 15th Engagement on Sunday, but of course I had tonnes of fun with my Kumon comrades and my students and the movie was the best part. A movie based on a book written by Road Dahl. Still, I got more days to stay off from work. Ngee. Instead of the usual Sunday and Monday, I got one day extra. It's the Federal Territory Day. Public Holiday yall. Some more CNY is approaching, and of course am  going for quite a long break as the month of February begins. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday = no work. Reviving my inner strength, get as much rest as I could during the break and also our house' spring cleaning will be in the list during the break. And one more important thing, am flying back to KBR this Thursday. Ohh, cant wait to see everyone. Missing home like so bad lately.

See. Above punye doodle. Raining doodle. Lately, it's been rain, rain all day. Non-stop raining. Flooding here and there. Gosh. Am so worried of all the places all over the country. CNY is just around and how are they gonna celebrate their prosperous new year in this humid weather. Hurm. But for me, I cant say much. Every single thing happened, is fate. Written to be happened. Bak kata orang, 'hujan ini suatu rahmat'.
But sometimes, I do sing the "Rain, rain go away" song. It's one of Mom's favorite childhood  nursery rhymes. Trust me. It's just for fun. I wont mind the rain. I love the rain. Thou if it's raining, it's hard for me to go to work.... but, naaah.
I should sleep now.

*hwugs and kishes*
mmuachs.

Hooked.

Always and forever I respected your decision, your opinion, your ideas. Anything that came out from your soft, pink lips, I put into my consideration list. And as for this time... I just cant believe you said that. You want me to be "sederhana". What is that supposed to mean. I know. I know who I am. As Mom always taught, and told me before, she is proud of who I am, happy to see me being me. And how on Earth did you think you can say that. What am I to you? All along. When we first met? What were you thinking? Actually.. wait wait. What you actually thought about me? You said I didnt change a bit since before, but now... Are you saying you want me to change? You want me to be not me? Are you looking for another person? Are you trying to say that you positively think that you're with the wrong person? I.. I.. I.. I dont know what else to say. You left me speechless. And of course, you made me think. When you said that, it's like you underestimating me and seems that you ... how am I going to put this nicely.. you dont know me at all..? I think. Idk. Gosh. Maybe I think too much. Idk. This voice out version of yours one, I'll think about it. Still make my kepala pusing so much that I cant even sleep at night. Am not saying am not 'sederhana' or not being one. I am, but in my own way. And of course, I do believe that people cant guarantee they are 'sederhana' themselves except certified from people surrounding them or others are talking about it, right? Idk. There are so much more of life I should learn about. But as for now, my study case for you of mine.. just turn me upside down. But still, my love for you have never change. It's just a pause button just been pressed deep down in my core.

*hwugs and of course, lots of kishes*
mmmuachs.

p/s: dont get me wrong. am not mad. am just ... saying.

kalau nak mntk hadiah untuk bday ni..nak bagi x?hahaha

Hadiah for birthday. Kalau birthday Syara around this week, memang takkan dapat la. Tapi klau in two months time, probably I'll buy something for you loh. How about that. What say you hunn..?

cmon,ask me. XD

can you share with ur friends ur darkest secrets?

Secrets. Let along darkest. Will no longer be my darkest secret if I share it/them with you. So, I'll say... Why dont I just keep it to myself for as if it/they will remain(s) be my darkest secret.. Okay?

cmon,ask me. XD

mimpi paling best? haha

Mimpi paling best? Of course la kalau mimpi yang ade cute cute guys dalam tu XP. Am a total sucker for cute cute guys okay. Boleh pengsan if I found one. And lagi satu mimpi tu jadi paling best if I dreamt of Philly. Rindu sangat kat my babygirl T_T RIP baby.

cmon,ask me. XD

what is beckpanda?

Its a... its a... aih. i tell you what. it's my nickname.no. my signature name. no. my identity. err, sort of. #bhaha. most of my friends call me 'beck' and am a panda lover since... since forever. so, that's how beckpanda become one. er... i think. ehe. okay.

cmon,ask me. XD

salam. kak beck @ aisyah, ingt ita lagi x? be my follower ok? www.zitainra.blogspot.com ..salam ziarah ya;)

Wahh Ita. Of course I can remember you, sweet lil sistah. Follower. Okay, sure thing Ita. I'll be one soon. pretty busy lately, but no worries, I'll blogwalk to yours in a few. It's goo to hear from you. Ohh gawsh. You reminds me of Pe'ah, Salmi and all the girls. Gawsh.

cmon,ask me. XD

Hp pertama anda?

My very first mobile phone would be the Nokia 8520 when I was in Form 2. Still have it. But not sure can be turn on or not. Am positively think that phone tu dah RIP ha-ha. But yea. That's my first mobile phones ever. Then along came my N-gage, the Blackberry and etc.

cmon,ask me. XD

ringtone HP anda lagu pe?

Ringtone handphone, Syara? Currently I got, We R Who We R by Ke$ha. Hihihi.

cmon,ask me. XD

limau ais

since been introduced by sarara and TK, ive been kinda addicted to this drink.
its 'limau ais'.
id prefer limau ais rather than fresh orange.
idk why, but seriously.
i think its very refreshing.
especially when am having such fried meals like fried rice etc.
such thirsty quencher.

am so liking it.
thanks to sarara and TK.
and plus i think i missed you two so much that i kept ordering limau ais everytime i had my meals at warongs or restaurant.
missed our karaoke sesh also.
aihh.

kalau kita ade boyf/girlf then ade org masuk meminang,what you all gonna do??

idk. never thought about that. I think I'll just makesure yang tade orang akan masuk meminang I la kot except for my boyf, perhaps. Ehe.

cmon,ask me. XD