my 20 pieces word blogging project

this is so simple.
am going to start posting entries that consist maximum 20 words long only.
going to start posting beginning with the next entry.
..not including this one.
so,i know that it is so going to be very boring.
but,
lately...
i kinda lack of ideas to post long entries.
do not even know why.

This is who I really am

"I try to be someone else,but nothing seems to change I know now. This is who I really am inside."


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I'll be true to you

So pretty. So smart. Such a waste to burn your heart. What a pity. What a sham. What's the matter with you man. Don't you see its wrong,can't u get it right out of mind and out of sight. Calling all the girls don't forget the boys. Put a lid on all that noise. I hear you're living out of state,running in a whole new scene. You know I haven't slept in weeks. You're the only thing I see. I'm a satellite heart,lost in the dark. I'm spun out so far. You stop I start. But I'll be true to you. No matter what you do. Yea,I'll be true to you.

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Notes from salsya <3

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Here we go and go again

I throw out all your stuff away. Then I cleared u out of my head. I teraed u out of my heart. And u know all your messages. I told everyone we had thru,coz I'm so much better without u. But it just another pretty lie coz I breakdown. Everytime u come around. How did u get here under my skin. Swore that I never let u back in. We're falling together,to think it by now I know coz here we go,go,go again. The harder I try, I know I can't quit. There's something about u is so addicted. We're falling together to think it by now I know coz here we go again.
U never know what u want. And u never said what u need. But I start to go and said everytime that u look at me. U only hear half of what I said,and u always showing up too late. But I guess that I should say goodbye but it's no used. Can't be with or without u.

P/s:u know how deep my love to you,love.forgive me for what I've done wrong.my wrongdoings.I know u still love me and do realise that.please gimme a chance.I gave u so many chances,can't u grant as this one of mine?we've been thru almost everything.thru thick and thin.why can't this one.
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kibbles kibbles kibbles

today.March 16,2010.

Philly is going to start experiencing a brand new diet.

gedik isnt?

hihi.

well,she's plusminus 8months old now.

i think this is the right time for her to start having adults cat food.

so here,i present u guys with ROYAL CANIN Fit 32

so,no more kitten food

gedik isnt?

i told u so

and belows are extra pictures that i caught when i was at the pet house

these two were so adorable

they're siblings if im not mistaken

especially the black one.

it got kind of like moustache "misai" thingy.

cute isnt? HA-HA

missing love
missing syakirah
pls be home soon

Royal Canin Pet Food

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Message From: beck

philly's starting to eat this one now :)
yeehaw!

Royal Canin Pet Food

A friend thought you would like to learn about Royal Canin nutrition for your pet.

Take a few minutes to visit our Web site, read about the diet below and discover how your pet can benefit from nutrition with innovation inside.

http://www.royalcanin.us

Message From: beck

philly's gonna stop having this one and changing into adults cat food :)

Discreet

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What we used to do

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can i quote this??

i was going to say

"beaches and bitches are resemblance"

Voice over

I'm my field of paper flower
And candy cloud of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch that purple sky fly over me

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I'll try to drive away

Won't pretend
It's too soon to tell
Anything not to have to change
You down again

Ya know
Nothing hurts like losing
When ya know that it's really gone

I try to drive away
But I got nothing to show
Ya know
It's been the same
And the story's getting ol'
So I guess to drive away
Will be the end of the road

A lot to say
But not today
Let the radio break the silence
As we drive

I watch your tale life's fading
But I'll be thanking you someday
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Wonderland

On underground
Spinning around
I fell down
So where am I now

I found myself in wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real
Is this pretend
I'll take a stand until the end

Don't u try to stop me

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i miss us

do you still remember.
the day that u whining and pushing me to get u a getaway to PD.
then kakak get to book Corus,our favourite hotel.
it's Corus Paradise
we stayed there.
we bought Bohemian dresses.
we bought tights.
it was and impromptu trip.
but we nailed it.
we had so much fun.
u know kakak love u infinitely.
and kakak still have faith that u love me.
and misses our family so bad.
pls come home soon dear baby sister. 

almost 2weeks

uve been gone baby sister
i dnt know how are you doing
u ddnt reply any of kakak's messages
each and every second i wonder, what are you doing?
hv u had your daily meals?
what are you wearing?
have u had your coffee today?
are u sick?
are u okay?
it's been almost two weeks
and...
kakak still be waiting for u to be home
...we all waited for u
and we'll look out for you
we need you to be back home with us.
miss u,baby sister

it's your song

Dear Syakirah,


last night,kakak started watching The Vampire Diaries series.
as kakak watched the 1st episode,Pilot
...i heard  the sound of your song
the song that Ilah asked kakak to hear last month
it was The Management MGMT's Control Yourself
it reminds me of you
how Ilah love the song so much
owh Allah,kakak miss u so much..please protect my baby sister
Pls be home soon.
we can watch this series together.
kakak will be waiting for you

everyday everynight

it's all you im thinking about baby sister
i cant do this alone
i lost you
you,my baby sister.
when there's time i needed u the most
pls come back soon.
please,im begging you

my baby sister's missing

this is my beloved baby sister

the one whom i love dearly,the one that always hang out with me

the one that i gave my everything,whenever or whatever she asked me to

she ran away from our home here in Taman Tasik Tambahan,Ampang at about 8.30pm

for those who's been reading my blog please contact above numbers

to help us looking for her if u do have any informations related.

we are all worried to death here,ever since she had gone

or u guys can also contact me, AISYAH or BECK

twitter

myspace 

facebook - u can click on my badge

 gmail : beckpanda@gmail.com

blackberry PIN (bbm) : 25626DCF

ym - u can ping me on my PINGbox

msn : beckpanda@hotmail.com

SKYPE : beckpanda

my handphone : 012 - 9499213,014 - 8157728

if ure reading this Syakirah;

kakak want to tell you that u know kakak love you loverly.so,please come back home soon.

mom can never sit still,can never stop thinking about you.kakak even had my worst gastric ever

cause i cant eat,nor sleep.i always think about you.i know u have problems and stuff.

but please do think about mom.we can solve everything just like we've done before.

i can never imagine of how are you doing now,what are u up to now.

wether ure doing okay,or maybe ure sick.i dnt know.i will never stop looking for you and so

do the rest.we'll be waiting for you and not just wait.we'll continue searching for

you till we find you.kakak wont stop trying and texting and calling you.

please.i miss everything about you and everything that we shared,

our laugh..our joy..our vacation..our favourite movies..

we all love u very much.

and this one adapted from ONICHI's:

my lil sis, lost from our home, at Taman Tasek Tambahan, Ampang near 8.30pmon Sunday, 28 February 2010. if u saw this girl anywhere , please contact us immediately.. our mom, cried almost every day since she left us.. humm.. sedeh sangat.. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar dia sentiasa selamat dan terpelihara dari sebarang perkara-perkara yan tidak diingini.. Di dunia yang hampir Qiamat ni, macam2 boleh berlaku tambahan lagi Syakirah ni perempuan yang masih muda dan tidak dapat berfikiran matang. Kami amat bimbang akan keselamatan beliau.. Sekiranya beliau bersama seseorang, dapatkah orang itu menjaga adik kami dengan baik? Adakah dia tidak mengapa-apakan adik kami?
 Sekiranya syakirah terbaca blog ini, "Syakirah, kembalilah kepada kami.. yang penting, call Ummy.. beritahu keadaan awak sekarang.. jangan biarkan Ummy sentiasa menitiskan airmata kerana kehilangan awak.. Sekiranya, awak ingin kembali bersama k.ct, it's okey.. i'll not harm u.. this time will b different than b4..i PROMISE you by the name of ALLAH..just tell me what u want, we'll always support u n giv u d best! We love u.."

x x x x

.beck.

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