Always and forever I respected your decision, your opinion, your ideas. Anything that came out from your soft, pink lips, I put into my consideration list. And as for this time... I just cant believe you said that. You want me to be "sederhana". What is that supposed to mean. I know. I know who I am. As Mom always taught, and told me before, she is proud of who I am, happy to see me being me. And how on Earth did you think you can say that. What am I to you? All along. When we first met? What were you thinking? Actually.. wait wait. What you actually thought about me? You said I didnt change a bit since before, but now... Are you saying you want me to change? You want me to be not me? Are you looking for another person? Are you trying to say that you positively think that you're with the wrong person? I.. I.. I.. I dont know what else to say. You left me speechless. And of course, you made me think. When you said that, it's like you underestimating me and seems that you ... how am I going to put this nicely.. you dont know me at all..? I think. Idk. Gosh. Maybe I think too much. Idk. This voice out version of yours one, I'll think about it. Still make my kepala pusing so much that I cant even sleep at night. Am not saying am not 'sederhana' or not being one. I am, but in my own way. And of course, I do believe that people cant guarantee they are 'sederhana' themselves except certified from people surrounding them or others are talking about it, right? Idk. There are so much more of life I should learn about. But as for now, my study case for you of mine.. just turn me upside down. But still, my love for you have never change. It's just a pause button just been pressed deep down in my core.
*hwugs and of course, lots of kishes*
mmmuachs.
p/s: dont get me wrong. am not mad. am just ... saying.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
kalau nak mntk hadiah untuk bday ni..nak bagi x?hahaha
Hadiah for birthday. Kalau birthday Syara around this week, memang takkan dapat la. Tapi klau in two months time, probably I'll buy something for you loh. How about that. What say you hunn..?
can you share with ur friends ur darkest secrets?
Secrets. Let along darkest. Will no longer be my darkest secret if I share it/them with you. So, I'll say... Why dont I just keep it to myself for as if it/they will remain(s) be my darkest secret.. Okay?
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
mimpi paling best? haha
Mimpi paling best? Of course la kalau mimpi yang ade cute cute guys dalam tu XP. Am a total sucker for cute cute guys okay. Boleh pengsan if I found one. And lagi satu mimpi tu jadi paling best if I dreamt of Philly. Rindu sangat kat my babygirl T_T RIP baby.
what is beckpanda?
Its a... its a... aih. i tell you what. it's my nickname.no. my signature name. no. my identity. err, sort of. #bhaha. most of my friends call me 'beck' and am a panda lover since... since forever. so, that's how beckpanda become one. er... i think. ehe. okay.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
salam. kak beck @ aisyah, ingt ita lagi x? be my follower ok? www.zitainra.blogspot.com ..salam ziarah ya;)
Wahh Ita. Of course I can remember you, sweet lil sistah. Follower. Okay, sure thing Ita. I'll be one soon. pretty busy lately, but no worries, I'll blogwalk to yours in a few. It's goo to hear from you. Ohh gawsh. You reminds me of Pe'ah, Salmi and all the girls. Gawsh.
Sunday, January 09, 2011
Hp pertama anda?
My very first mobile phone would be the Nokia 8520 when I was in Form 2. Still have it. But not sure can be turn on or not. Am positively think that phone tu dah RIP ha-ha. But yea. That's my first mobile phones ever. Then along came my N-gage, the Blackberry and etc.
ringtone HP anda lagu pe?
Ringtone handphone, Syara? Currently I got, We R Who We R by Ke$ha. Hihihi.
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
limau ais
since been introduced by sarara and TK, ive been kinda addicted to this drink.
its 'limau ais'.
id prefer limau ais rather than fresh orange.
idk why, but seriously.
i think its very refreshing.
especially when am having such fried meals like fried rice etc.
such thirsty quencher.
am so liking it.
thanks to sarara and TK.
and plus i think i missed you two so much that i kept ordering limau ais everytime i had my meals at warongs or restaurant.
missed our karaoke sesh also.
aihh.
its 'limau ais'.
id prefer limau ais rather than fresh orange.
idk why, but seriously.
i think its very refreshing.
especially when am having such fried meals like fried rice etc.
such thirsty quencher.
am so liking it.
thanks to sarara and TK.
and plus i think i missed you two so much that i kept ordering limau ais everytime i had my meals at warongs or restaurant.
missed our karaoke sesh also.
aihh.
Sunday, January 02, 2011
kalau kita ade boyf/girlf then ade org masuk meminang,what you all gonna do??
idk. never thought about that. I think I'll just makesure yang tade orang akan masuk meminang I la kot except for my boyf, perhaps. Ehe.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
HARI INI HARI APA?? :))
Is it your birthday?? All I know is today will be our Medal-giving Ceremony at the Center. Hihi.
Smelly ; Best foot forward.
You guys.
Happy morning.
Just a short update.
Happened last night.
Smelly called. Am still at Kumon..
Many many stock takes, reports to do and submit.
Buat keje in the office from 10am till night. Aihh.
He asked me whether okay or not if he wanna pick me up right from the center. And as i replied, need not to. Since my TnG card havent top up yet, i bought the return ticket from Sentul. So, it might go to waste if i didnt use it. *padahal dalam hati nak usha abg KTM bhaha, and ticket bukan mahal pon* Plus, if he picked me up, I gotta take scootie la, need to get back to the station la. It's better if we just meet up right after I get home. Then I said, no need. Just wait me at my Condo parking then I'll see him there. In a few, I heard of his bazoomer exhaust. That 'goroom goroom', I took a peek from the center, I saw him and his Gen2. My god. Ape hal?? He just parked his car downstairs, waiting for me to finish. Around 10-15mins after, I went down. Flashed into the car and said, "What's up" though at that time he was on the phone with Jack Ranga, his colleague. As he finished bergayut, he start to talk hahaha. "Ala dear, I datang amik you salah ke. I takut nanti you flirt ngan brader brader KTM yang hensem hensem tu. So, if I said I wanna pick you up, you paham paham je la ehh". Hahahaha. Gelak besar I last night. My gawsh smelly. What has got into you. Chillax. I said, "I tak kemana la. You nih.", while grinning evilly. Cheewah. So, I he drove me home and.... No! We stopped at Sentul station' first, picked up scootie mootie, he escorted me to my condo.... i parked scootie then we went out, grab something to eat. Then bla bla bla bla etc.
*hwugs and kishes* to everybody!
Mmmmmmuachs.
Happy morning.
Just a short update.
Happened last night.
Smelly called. Am still at Kumon..
Many many stock takes, reports to do and submit.
Buat keje in the office from 10am till night. Aihh.
He asked me whether okay or not if he wanna pick me up right from the center. And as i replied, need not to. Since my TnG card havent top up yet, i bought the return ticket from Sentul. So, it might go to waste if i didnt use it. *padahal dalam hati nak usha abg KTM bhaha, and ticket bukan mahal pon* Plus, if he picked me up, I gotta take scootie la, need to get back to the station la. It's better if we just meet up right after I get home. Then I said, no need. Just wait me at my Condo parking then I'll see him there. In a few, I heard of his bazoomer exhaust. That 'goroom goroom', I took a peek from the center, I saw him and his Gen2. My god. Ape hal?? He just parked his car downstairs, waiting for me to finish. Around 10-15mins after, I went down. Flashed into the car and said, "What's up" though at that time he was on the phone with Jack Ranga, his colleague. As he finished bergayut, he start to talk hahaha. "Ala dear, I datang amik you salah ke. I takut nanti you flirt ngan brader brader KTM yang hensem hensem tu. So, if I said I wanna pick you up, you paham paham je la ehh". Hahahaha. Gelak besar I last night. My gawsh smelly. What has got into you. Chillax. I said, "I tak kemana la. You nih.", while grinning evilly. Cheewah. So, I he drove me home and.... No! We stopped at Sentul station' first, picked up scootie mootie, he escorted me to my condo.... i parked scootie then we went out, grab something to eat. Then bla bla bla bla etc.
*hwugs and kishes* to everybody!
Mmmmmmuachs.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
specially posted for sarah and emmi.
here we go.
my pancake recipe.
very simple and super easy, yet fluffy
you will love it.
these are what you need.
2 tbsp of butter/margarine
4 tbsp of sugar
1 egg
3/4 - 1 cup of flour
1 cup of milk
1/2 tsp of vanilla essence
a pinch of cinnamon (optional)
cream the butter and sugar. then break in the egg.
right after that, spoon the flour one at a time into the butter-sugar-egg mixture.
and slowly pour the milk and vanilla essence, also the cinnamon powder.
mix until the batter is well-combined.
pour/spoon/scoop the batter onto the frying pan and let it cook for 2-3min right
before you flip your pancake.
As they are all ready, stack on the serving plate.
Ready to serve with maple syrup (my favourite), choc syrup or maybe home-made blackberry syrup.
If yall wanna know how to make home-made blackberry or any berry syrup, tell me soon.
And I'll post it for you okayy.
Hope you two are happy with the recipe.
Anything, let me know.
Happy cooking :).
*hwugs and kishes*
my pancake recipe.
very simple and super easy, yet fluffy
you will love it.
these are what you need.
2 tbsp of butter/margarine
4 tbsp of sugar
1 egg
3/4 - 1 cup of flour
1 cup of milk
1/2 tsp of vanilla essence
a pinch of cinnamon (optional)
cream the butter and sugar. then break in the egg.
right after that, spoon the flour one at a time into the butter-sugar-egg mixture.
and slowly pour the milk and vanilla essence, also the cinnamon powder.
mix until the batter is well-combined.
pour/spoon/scoop the batter onto the frying pan and let it cook for 2-3min right
before you flip your pancake.
As they are all ready, stack on the serving plate.
Ready to serve with maple syrup (my favourite), choc syrup or maybe home-made blackberry syrup.
If yall wanna know how to make home-made blackberry or any berry syrup, tell me soon.
And I'll post it for you okayy.
Hope you two are happy with the recipe.
Anything, let me know.
Happy cooking :).
*hwugs and kishes*
Saturday, December 25, 2010
kenapa lobang hidung gorila besar?? JAWAB JAWAB JAWAB
Cant really tell. Nanti akak email si Gorilla tu and FS this Q ngaha!
if corn oil made from corn,vegetable oil from vegetable and baby oil made form what??
Definitely not made from baby. That's all I know ha-ha.
Monday, December 13, 2010
back to basic
hello. hello. hello. current coordinates. my sister's house in cheras. been ages tak balik. today i got here. and since i have nothing to do, so this happened.
Good night memories. I'll kill you. Why la Chelc. Tell me why.
Friday, December 03, 2010
moving out.
oooohkay.
as mentioned above, yes. am moving out. again. am now moving out to sentul. as am working in jalan ipoh so, i found out that i gotta find a place that's closer to my workplace. and from now on am no longer staying at Genting Court Condo, Setapak but am now living at Sentul Utama Condominium in Sentul. as yesterday my other half and i angkut barang and all, something happened. its not really something but this one thing happened.
done with my stuffs. my other half went down to ground floor right before me, as my house kan all girls. so he dont wanna waited for me upstairs, he said he'll be downstairs for me in the car. then i went down to meet him kat bawah. i keluar je elevator, i saw hes kinda bersembang dengan guard block i. i keluar ke lobby je i heard guard tu said, "ohh ni ke tunangnye. oo ok ok.", while looking at me and smiled. shockingly macam nak mati, i answered,"wait what? ni la sape...?" and the guard replied, "takde ape. saje je bersembang tadi" then as my other half passed me the car keys, he said, "you masuk kete start engine first, jap lagi kite gerak". muke-terkejut-tak-leh-blah tadi tak habis lagi. all i know is our friend, zaid is getting engaged. why ever on Mother earth will aku yang dipanggil 'tunang' nye. gawsh. tak beragak langsung. tapi, whatevv. yes. korang nak cakap ape, cakap la. for me, im not a type of person yang macam gila nak bertunang or get married etc. maybe some of you might think, ala dah bf ckp cmtu suke je la. nape nak deny and so on. its just if its not, then its not la. i dont blame my other half about this, its just. idk. kinda mengada plak my other half tu ytd.
okayy.
merapu enough.
i think i should stop now.
i nak kemas ade lagi sket barang ni.
nak get settled etc.
yall take care alright.
have a good Friday.
Youre gonna love the weekend as much as I do.
TTYL
*hwugs and kishe*
as mentioned above, yes. am moving out. again. am now moving out to sentul. as am working in jalan ipoh so, i found out that i gotta find a place that's closer to my workplace. and from now on am no longer staying at Genting Court Condo, Setapak but am now living at Sentul Utama Condominium in Sentul. as yesterday my other half and i angkut barang and all, something happened. its not really something but this one thing happened.
done with my stuffs. my other half went down to ground floor right before me, as my house kan all girls. so he dont wanna waited for me upstairs, he said he'll be downstairs for me in the car. then i went down to meet him kat bawah. i keluar je elevator, i saw hes kinda bersembang dengan guard block i. i keluar ke lobby je i heard guard tu said, "ohh ni ke tunangnye. oo ok ok.", while looking at me and smiled. shockingly macam nak mati, i answered,"wait what? ni la sape...?" and the guard replied, "takde ape. saje je bersembang tadi" then as my other half passed me the car keys, he said, "you masuk kete start engine first, jap lagi kite gerak". muke-terkejut-tak-leh-blah tadi tak habis lagi. all i know is our friend, zaid is getting engaged. why ever on Mother earth will aku yang dipanggil 'tunang' nye. gawsh. tak beragak langsung. tapi, whatevv. yes. korang nak cakap ape, cakap la. for me, im not a type of person yang macam gila nak bertunang or get married etc. maybe some of you might think, ala dah bf ckp cmtu suke je la. nape nak deny and so on. its just if its not, then its not la. i dont blame my other half about this, its just. idk. kinda mengada plak my other half tu ytd.
okayy.
merapu enough.
i think i should stop now.
i nak kemas ade lagi sket barang ni.
nak get settled etc.
yall take care alright.
have a good Friday.
Youre gonna love the weekend as much as I do.
TTYL
*hwugs and kishe*
bilo mu nok bawok kepok lekor maghi KL nieee? pnak kawe tunggu.
Demo tunggu wak gapo. Mugo kawe ado di KL keyh. Apo la. Nati smula smula la ore balik Klate, buleh la kalu mu nok kiring gak.
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