WHEN A GIRL GIVES UP ON YOU , GOOD LUCK .
When she gives up on you , it's obvious .
1. She will not try to catch your attention .
2. She will not fight for you anymore .
3. She won't reply your message as quickly anymore .
4. She won't try to keep the conversation going anymore .
5. She will not care anymore .
6. She no longer get jealous .
7. She will flirt and talk to other guys .
8. She no longer care if you care or not anymore .
9. She no longer goes to your profile and whine people about how happy you're , talking to other girls .
10. She will give up on trying to make you love her , because she finally realise that she deserves better .
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Monday, June 24, 2013
About A Girl ...
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Monday, April 15, 2013
Demsan.
Tak ada cerita. Haih.
Anyway,
Ohh. Ni ha. Semalam kita dating la dengan @suasupa. Ohh. Sebenarnya emosi kurang stabil. We're supposed to have our midnight movie on the Saturday right after TRW's game against ATM. Dahla kalah, tension semua orang. Pastu beliau postponed to esoknya lepas my Sunday class. And nak dipendekkan cerita, dah janji right after my class, tukar to another showtime. Kemain menyirap. Ehh dia ni. Nak keluar ke taknak. After merajuk and pujuk and merajuk, jadi la keluarnya. Nasib baik pujuk elok elok. I pegi Teknik KL, jemput beliau. I put on my sunglasses. Malas nak tengok muka beliau. I even drove the car by myself for usually he'll take over the wheels for me. Punya la nawaitu nak merajuk seharian, demsan. Tak jadi. Ada soalan bodoh ditujukan masa gua nak masuk parking kereta Viva HomeMall tu. And besides, I bukak my glasses sebab masuk parking kan, gelap pulak. I cannot tahan. Tertengok muka beliau, damn. Tergelak, tambah pulak soalan entah pape pasal stiker Vista tu. Aduh. Why la. I just can't la while I'm witchu. You ruined my 'sulking' moment over you. How to live like this ? But then yesterday, I got him damn good. Perasaan amarah dah dilepaskan. Wa cubit banyak banyak, wa dera beliau. Puas hati. Tapi I'm not that mad pun. Saje je nak manja manja. Eceh. Bak kata Gani, "Haloh smace demo kalu nga dio gak -_- ". Haihh.
Tu je cite dia.
Tade ape pun.
Ahee.
Tata.
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Anyway,
Ohh. Ni ha. Semalam kita dating la dengan @suasupa. Ohh. Sebenarnya emosi kurang stabil. We're supposed to have our midnight movie on the Saturday right after TRW's game against ATM. Dahla kalah, tension semua orang. Pastu beliau postponed to esoknya lepas my Sunday class. And nak dipendekkan cerita, dah janji right after my class, tukar to another showtime. Kemain menyirap. Ehh dia ni. Nak keluar ke taknak. After merajuk and pujuk and merajuk, jadi la keluarnya. Nasib baik pujuk elok elok. I pegi Teknik KL, jemput beliau. I put on my sunglasses. Malas nak tengok muka beliau. I even drove the car by myself for usually he'll take over the wheels for me. Punya la nawaitu nak merajuk seharian, demsan. Tak jadi. Ada soalan bodoh ditujukan masa gua nak masuk parking kereta Viva HomeMall tu. And besides, I bukak my glasses sebab masuk parking kan, gelap pulak. I cannot tahan. Tertengok muka beliau, damn. Tergelak, tambah pulak soalan entah pape pasal stiker Vista tu. Aduh. Why la. I just can't la while I'm witchu. You ruined my 'sulking' moment over you. How to live like this ? But then yesterday, I got him damn good. Perasaan amarah dah dilepaskan. Wa cubit banyak banyak, wa dera beliau. Puas hati. Tapi I'm not that mad pun. Saje je nak manja manja. Eceh. Bak kata Gani, "Haloh smace demo kalu nga dio gak -_- ". Haihh.
Tu je cite dia.
Tade ape pun.
Ahee.
Tata.
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Thursday, February 07, 2013
Awaits
Love is something we wait for. We imagine our first kiss. Our first sex. Our first 'I love you'. But we never imagine our first heartbreak. Maybe its too painful to imagine.
Its the losing of love that makes us who we are. The lost of our parents, of your most beloved, who we thought we might be, of your innocence. Those losses are perhaps our first step into adulthood.
Life gets more complicated.
But its also filled with promises. And the possibilities of opening your heart to new beginnings.
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Its the losing of love that makes us who we are. The lost of our parents, of your most beloved, who we thought we might be, of your innocence. Those losses are perhaps our first step into adulthood.
Life gets more complicated.
But its also filled with promises. And the possibilities of opening your heart to new beginnings.
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Monday, January 21, 2013
And who are you again...?
You barely knew me. Came out of nowhere. I'm sorry but I don't know you. Who are you to talk with such manners with me? Who are you to tell me what should I do? And of course who are you to point and tell me who I am and what I am. You're nothing more than a friend to me. Wait. Actually you're just someone that I know. Ha-ha. Wanna help me bringing the best out of me ? Pffft. Please. Get to know me first, then you'll figure out what to do next. Please. If I heard the idea of you trying to tell or do stuff over my beloved or fellas, I'll make sure I, myself will smack your face with my own fist.
And ohh. No. You're never the first thing that I ever think of in the morning. I'm sorry. And of course my Monday is still doing just fine and I do know, better things await for me up ahead.
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And ohh. No. You're never the first thing that I ever think of in the morning. I'm sorry. And of course my Monday is still doing just fine and I do know, better things await for me up ahead.
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Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Switch!
Tak ada kerja. Sebenarnya nak meluahkan rasa bangga sikit. Semalam tolong pasangkan Electrical Switch 2-gang 2way yang baru kat rumah Ciksu sebab yang lama tu rosak. Bising CikC dapur dia takde lighting. On the other hand, maklumla last time Beck buat kerja sebegituan around July. Yes. I know itu adalah a piece of cake punya kerja. Tak kisah la yall nak cakap apa. Hoho. Tu je nak cerita. Seronoknya Ciksu CikC sebab tolong pasangkan. Kerja ² elektrik kat rumah tu selalu jugak la daku jadi mangsa. Beliau berdua tu bukannya tau nak buat and CikC dah panggilkan maintenance guy from the Management Office, langsung tak datang.
Cerita dia, dah lama tak buat kerja wireman ni. Zzz. So, nak cerita beria sikit la. Plus, CikSu CikC selalu perli apa guna ada anak buah amik Electrical course kalau tak tolong buatkan kerja kerja sebegini. Ahaihh.
Okay. Habis.
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Cerita dia, dah lama tak buat kerja wireman ni. Zzz. So, nak cerita beria sikit la. Plus, CikSu CikC selalu perli apa guna ada anak buah amik Electrical course kalau tak tolong buatkan kerja kerja sebegini. Ahaihh.
Okay. Habis.
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Friday, December 21, 2012
madman
I wanna lose my mind
like a maniac
and cross the line
let's gone cuckoo
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Thursday, December 20, 2012
Who's Gonna Save The World Tonight ?
Seriously, you guys ? Hmm. What is going to happen is not the issue. As a Muslim, I believe in our faith. Faith of Islam. Day of Judgement. Yaumul Qiyamah. It's all have been written and if it is meant to happen (on that moment), it is meant to happen for He utters "Be" and it is. There will be no such terms as survivors left to repopulate civilization and so on.
And more, there will be no such FAQ to answer your insane questionnaires on fighting or post-doomsday thingy and all. It's the END OF DAY. The End! Keep holding on to our faith (Imaan), insyaAllah, you'll be safe as promised by Allah SWT.
The Prophet Muhammad SAW said: "Faith wears out in the heart of any one of you just as clothes wear out, so ask Allah to renew the faith in your hearts" (Mustadrak al-Haakim).
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Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Subtle
I was too weak to give in
too strong to lose
my heart is under arrest again
but I break loose
I gotta break loose.
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Sunday, December 16, 2012
Kutu
Well. Duduk rumah Ibu ni, seronok. Hoho. Semalam buat RV cupcakes untuk Wani. Gedik betul beliau. Lain-lain.. Sekarang pulak Ibu tengah tanda kertas Perakaunan SPM. Sibuk memanjang. Meeting la, kena pergi sekolah la, tanda kertas sambil bincang jawapan yang Dibah dah jawab blabla. Dengan timbunan skrip jawapan SPM, skema bagai *Teringat kat awak kalau tengok Ibu tanda paper SPM ni* Tapi satu yang pasti. Tiap kali datang umah Ibu, mesti macam macam agenda yang kitorang bincang. Ada je isu timbul. Hoho. Kadang -kadang tu sampai nak berdebat bagai. Dengan makcik sendiri ni. Bahaya betul. Tapi at the end of it, okay je. Ayah Cik pun join sekaki kalau masuk isu panas ni. Hahaa. Pastu kalau tidur kat BTR, gua memang susah nak bangun pagi. Hoho. Nak keluar comforter tu sikit punya susah. Dasar penghawa dingin. Tapi tu bukan penyebab utama. Sebenarnya, setiap kalik stay over BTR ni, memang susah la nak bangun pagi. Nak bukak mata tu. Hoihh. Tuhan je yang tahu.
Ohh gotta go. Nak ikut Ayah Cik pergi beli ikan mas baru for the pond. Ehh salah. Ni ikan mas Ibu. So, letak dalam akuarium je. Nanti mati. Okay. Bye!
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Ohh gotta go. Nak ikut Ayah Cik pergi beli ikan mas baru for the pond. Ehh salah. Ni ikan mas Ibu. So, letak dalam akuarium je. Nanti mati. Okay. Bye!
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Medium
Saya rasa kurang seronok. Lalu saya rasa nak keluarkan entri ni. Okay. Mohon ampun dan maaf buat golongan pendidik di luar sana. Saya khuatir kalau dengan entri ni nanti ada golongan pendidik yang kurang
Comment thread pun berjela jela. From zero, semua orang tahu apa yang berlaku pastu dah macam jadi sesi mengumpat student. Ape ntah. But, you get my point la kan. Hoho Entahla. I may not know how to overcome this. Tapi, think before you post out such status update, publicly on Facebook.
berpuashati, terasa etc. Tapi rasanya entri ni bukan lah satu entri yang begitu panas. Apa apa pun...
Luahan rasa dan perasaan di laman sosial Facebook. Ia merupakan hak individu. Saya cukup faham. Semua pun nak cerita kat Facebook. Tapi kalau dalam kalangan pendidik yang mengeluarkan isi hati beliau pasal sekolah, tak puas hati dengan 2-3 pelajar ni, nak cakap pelajar kurang ajar dan yang berkaitan, agak kurang seronok untuk dibaca, bagi saya. Taktahu la you guys punya POV macamana kan. For me, it's not cool. Saya bukanla sesiapa pun untuk bersuara sebegini. Tapi...Kalian pendidik kot. Mendidik anak bangsa. I looked up to you guys, respect as for if its not for you all, educators, there will be no such educated individuals among our nations. It all starts at school. Camane eh nak cakap. Eee tak suka la baca sesetengah status cikgu cikgu yang nak cerita pasal budak budak sekolah dia, yang nakal la, kurang ajar la, melawan la. Kadang kadang tu ada yang siap letak nama student dia. Aihh. Kalau saya baca status tu pun, rasa macam, "Ehh dia ni, tak pikir ke apa tanggapan orang yang baca status dia yang penuh rage" etc. Pastu lagi best, kawan kawan pendidik dia pun yang komen bagai, lagi meriah, ada tokok tambah bagai. Kalau la lets say, ada parents yang baca, mesti diorang pikir macam macam. Tak best nya la hai. Pada awalnya kalau saya baca status cikgu cikgu yang macam ni, saya akan terfikir, "Hmm, dah kau boleh buat keluar status macam
ni secara terbuka, memang aku tak heran sangat la student kau macam tu" blablabla.. Camane nak express out eh.. Luahan macam tu, kurang sesuai la bagi saya kalau publish in public. Siap details, nak taruk status update panjang lebar la. Tambahan dengan komen rakan rakan seperjuangan lagi. Dah macam medium apa dah. Malu bagi pihak pula kadang kadang tu. Betul la kalau nak berkongsi pendapat ke, nak cari jalan penyelesaian, tapi kena sensitif la sikit. Bila sorang dah komen, pastu yang tolong balasnya 3-4 orang. Pastu masuk lagi isu baru. Pastu ada yang buka cerita lain, pelajar sekolah dia pulak. Pastu semua nak bincang kat situ.
Comment thread pun berjela jela. From zero, semua orang tahu apa yang berlaku pastu dah macam jadi sesi mengumpat student. Ape ntah. But, you get my point la kan. Hoho Entahla. I may not know how to overcome this. Tapi, think before you post out such status update, publicly on Facebook.
Ahh. Fikir sendiri lah.
Lastly, I'd like to point upon my apology if this shitty entry of mine hit the sensitive button of anyone who's reading. Thank you and have a pleasant Sunday.
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Thursday, December 13, 2012
#RemindsMeOf
If I miss...
Mom - I'll eat her fav food even I don't like 'em
Baba - I'll watch Merlin
Salsya Abu Hussin - Give her a call
Md Azlan Ab Rahman - I'll listen to Pesawat, Nirvana and 3 Doors Down
Anas Hamzah - I'll listen to 30 Seconds To Mars, Ke$ha
Pie - I'll go for Pak Lang or shisha
Sidekick - I'll listen to The All American Rejects' Move Along
Farah Sharmiza Johari - I'll just BBM her
Farid Abas, Haq Zainal, Manap - I'll just ignore LOL
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Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Boredom
Enjoy !
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Saturday, October 20, 2012
Mad About Pancakes ?
I know everybody loves pancake for anything especially breakfast on the
weekend. So, I figure out to share how to make your own pancake mix instead
of buying the store's boxed premix. As starters, these for the flour mix...
- 600 g self-raising flour
- 3 tbsp baking powder
- 2 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp salt
- 50g caster sugar
For the batter
- 1 egg
- 1 cup of milk
- 1 tbsp butter
1. Express flour mix : Mix all the ingredients together and store in a
jar.
2. One fine morning when ready to make the pancakes, heat up your
non-stick frying pan without oil.
3. Spoon drops of 1½-2 tablespoons of batter onto the hot pan, when
bubbles appear on the surface of the little pancakes, flip them over to
make them golden brown on both sides. A minute or so a side should do it.
There . Easy as ABC. So, I hope you try this and enjoy.
Have a great weekend.
Cheerios !
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weekend. So, I figure out to share how to make your own pancake mix instead
of buying the store's boxed premix. As starters, these for the flour mix...
- 600 g self-raising flour
- 3 tbsp baking powder
- 2 tsp baking soda
- 1 tsp salt
- 50g caster sugar
For the batter
- 1 egg
- 1 cup of milk
- 1 tbsp butter
1. Express flour mix : Mix all the ingredients together and store in a
jar.
2. One fine morning when ready to make the pancakes, heat up your
non-stick frying pan without oil.
3. Spoon drops of 1½-2 tablespoons of batter onto the hot pan, when
bubbles appear on the surface of the little pancakes, flip them over to
make them golden brown on both sides. A minute or so a side should do it.
There . Easy as ABC. So, I hope you try this and enjoy.
Have a great weekend.
Cheerios !
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my morning,
recipes,
weekend
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Felicito !
Hi. What a glorious victory experienced last night by Kelantan team, The Red Warriors in the Semi Final clash against Selangor team, the red Giants. Now we're thru to the Finals to meet ATM, I bet another amazing gameplay to show by TRW to put the #Misi3 to become a reality. Even so, sadly to say that Ghaddar and Farhan are not gonna be joining the team to fight in the Finals. Hmmm..
Well. For starters this cold morning, rains poured heavily and I believe most of you are still settling in your comfy blanket and comforters in bed or maybe snuggling on the couch watching TV while having coffees and toasts, embracing this lazy-cold-good-feeling.
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.......
........ Okay. Am out of idea.
Am gonna stop now.
Bye.
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Well. For starters this cold morning, rains poured heavily and I believe most of you are still settling in your comfy blanket and comforters in bed or maybe snuggling on the couch watching TV while having coffees and toasts, embracing this lazy-cold-good-feeling.
....
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......
.......
........ Okay. Am out of idea.
Am gonna stop now.
Bye.
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Saturday, October 06, 2012
Round and round
You know I'm around. I'll be around. Always. Whenever you need me, you know I'll be there for you. I'm just a call away. I really like you. And I'm not going anywhere. I hope you get this.
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Thursday, July 26, 2012
Indeed.
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Monday, July 23, 2012
Kekosongan.
Salam pagi Isnin.
Ohh. Sudah 3 Ramadhan 1433 rupanya hari ini.
Masuk hari ketiga kita berpuasa.
Rasanya masih tidak terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan
Selamat Berpuasa kepada para blogger di alam maya ini.
Sepertimana anda sedang meneliti, ya.
Saya nampaknya cuba untuk menggunakan kemahiran
mengarang saya dalam Bahasa Melayu untuk entri ini.
Bosan bukan?
Jadi, saya membuat keputusan untuk tidak meneruskan
niat untuk mengarang lebih panjang bagi entri ini berikutan
pendahuluan yang agak hambar, rentetan isi penting yang jelas
sekali tidak berisi dan penutup yang tidak memuaskan.
Bye.
Ohh. Sudah 3 Ramadhan 1433 rupanya hari ini.
Masuk hari ketiga kita berpuasa.
Rasanya masih tidak terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan
Selamat Berpuasa kepada para blogger di alam maya ini.
Sepertimana anda sedang meneliti, ya.
Saya nampaknya cuba untuk menggunakan kemahiran
mengarang saya dalam Bahasa Melayu untuk entri ini.
Bosan bukan?
Jadi, saya membuat keputusan untuk tidak meneruskan
niat untuk mengarang lebih panjang bagi entri ini berikutan
pendahuluan yang agak hambar, rentetan isi penting yang jelas
sekali tidak berisi dan penutup yang tidak memuaskan.
Bye.
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Friday, July 20, 2012
Siti Aisyah Ma Hussin is sharing her Trip to Kota Bharu with you
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Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Eccentricity
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Wednesday, May 23, 2012
Tragedy's At Hand
And thou I'd like to stand by him, it's never to become.
.....for I am not the one.
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