Monday, January 31, 2011


Always and forever I respected your decision, your opinion, your ideas. Anything that came out from your soft, pink lips, I put into my consideration list. And as for this time... I just cant believe you said that. You want me to be "sederhana". What is that supposed to mean. I know. I know who I am. As Mom always taught, and told me before, she is proud of who I am, happy to see me being me. And how on Earth did you think you can say that. What am I to you? All along. When we first met? What were you thinking? Actually.. wait wait. What you actually thought about me? You said I didnt change a bit since before, but now... Are you saying you want me to change? You want me to be not me? Are you looking for another person? Are you trying to say that you positively think that you're with the wrong person? I.. I.. I.. I dont know what else to say. You left me speechless. And of course, you made me think. When you said that, it's like you underestimating me and seems that you ... how am I going to put this nicely.. you dont know me at all..? I think. Idk. Gosh. Maybe I think too much. Idk. This voice out version of yours one, I'll think about it. Still make my kepala pusing so much that I cant even sleep at night. Am not saying am not 'sederhana' or not being one. I am, but in my own way. And of course, I do believe that people cant guarantee they are 'sederhana' themselves except certified from people surrounding them or others are talking about it, right? Idk. There are so much more of life I should learn about. But as for now, my study case for you of mine.. just turn me upside down. But still, my love for you have never change. It's just a pause button just been pressed deep down in my core.

*hwugs and of course, lots of kishes*

p/s: dont get me wrong. am not mad. am just ... saying.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

kalau nak mntk hadiah untuk bday ni..nak bagi x?hahaha

Hadiah for birthday. Kalau birthday Syara around this week, memang takkan dapat la. Tapi klau in two months time, probably I'll buy something for you loh. How about that. What say you hunn..?

cmon,ask me. XD

can you share with ur friends ur darkest secrets?

Secrets. Let along darkest. Will no longer be my darkest secret if I share it/them with you. So, I'll say... Why dont I just keep it to myself for as if it/they will remain(s) be my darkest secret.. Okay?

cmon,ask me. XD

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

mimpi paling best? haha

Mimpi paling best? Of course la kalau mimpi yang ade cute cute guys dalam tu XP. Am a total sucker for cute cute guys okay. Boleh pengsan if I found one. And lagi satu mimpi tu jadi paling best if I dreamt of Philly. Rindu sangat kat my babygirl T_T RIP baby.

cmon,ask me. XD

what is beckpanda?

Its a... its a... aih. i tell you what. it's my my signature name. no. my identity. err, sort of. #bhaha. most of my friends call me 'beck' and am a panda lover since... since forever. so, that's how beckpanda become one. er... i think. ehe. okay.

cmon,ask me. XD

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

salam. kak beck @ aisyah, ingt ita lagi x? be my follower ok? ..salam ziarah ya;)

Wahh Ita. Of course I can remember you, sweet lil sistah. Follower. Okay, sure thing Ita. I'll be one soon. pretty busy lately, but no worries, I'll blogwalk to yours in a few. It's goo to hear from you. Ohh gawsh. You reminds me of Pe'ah, Salmi and all the girls. Gawsh.

cmon,ask me. XD

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Hp pertama anda?

My very first mobile phone would be the Nokia 8520 when I was in Form 2. Still have it. But not sure can be turn on or not. Am positively think that phone tu dah RIP ha-ha. But yea. That's my first mobile phones ever. Then along came my N-gage, the Blackberry and etc.

cmon,ask me. XD

ringtone HP anda lagu pe?

Ringtone handphone, Syara? Currently I got, We R Who We R by Ke$ha. Hihihi.

cmon,ask me. XD

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

limau ais

since been introduced by sarara and TK, ive been kinda addicted to this drink.
its 'limau ais'.
id prefer limau ais rather than fresh orange.
idk why, but seriously.
i think its very refreshing.
especially when am having such fried meals like fried rice etc.
such thirsty quencher.

am so liking it.
thanks to sarara and TK.
and plus i think i missed you two so much that i kept ordering limau ais everytime i had my meals at warongs or restaurant.
missed our karaoke sesh also.

Sunday, January 02, 2011

kalau kita ade boyf/girlf then ade org masuk meminang,what you all gonna do??

idk. never thought about that. I think I'll just makesure yang tade orang akan masuk meminang I la kot except for my boyf, perhaps. Ehe.

cmon,ask me. XD

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