Wednesday, March 31, 2010

as i try to get to know myself

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well,i was blog-hopping just know and
did found this one blog which was very interesting to me
credit to Faiz,a training pilot
and here's what i got after i took the personality test

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

here in Cheras

so,we moved out from Ampang to this Taman Cheras Jaya
so,am no longer living in Ampang nor Gombak or whatsoever
currently am living in Cheras jaya
Jusco Aeon Selatan is nearby
The Mines also not that far
hurm..what else
my best friend also can drop by here often
a very nice house
am loving it so far
Philly's got lotsa running space
she could play with her favorite ball like Lampard now
she seems happy too
am so glad and blessed

so,i did composed you a song

it's been like almost 2months
i composed this song
but still,it's incomplete
u always whining about me composing songs to my friend
but a actually did composed some of u and us
it's just
i don't have the guts to tell u about it
i hope that u understand
so,about the song
i meant,this song i wrote
it's nothing
i know it might sounds a bit silly
but,it's my deeper conversation that i had deep down in my heart
i hope that you'll love it as much as i do
it means a lot to me if i like it
until today,i'm still thinking about the perfect title for the song
got couples of title that i got here,but
can't decide it yet
gonna let you hear it soon
i can't guarantee u that i'll bring along my guitar
but,you'll see.
and i hope that u like it

Monday, March 29, 2010

20pcs #13

as soon as u move
they gonna talk about it
cause you are in the A-list
you better believe it

20pcs #12

i feel like i'm million miles away from myself
more and more these days
bent down so many open roads

20pcs #11

snap my fingers just like that
dont get what i want and that is a fact
cause i want it

Friday, March 26, 2010

20pcs #10

it's something about the sunshine
i'm seeing you in a whole new life
out of this world for the first time

20pcs #9

i wanna be
a rockstar,a superhero
living the dream,doing things that i always wanted
different side of me

such a weird dream

twas last night
i dreamt about me and a friend of mine, having my frapp at Starbucks
i ordered a grande frapp which turned into a venti frapp
and i dnt have enough money to pay it
and,i asked the barista that in-charged to pay me the insufficient balance
silly dream.

20pcs #8

fruit salad
yummy yummy
yummy yummy yummy fruit salad
varieties of fruits
very fruity
taste good
good for our health

20pcs #7

you love me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right there where they belong
love you!

20pcs #6

appear,just like a dream to me
just like
kaleidoscope colors
that cover me
every breath that i breathe

Thursday, March 25, 2010

20pcs #5

am moving out to cheras soon.
soon = this saturday.
no more ampang.
gonna start packing now.
but i am tired.

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20pcs #4

it's alright,okay.
i am so much better without you.
i wont be sorry.
don't you bother what i do.

20pcs #3

plus minus 6days i stayed at IIUM
had my rehab session
important for me to regain back my self-esteem

20pcs #2

so glad to be home
missing salsya,ikeen and ain already
they are friends of mine at IIUM
miss yah!

20pcs #1

it is raining outside
and I am super boring
just arrived home from IIUM
and i missed Philly very much

my 20 pieces word blogging project

this is so simple.
am going to start posting entries that consist maximum 20 words long only.
going to start posting beginning with the next entry.
..not including this one.
so,i know that it is so going to be very boring.
i kinda lack of ideas to post long entries.
do not even know why.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

This is who I really am

"I try to be someone else,but nothing seems to change I know now. This is who I really am inside."

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I'll be true to you

So pretty. So smart. Such a waste to burn your heart. What a pity. What a sham. What's the matter with you man. Don't you see its wrong,can't u get it right out of mind and out of sight. Calling all the girls don't forget the boys. Put a lid on all that noise. I hear you're living out of state,running in a whole new scene. You know I haven't slept in weeks. You're the only thing I see. I'm a satellite heart,lost in the dark. I'm spun out so far. You stop I start. But I'll be true to you. No matter what you do. Yea,I'll be true to you.

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Saturday, March 20, 2010

Notes from salsya <3

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Here we go and go again

I throw out all your stuff away. Then I cleared u out of my head. I teraed u out of my heart. And u know all your messages. I told everyone we had thru,coz I'm so much better without u. But it just another pretty lie coz I breakdown. Everytime u come around. How did u get here under my skin. Swore that I never let u back in. We're falling together,to think it by now I know coz here we go,go,go again. The harder I try, I know I can't quit. There's something about u is so addicted. We're falling together to think it by now I know coz here we go again.
U never know what u want. And u never said what u need. But I start to go and said everytime that u look at me. U only hear half of what I said,and u always showing up too late. But I guess that I should say goodbye but it's no used. Can't be with or without u.

P/s:u know how deep my love to you,love.forgive me for what I've done wrongdoings.I know u still love me and do realise that.please gimme a chance.I gave u so many chances,can't u grant as this one of mine?we've been thru almost everything.thru thick and thin.why can't this one.
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

kibbles kibbles kibbles

today.March 16,2010.
Philly is going to start experiencing a brand new diet.
gedik isnt?
well,she's plusminus 8months old now.
i think this is the right time for her to start having adults cat food.
so here,i present u guys with ROYAL CANIN Fit 32

so,no more kitten food
gedik isnt?
i told u so

and belows are extra pictures that i caught when i was at the pet house
these two were so adorable
they're siblings if im not mistaken

especially the black one.
it got kind of like moustache "misai" thingy.
cute isnt? HA-HA

missing love
missing syakirah
pls be home soon

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philly's starting to eat this one now :)

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philly's gonna stop having this one and changing into adults cat food :)

Monday, March 15, 2010


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What we used to do

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Sunday, March 14, 2010

can i quote this??

i was going to say
"beaches and bitches are resemblance"

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Voice over

I'm my field of paper flower
And candy cloud of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch that purple sky fly over me

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Friday, March 12, 2010

I'll try to drive away

Won't pretend
It's too soon to tell
Anything not to have to change
You down again

Ya know
Nothing hurts like losing
When ya know that it's really gone

I try to drive away
But I got nothing to show
Ya know
It's been the same
And the story's getting ol'
So I guess to drive away
Will be the end of the road

A lot to say
But not today
Let the radio break the silence
As we drive

I watch your tale life's fading
But I'll be thanking you someday
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On underground
Spinning around
I fell down
So where am I now

I found myself in wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real
Is this pretend
I'll take a stand until the end

Don't u try to stop me

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Thursday, March 11, 2010

i miss us

do you still remember.
the day that u whining and pushing me to get u a getaway to PD.
then kakak get to book Corus,our favourite hotel.
it's Corus Paradise
we stayed there.
we bought Bohemian dresses.
we bought tights.
it was and impromptu trip.
but we nailed it.
we had so much fun.
u know kakak love u infinitely.
and kakak still have faith that u love me.
and misses our family so bad.
pls come home soon dear baby sister. 

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

almost 2weeks

uve been gone baby sister
i dnt know how are you doing
u ddnt reply any of kakak's messages
each and every second i wonder, what are you doing?
hv u had your daily meals?
what are you wearing?
have u had your coffee today?
are u sick?
are u okay?
it's been almost two weeks
kakak still be waiting for u to be home
...we all waited for u
and we'll look out for you
we need you to be back home with us.
miss u,baby sister

it's your song

Dear Syakirah,

last night,kakak started watching The Vampire Diaries series.
as kakak watched the 1st episode,Pilot
...i heard  the sound of your song
the song that Ilah asked kakak to hear last month
it was The Management MGMT's Control Yourself
it reminds me of you
how Ilah love the song so much
owh Allah,kakak miss u so much..please protect my baby sister
Pls be home soon.
we can watch this series together.
kakak will be waiting for you

everyday everynight

it's all you im thinking about baby sister
i cant do this alone
i lost you
you,my baby sister.
when there's time i needed u the most
pls come back soon.
please,im begging you

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

my baby sister's missing

this is my beloved baby sister
the one whom i love dearly,the one that always hang out with me
the one that i gave my everything,whenever or whatever she asked me to
she ran away from our home here in Taman Tasik Tambahan,Ampang at about 8.30pm
for those who's been reading my blog please contact above numbers
to help us looking for her if u do have any informations related.
we are all worried to death here,ever since she had gone
or u guys can also contact me, AISYAH or BECK
facebook - u can click on my badge
 gmail :
blackberry PIN (bbm) : 25626DCF
ym - u can ping me on my PINGbox
msn :
SKYPE : beckpanda
my handphone : 012 - 9499213,014 - 8157728

if ure reading this Syakirah;

kakak want to tell you that u know kakak love you,please come back home soon.
mom can never sit still,can never stop thinking about you.kakak even had my worst gastric ever
cause i cant eat,nor sleep.i always think about you.i know u have problems and stuff.
but please do think about mom.we can solve everything just like we've done before.
i can never imagine of how are you doing now,what are u up to now.
wether ure doing okay,or maybe ure sick.i dnt know.i will never stop looking for you and so
do the rest.we'll be waiting for you and not just wait.we'll continue searching for
you till we find you.kakak wont stop trying and texting and calling you.
please.i miss everything about you and everything that we shared,
our laugh..our joy..our vacation..our favourite movies..
we all love u very much.

and this one adapted from ONICHI's:
my lil sis, lost from our home, at Taman Tasek Tambahan, Ampang near 8.30pmon Sunday, 28 February 2010. if u saw this girl anywhere , please contact us immediately.. our mom, cried almost every day since she left us.. humm.. sedeh sangat.. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar dia sentiasa selamat dan terpelihara dari sebarang perkara-perkara yan tidak diingini.. Di dunia yang hampir Qiamat ni, macam2 boleh berlaku tambahan lagi Syakirah ni perempuan yang masih muda dan tidak dapat berfikiran matang. Kami amat bimbang akan keselamatan beliau.. Sekiranya beliau bersama seseorang, dapatkah orang itu menjaga adik kami dengan baik? Adakah dia tidak mengapa-apakan adik kami?
 Sekiranya syakirah terbaca blog ini, 
"Syakirah, kembalilah kepada kami.. yang penting, call Ummy.. beritahu keadaan awak sekarang.. jangan biarkan Ummy sentiasa menitiskan airmata kerana kehilangan awak.. Sekiranya, awak ingin kembali bersama k.ct, it's okey.. i'll not harm u.. this time will b different than b4..i PROMISE you by the name of ALLAH..just tell me what u want, we'll always support u n giv u d best! We love u.."

x x x x

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

How big is your world?


cmon,ask me. XD

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