breakfasting:still be in the studio

yesterday was Sunday

... and Sunday supposed to be SUN-day

and supposed to be everyone is enjoying their weekend

meanwhile.....

i had my photoshoot on Sunday

demmdemmdemm

so tiring

camera...checked

spotlight...checked

model...checked

lighting...checked

etc. etc.

lame lame lame

breakfasting time

still be busy

my tummy turning in and im feeling kinda homesick

haih~

i called McDelivery for my breakfasting meal of the day

ordered MVMeal Big Mac with fries and coke

MVMeal Big 'N Tasty with fries and iced Milo

together with Chocolate Sundae since that day was SUNday

so sad

so bad

went home

feeling tired

a bit nausea

onichi picked me up from studio

we send syakirah over her college first

...then we went home

sleepy~

cik ros's tag

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
>i love me!

2. How much cash do you have on you?
> RM175++

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"
> INFEST

4. Favorite planet?
> MOther earth!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
> salsya

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
>Party in the USA

7. What shirt are you wearing?
> V-neck baby tee by ZARA

8. Do you "label" yourself?
> sometimes

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.
> Nine West

10. Bright or Dark Room?
> darker, better.

11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey?
> i miss her so much...cik ros,be strong.u're a GREAT person and cute like me ^^.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
> watching Wizards Of Waverly Place season 2 episode 18 and 19

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
> "Dear?!"

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
>Greenwood

16. What's a saying that you use a lot?
>"...aw cmon~"

17.Who told you they loved you last?
>my mom and zul

18. Last furry thing you touched?
> my Jangan

19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
> none.no purpose these 2,3 days

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
> none.no longer using films

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
> lower forms.mostly f3

22. Your worst enemy?
>my arch-enemy.cant tell.apparently the -ve side of me.really...u dnt wnna know

23. What is your current desktop picture?
>emily with her guitar

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
> "letih bodo,the screws are ridonk-culous"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
> able to fly so that i could run a show and collect a million bucks hihi ^^

26. Do you like someone?
> yup.he's cute and funny

27. The last song you listened to?
> Good Girl Go Bad by Cobra Starship

28. Who do you want to take this survey?
> zul yarn dart trex ayin nadiah farsya

my caramel pudding (as i promised at Facebook)

so here is the recipe ;

4tbsp sugar (for the caramel)

5 organic eggs

1/2 tin condensed milk

1 1/4 cup water

1 1/2 cup sugar

3tbsp custard powder

2tsp vanilla essence

first thing first,caramelized the 4tbsp sugar directly in a pan on stove.

then,put aside.

in a big bowl,beat eggs and sugar plus vanilla essence.

whisk until frothy

mix custard sugar with the 1 1/4 water and then combine together

in the big bowl's mixture.

whisk in about a moment .

after that,pour the mixture into the caramel pan just now

ready for the steamer

but before that dont forget to makesure the water at the bottom of the steamer is boiling

steam for about 20-25mins until it cooked

cool it in the fridge and ready to serve

....and turn it over in a huge plate berofe serving it

p/s:happy ramadhan and dnt forget to try

back to kelantan and here it is~!!

KL --> Kuantan --> Kelantan --> KL

gawsh.so exhausted

moving out of KL at 3a.m. and arrived at Indera Mahkota 14,Kuantan at about 5.15a.m.

pretty late plusminus 25 mins coz we made quite some pit stops as we're tired that night

had sahur made by onichi as soon as we arrived so that we could make it

gerak to kelantan at 3p.m. and arrived at Kelantan around 11 o'clock

thank goodness mom still awake

mom told us that she's gonna held a majlis buka puasa for the whole neighbourhood on the next day

gladly ^^

cnt really help much

i got my cold

but still did made myself to fetch bari'ah,syukri and iqbal at school

after that,i collapsed

a totalled

everyone was participating

hand in hand

helping each other

here was awesome

during my collapse,mom put a wet baby towel on my forehead

i was sleeping and didnt realized at first

mom said that i was restless during my sleep,maybe caused by the headache i got

during the buka puasa;

great food,good people,wonderful moment

our menu;

**kurma

**kuih puteri mandi

**sirap bandung with grass jelly

**caramel pudding

**mixed kerabu

**home-made ayam goreng berempah

**sup ayam

** ma's very own sambal

**watermelon

**currypuffs

**white rice

**marble pudding

**gulai daging

we really had a blast thou im so not feeling well enough

so happy to meet everyone

the next day,headed straight to KL with onichi and bro tofic together with syakirah

2nd ramadhan;buka puasa at pizza hut KLCC

syakirah,zul and i had our buka puasa at Pizza Hut KLCC.it was great and we're so happy.unfortunately i had to send syakirah to her campus at Shamelin as the next day she got class and her weekend was already over.

syakirah,waddaya looking for actually...?

that's kakak's strawberry purse you're holding.

we went to Kinokuniya first,coz i need to buy some great books there haha

i suap-ed her

... and she suap-ed me too huhu ^^

zul...he bought a book too

kakak knew that u're hungry.cmon,dnt do such face...hahaha,just kidding

these are what we're having

to quench our thirst

soup,large platter,garlic bread....a must

again with the sisters XD

pinky_blue tag saye XD

1) Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?

*wink*

cause that's the first name ever thought when i was trying to name my blogpage ngee~ ^^

...and maybe cause i just love to wink at people...just maybe

i dunno

2)Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?

http://beckpanda.blogspot.com

well,i just looooove to have my panda and me,beck, in it.and besides,i've been using beckpanda since forever in my dailies,so.... :D

3)Apakah method penulisan dalam blog anda?
in my very own creative way

am i creative...?hurm...i supposed u tell me

p/s:i know i'm not ha-ha

4)Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda?
yeah,once.

5)Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang TAG anda ini?
cool,nice and i think she's cute X)

6)Senaraikan 10 orang yang akan anda TAG.

mau menge-TAG

• cik ros,khay,zul,ayin,
• trex,najwa,farsya,nadia,khal,karl

if u readers wanna know who are these blogger i tagged,u can just clik on their names

they're great bloggers u know

....pretty much haha.just kiddin'

toodles~

may everyone have a fabulous ramadhan this year

greetings ^^

wanna wish a happy ramadhan mubarak to all muslims in the world

especially to my beloved family

dearest fellas of mine

...owh and loyal readers

i love u guys

may this year's ramadhan bring

us hidayah and barakah to each and every one of us

amin~

tonite will be the night and tomorrow will it begun

p/s:dnt forget to sahur u guys,never ponteng...unless u just cant...u know what i mean. *teeeet**

ayin just tagged me with this...my my o my haha :))

First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as
you do the questions.
Tag 10 people tag the person who tagged you.

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[/] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[/]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[/]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[/]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = my ex-es
[/]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper

[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[/]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

I'm an emo pimp that likes to have fun who smoked with a prostitute because a lil people told me to

and i wanna tag 'em

//chah//dart//farsya//karl//khal//khay//maira.adreanna//tRex//

zyra j.//john.malice