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unbelieveable!

how could this ever happened

i ddnt expect this to be occured

i tot we are the champion

but why u guys are so lump that night

it's unbelievable

right in front of my eyes

i hope next time this wont happen again

we need to conquer this season

what a loss

dang it!

it's been a while

late night entry posted

it's not this common...for me

posting entries to my blog in the depth of night

this one actually....

--hurm how should i put this into words

oke.this one actually goes to sarah

shes a blogger too,well u can click on her name to reach her blog

and a cute junior of mine

   so,here it goes;

   it's been a while i havent bake

   so,bout 4hrs ago i decided to make my cookies

   i missed baking so much that 

   i almost faint when i took out the butter

   ha-ha

   and this sarah did aske me to post pictures of my cookies batch

   here they are

   only two shots alright

                                  

   the BEFORE

                             and---

   the AFTER

   and now im friggin tired

   oven,cookies and tuning in to RADIO DISNEY 

   for the whole   night while 

   baking these guys ya know

   the heat is on

   hah

   gonna clean up myself and rush to my comfy bed

   hardly need my nap now

   nighty night u guys!

x x x x

.beck.

anything but ordinary

it's Friday.i woke up at 1130am.so bored.
lately im a pretty boring person.but,i wont mind.
cause i can mind my very own business hehe.
so,a few secs back
a song popped into my head
it's avril's anything but ordinary
dnt tell me u guys dnt know about this song
at least uve heard of it right



Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive


Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please


To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive


Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away


Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.





reminds me of iena,salsya
we used to sing this song and all of Avril's song 
during our lower forms
plus,stalking office's staffs
slept at 3am and woke up at 12noon
illegally watching tv during lights off
stalking over "abg cafe'' that looked like he's taking drugs or crystal meth etc.
abg cafe reminds me of tina,Rosatina hehe


i wish i could turn back time
so that my school memories wont disappear
my english debate teams' glorious moment
having tonnes of fun during language week
get to travel other MJSCs with our team
sipping chicken essence before PMR exam
--chic essence courtesy of Razan and her mama
achieving straight As for PMR


uhh ohh.
missed my school so much

urghhh...

bitch,u're getting on my nerves
why do u hv to be like that?
it's so annoying okai!
puuuuhliz.

He loves u more,man

as i signing in my Facebook

i saw so many status posted by my Serting fellas

" baru je chat ngn die 2mggu lepas.innalillah.takziah kepada keluarga Azri Hazim.al fatihah.."

"takziah kepada keluarga Azri Hazim ..moga roh arwah tenang di sana :'( http://www.mmail.com.my/content/28565-trainee-pilot-grandma-die-car-crash"

" ya Allah.sedihnye.smoge arwah Azri Hazim ditempatkan di kalangan org beriman. ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. akan dtg even kte ready atau tak. sometimes, aku leka pasal nie. =( "

"Dear Azri Hazim, semoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkn dengan orang2 yg beriman...AMIN Salam takziah kepada keluarga & kwn2 arwah. Al-Fatihah The memories being a friend to you will always be remembered."


--- and more and more are keep coming

a friend of mine at MJSC Serting had just passed away in  a car crash last night

innalillahi wa inna ilahi raji'un

a student of class An-Nubala

im so shocked to hear about what happened

a friend of mine,anip did ym me the link to Malay Mail webpage

reporting about the accident which occured near Taman melati
u guys can click on below's links to view

 Malay Mail 

ondscene


and condolences to late Azri's familymay Allah bless u dear friend

One after another left us.Appreciate every day, every moment, every smile, and every tears because life, indeed, is very short. Al-Fatihah buat Azri Hazim @ Chula.

x x x x
.beck.

the many faces of us

belows are some snapsnap we've made where "suapsuap" activity been held during the hangout

ros --to-- aca

ros --to-- beck

aca --to-ros

this is ros

u guys can click on her name,shes a blogger too

this is aca

currently doing her first degree on TESL

it's been quite some time we havent had such mini gathering like this

but we're so happy to get to meet each other that feb20th

aca had done smth crazy at the same day right before we met

we bumped into tirah and zola

we talked about almost everything

catching up on each other is so much fun

especially when u were like havent see each other for like

----- 5years!!

muuuachs to u girls!

yes,we---GIRLS...just wanna have fun

x x x x

.beck.

EYA!

this is EYA

the girl that i blogged about on previous four entries ago

missed her like hell

two years we've been separated

---well,almost

as i have some errands to do in Malacca

so,i went there

as soon as i finished my tasks

i rumbled to Lendu

EYAs' there,at UiTM located at Lendu

i owed her a big kiss,and as promised..

--GRANTED

and also,she promised to gave me a HUGE hug

i got mine.

so glad and happy to see EYA

looking forward to go to Malacca again

so that i can see EYA

so,next time...i got a pretty great reason to come to Malacca

love u EYA for eternity.

mmmmuachs!

x x x x

.beck.

Yeah,we did baby haha

We did had our Scrabble day back then.it was fun and since its been a while we haven't play any board games.and we judt did.what up.hypothetically hi-five!!barney stinson style ha-ha
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that bitch

youre hypocrite,selfish and self centered.u are all about you and yourself...and not to forget youre small lil world and soon youre gonna be miss nobody.please dont tell people what youre doing...well,on the other side youre actually not doing that.you stink.i dont know how am i gonna be friends with you anymore.shame on you.

Reminds me of my freshmen year

during Theatre Club practice for our big show

there's mamay and hassan

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Eya;the good friend of mine

She left me for her own good
Happened on 2007 if I'm not mistaken
A good friend of mine
It's eya
I miss you like hell...we used to go grab lunch together during our freshmen year.play tumblebugs on your lappy...if u can still remember...thou we're not in the same section,but still in the same course right..I miss your Lee jeans and tshirts u usually wear...listening and singing to MCR is what we're best at.so long,it's been a while.a period of time since then....then there's today.I got a short text message from you.hi-ing my just like before...ouh good god,He gave me you.I can never believe it...it's really u.she called me earlier than she told me the time that she'll called....she said that she's going to give a call tonight,but instead of that she called.....like,ya know...30mins ago. Urghh I miss eya so much.we talked for like 20mins and I can never stop asking and smiling and....gawsh.we really need to see each other.she's now in malacca studying.taking a course which way...out of our league,which here is a course about management etc. Ouh eya,I wonder do u hv any idea how much I missed u and how eager and ecstatic am I to hear your voice again.I'm so delighted that u still remember me and still....u're such a wonderful and delightful person I used to know before.mmmuachs!!

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Ou cmon,gimme a big break

Dude
What is up with all of these fireworks banging here and there,not just in ampang.but there's subang,shah alam,cheras.it's sunday and already monday.we gotta sleep.but how are we gonna sleep with all these craps 'dummdumm' here and there.good god.is chap goh mei's coming or is there any special celebrations' going on.urghhh.


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You

everybody needs inspiration
everybody needs a song
beautiful melody
When the night so long
cause there is no guarantee
that this life is easy
when the world is falling apart
when there's no light to break up the dark
when the waves are flooding the shore
and I can't
find my way home anymore
that's when I look at You
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Speaking of 'yourself'

Huh
U thought that you're good
--really that good huh
Well I'll say, "eyh.I dnt think so"
Saying that you know almost everything
Love to do everything
Love yourself
..And stuff stuff stuff
Hey
Cmon
You are so beyond the boundaries
As if I don't know that what medium are you using
What material are you dealing with
Where,when.
Ow cmon
Pathetic you
Yes,you're being you
Such HYPOCRISY of YOURS
Huge applause
Huge applause
From me,I mean it
Sincerely
But,don't put too much proud eyh
Cause I know that you're actually not THAT GOOD at all
--again
Such bitch

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All time sleeper!

This is Lekir.
I'll show u guys more of my cats soon.

FYI,all of cat of the house are male.
... and I love 'em dearly and lovingly.
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Tiberium War is on baby!

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Our breakfast for today by Mom <3

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so homey and comfy

well,hello and assalamualaikum u guys
how's your day.
it's been a while i havent update my blog.
haih *sigh*


now,im home
back in kota bharu
there's no place like home
im so happy to be home
seeing my brothers and baby sister
mom and baba
my cats
such happiness


homey and very comfy
miss home so mush as i havent been home for quite a while


... and i also can online using our PC
it's been a while also *haih*  =.=
my BearyBeck been driving me crazy lately
updating can be so much easier wt it
so,i was like...using lappy or PC...?
--naaaah.no time
so many to do,so lil timma
with the new version of UberTwitter,UberTwitter 7
arghhh,so convenient.


back at home,mom bought a brand new PC
im so turned-on by the new PC
20-inch LG wide LCD monitor


but,im going back tomorrow
----already.
boring.
but that's it.
"kerja tak boleh tinggal"

x x x x

.beck.

cheese and fries!

as i said;

“Friday,i’ll be over you”

Monday Tuesday we were cool
Wednesday I found out bout you 
caught my heart by telling lies
you weren’t what you advertised 
but silly me to believe
I was unique 
when I’m there you put on a show
you gotta go
cuz whats true about you?
who are you when I’m gone?
wanting to be with you
don’t know what I was on 
yah you got me to forget me 
so,it’s friday and I’ll be over you

let's see who want u when im gone.

VICTORY,but im gloomy and glum

what a great Monday

for the first time ever,im loving my Monday

Chelsea won over Arsenal 2-0

New Orleans Saints won over Indianapolis Colts

but lately im shaking quite often

[xkan la Parkinsons kot ha-ha]

while im on my scooter or driving

i felt that my body is shaking

not feeling well

and sometimes felt very exhausted

perhaps this is because of the weather

but,i dont know

......

as for zul and i,

lately im not seeing him much

bored of him perhaps

i ask him to not to bother me

...and im also been quite messy lately

feels like i want each and every person in

my life to stay away from me in a moment

x x x x

cake of the week

gonna bake a cheesecake again this weekend

this time gonna be chocolate cheesecake

gonna give each Liza and Amir a slice of it

coz i owe them hehe

am posting this recipe as eid requested for it

and im so gonna tag him later

so here's the recipe

very simple and easy

CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE

>THE BASE

125g digestive biscuits

60g butter

1 tablespoon cocoa

>THE FILLING

175g dark chocolate, chopped small

500g Philadelphia cream cheese

150g caster sugar

1 tablespoon Bird’s custard powder

3 large eggs

3 large egg yolks

150ml sour cream (or just use a 142ml pot)

1/2 teaspoon cocoa, dissolved in 1 tablespoon hot water

>THE GLAZE (OPTIONAL)

75g dark chocolate, finely chopped

125ml double cream

1 teaspoon golden syrup

STEPS;

1.	To make the base, process the biscuits to make rough crumbs and then add the butter and cocoa.
2.	Process again until it makes damp, clumping crumbs and then tip them into a 23cm springform tin. Press the biscuit crumbs into the bottom of the tin to make an even base and put into the freezer while you make the filling.
3.	Preheat the oven to gas mark 4/180ºC. Put a kettle on to boil. Melt the chocolate either in a microwave or double boiler, and set aside to cool slightly.
4.	Beat the cream cheese to soften it, and then add the sugar and custard powder, beating again to combine. Beat in the whole eggs and then the yolks, and the sour cream. Finally add the cocoa dissolved in hot water and the melted chocolate, and mix to a smooth batter.
5.	Take the springform tin out of the freezer and line the outside of the tin with a good layer of clingfilm, and then another layer of strong foil over that. This will protect it from the water bath.
6.	Sit the springform tin in a roasting pan and pour in the cheesecake filling. Fill the roasting pan with just-boiled water to come about halfway up the cake tin, and bake in the oven for 45 minutes to an hour. The top of the cheesecake should be set, but the underneath should still have a wobble to it.

7.

Peel away the foil and clingfilm wrapping and sit the cheesecake in its tin on a rack to cool. Put in the fridge once it’s no longer hot, and leave to set, covered with clingfilm, overnight. Let it lose its chill before unspringing the cheesecake to serve.

8.

To make the chocolate glaze, very gently melt the chopped chocolate, cream and syrup. When the chocolate has nearly melted, take off the heat and whisk it to a smooth sauce. Let it cool a little, and then Jackson Pollock it over the chocolate cheesecake on its serving plate. Use the remaining glaze as an accompanying sauce. here are feedbacks that im pretty sure,im gonna get. "beck buat blog dia jadi blog masakmasak lagi" by hyde ben basiran x x x x