such fanta-bulous ri-donk-culous feeling ^^

Good day, good day everyone.

I feel so freshen up today. Such feelings that only boost me up when I had a fabulous kick start in the morning

Ha-ha.

So, something came up yesterday. I went out with Salsya. Accompany her to “buka puasa”, since she’s fasting for the month of Syaaban. I even had both my onichi and bro taufiq with me yesterday coz onichi need to be at the JKR HQ for her ‘lapor diri’. They both stayed at my house the night before, coz they arrived from Kuantan at half past 1 in the middle of the night.

Well, I went out with salsya. I picked her up with my lovely Scootie Mootie at Mahallah Aminah coz she didn’t want me to bother my self to Mahallah Halimah. So, we cruised together as salsya brought her own helmet which she borrowed from a friend of her, to Alpha Angle Wangsa Maju. Salsya’s the one that decided to go there. So, as we arrived, I kindly ask her to accompany me to the salon first as I want to blow dry my hair … and she said YES! Hehe (thanks,Salsya~!) I was so satisfied with my hair coz the blow dry only cost me 15bucks! , and it’s fabulous. We went to F.O.S, guy’s dept., lady’s dept. , those lil stalls that sells baju kurung … easy to say, we wandered all over the Alpha Angle while waiting for the azan Maghrib so that salsya can ‘buka puasa’. Not forgetting PDI and Padini Authentic, SEED etc. I did try on some Levi’s thou, but I didn’t buy it (… yet~!)Ha-ha and I will get my hands on ‘em. Sooner. We got ourselves some good clothes also cute garments yesterday … also some gorgeous inner wears ha-ha ^^. After we finished with our shopping and stuffs, we headed straight to Mr. Teppanyaki to grab something to eat and also to ‘buka puasa’ (salsya)… we eat, drink, chat, laugh and giggle then, we continued with some shopping more, and at about 10.15p.m. we headed back to IIUM… and as I feel so tired so-so-so veryvery super tired, I decided to have a sleepover at salsya’s place. As actually salysa invited me to stay for one night at the first place and I thought that was a fantastic idea. So, I stayed. hi-hi ^^

salsya's room at Blok F,room4.5. never been to any IIUM's hostel before. Well,it's cute.smaller than UTM's eventhou we shared our room for 2,at the very least we got our very own toilet.IIUM's toilet located just like school's,outside the rooms and sharing with other floor members. but,well...different universities,different styles aight? haha. whatever.

we had chats, meet some of her roomates,we watched the Maid Of Honor while slurp-ing Starbuck's Coffee Jelly frapp with extraextra caramel syrup and extra whipped cream that i bought before we went back to IIUM.such moments. so good to be with salsya.her friends's are nice.

maybe, we will have another sleep over again at IIUM he-he

and Salsya,i had a very great time.love ya!

well,we do just wanna hv fun~!

aheh,hey y'all~!!
miss blogging so so so muuachs
sorry guys and girls for not putting and posting latest
entries here
hehe been quite supersuper extraextra busybusy these two three days

>>pretty sad actually coz i cnt be in kelantan to join my girls a 'lil' gathering at tRex's house
>>lepak with salsya for couple of hours at Mahallah Halimatus Saadiah,IIUM
>>miss salsya alot thou...
>>went to few places during the weekends to do some SHOPPING, [ngeee~ :D]
>>got brand new GUESS handbag,La Senza's LOLA&COCO Nightshirts
>>also i was thinking to give nasrin's bday present that i've been puting up on hold for such quite a moment since her birthday...
>>...and it will happen this saturday,(insyaallah~).
>>miss tRex,iena and razan so so much.
>>something came up between me and my best-Est friend ever.
>>i did cried for a whole night
>>got new CAPECOD's apparels
>>cnt wait to buy brand new jeans...fwaaah~
>>SERVICE-d my scootie dear mootie already.

• brand new pairs of tires
• brake including landing brakes
• cable setting
  
• gear oil
• license renewal
• black seat cover.... p/s:no more white
• seat bracket ...fixed already.YEAH!
  

i was pretty messed up these twothree days and i am now try to catch each and every pieces of me now. dhla boros etc. byk shopshopshop plak tu. time and self management sume minusminus.bknnye plusplus nk jd baik.haih~but u guys dnt worry.i still miss u all and.

updating...teet...teet

gawsh...u girls and guys wont kill me rite?.....for these
dnt worry i'll make these up for all of u
i'll try to post latest entry of all
miss u all so so muuuachs~!!

D.E.A.T.H

death...for me is pain

lots of pain
pain as for those whom i love or we love and care
will suffer
.. mourning the death
of their loved one

I'd never given much thought to how I would die...
But dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go.

a moment worth remember;june28,2009

 

‘ssup!

Good day fellow readers. Especially my followers. Nothing much doing today.

I met my best friend. Such a while haven’t seen each other. About couple of months I supposed. Lots of things we talked about. Well, since lots of things have been going around then. Minum minum at a maple, Restoran Siti Zubaidah, located in Danau Kota.

 

 Hey .I know you’ll be reading this ha-ha since you’re a frequent reader and kind of a blogger too...or maybe not

 

Thanks for buying me drinks today. Great to have you back. I meant, seeing you. ‘cause it’s really weird for not seeing you sometimes. Felt like I’m losing quarter of me ghee :D. Moreover, since haven’t heard much about you, from you yourself. And since there so much of a few about you I heard from couples of friend of mine and also from a friend of a friend of a friend and of a friend of mine blah blah blah and it goes on and on and on.

Duuuh~ it’s like people don’t have spine of their own

 

So, not much to tell. I stayed home and haven’t been out ‘till kuengg called. So, rains quite heavy and thank god I’m not soaking wet. Thinking of seeing zul today but… guess not.

so bored

^_^

such entry to post

unbelievable

it's been like months i'd left my blog un-updated

my~

i'm a total wreck

blog is gonna be mad at me ngehe

anyways...

lots of stuffs going on

my onichi got married

...she's going to move into a new house in BIM [Bandar Indera Mahkota], no longer been staying in Tanjung Lumpur

my baby brother,ADIB, got to continue his 1st degree in UUM

congrats lil bro!!

...mom and baba's heading to sintok first thing in the morning to send him over for registration and stuffs++

abang will be staying home,taking care for other baby siblings for their school while waiting to be posted somewhere somehow to be a REAL teacher haha...and while waiting for his convocation day .. way to go Abang.

hurm...

more stories will be posted soon

hehe i know u guys miss me a lot

but,kind of tired and a bit busy here

dnt worry

my enthusiasm to online stuffs still in here [while menepuk2 dada haha :DD ]

tomorrow going to watch Transformers 2:Revenge Of The Fallen

hahahaha

cant wait

i need to sleep early

tomorrow Transformers at 3.30pm

but got game at 10a.m.

BOWLINGs... at sunway.

so,need to wake up early

nanyte everyone

v(^_^)

yesterday and the day before yesterday

heyya~!!

haha well good day everyone

nothing much to talk about here

the day before yesterday...

i made some vanilla french toasts

so yummy nyumm nyumm...

while tasting the pinch of vanilla that melt together with the sweetness of milk and splattered egg...

..... (T.T) i miss my mom's very own homemade french toast

haaaa~

miss u la mom.

can't wait to be home again

when i was lil,mom just love to make french toast every morning

awwww~ reminiscing while craving

this is my very own vanilla french toast haha

.... oke. there.settled

meanwhile this one took place on yesterday 

ngeee~

i went to IIUM,Gombak

headed to Mahallah Halimatus Saadiah

pick up Salsyabilla a.k.a. Salsya

get her out from the tense of studies and anything in between about IIUM

[ hahahahaha :DD ]

we went to Old Town White Coffee at Platinum Walk,Danau Kota

chit and chat and chit and chat

giggling and schmoozing hak3~

then i sent her back to IIUM at about 10.45p.m.

i'm planning to hang out again with her soon

maybe heading towards Masjid Jamek 'coz she would like to show me lots of pretty shawls and tudung 

weee~

cant wait.

and not to forget

we did watched P.U.S.H yesterday at The Mid Valley's GSC

really love the action by Dakota Fanning.

i heart u dakota

mmmmuachs :DD

don't thank me

dear friend,

i do not know how to explain about all these

but i do know some things

we care about what people say all the time about us

about u,your friend,your family or anything all around u...

...thou u said that u didn't care,but u actually did

well yes,we just love to hear all the good things about us

but do bare in mind friend,

if u said that the friend who love to say those

good things and praise u 24-7,was your best friend

well u got that wrong,totally

good friend won't always say the greatness of you

they are those who care and stick with you whenever u need 'em

they dare to scold u,stop u to do some stuffs sometimes

dare u to say that i betray and left our friendship etc.

u are the one who didn't realize the pureness and sincerity i put

in our friendship

i try to care u on my best,take u as my to priority

try to not to hurt u

but,u should have know that life is actually not that sweet and wonderful at all

there are bitterness and things that lacking

i try to make u happy as i could

but i guess u just don't realize that and u seems didn't care at all

but still,if you need me.

hit me.

i am still be here for u whenever u need me

i do know i am not perfect,but i try to be one

i always keep our friendship held high

hope that we'll last .

keep thinking ... and thinking

see, i got nothing much to do today

so,i made some pancakes to fill my boring-ness

pheew~

my stack of pancakes

pancakes also feel so alone sometimes... just like me

satellite view of my stack

being

aaaah,being home is the best

got mom,baba and everyone with me haha

... but not to forget,onichi's preparation

for what?hahahaha

it's for her big day

my onichi's getting married

we've started the preparation since the day

she got engaged

my, oh my

lots of work needs to be done

since i arrived home here,in kelantan..here are my do's

haha

yesterday... went to the furniture plaza to help onichi

and mom to pick onichi's new bedroom set for her 'new' room

then we went to 3 bridal houses to pick the best 'singgahsana' thou our kenduri will be like just simple XD

... not to forget make-up and outfits for the bride and grooms

lots and lots of things need to settle

i even drove mom to the hardware and tiles shop to order new tiles since we do renovate 45% of our house and also enlarge with additional two rooms.

hehehe can't wait

here are some snap snap of what we're having during these 2,3 days

at Small Garden,Kuantan

so reds!

tengku lelyna was here with us as well

the bride a.k.a my ONICHI

me me me

haih~ while at the bridal house,her project manager called

work work work

what to do

what happened to me...?

at Mega Lace,Kota Bharu

Small Garden's

Suzanne's Bridals

p/s: i might post the wedding invitations card soon in this page.... so, wait for it ah hehe

 

i had received an award

hihihi got an award from teha.

ngeeee~!

so,i'm so very very grateful to her for giving me this award.

yuhuuu~!

let's do this

omigosh omigosh

can't wait to be home

to see my family and brothers and sisters

i miss 'em so so much

haha

"you can change your hair

you can change your clothes

you can your mind 

'coz that's the way it goes

you can say goodbye, you can say hello

but you're always find the way back home...

you can change your style 

you can change your dream

you can laugh and cry

but everybody knows

you will always find your way back home"

exactly, i'll always find my way back home

ok.

here it is

me and my onichi got everything prepared

at about 7 p.m. we begin our journey

hehe...

but before that,we went to Cat Centre at

Jln Beserah, owned by our beloved Dr. Jawahir,

a very kind-hearted vet to buy Hill's Science Plan Feline Adult Tuna 

as for kakaaang. Lyna will come and get the pack as

we are quite rushing so that we won't arrive too late 

we also stopped by the Mc Donald's Drive-Thru Telok Chempedak to grab

something to eat cause onichi was like  so annoying complaining that

she's so hungry.

ok then,we ordered one large set of McChicken and regular set

of Double Cheese Burger with iced Milo and Coca cola.

then we received one chocolate sundae as McD's appreciation 

to Drive-Thru users hahaha.whatever.i like it.

first 2hours,onichi was driving....until 8.45 p.m. she asked

me to take over the car as she said that her shoulder's hurt so bad

so,we pulled over by the road...and i took over

 we really didn't expected that it's gonna rain last night

in the beginning,the rain did showered quite a few drops

then about 5mins later,it was a huge splash

i can't believe it

onichi was sleeping like a baby...i supposed

cause i saw her was so quiet and calm

and then she did asked me wether i'm ok or not

i said,i'm ok [thou my eyes was quite blurred and i'm actually rabun haha]

but i was actually really am okay

still can see hehe

during the heavy shower, there are lightnings all over the sky

quite scarred sometimes but,

.... i do feel grateful to Allah and the lightnings

cause it could help me to see better as the lightning stroke

hihi...

so,as i drove along the night... i changed the radio station from Hitz.fm to

TraxxFM. . . and again, i couldn't believe it, TraxxFM aired most of the song

from my favorites haha. thanks TraxxFM...maybe Traxx do knew that

in my onichi's car there's none of her CDs are great with good songs haha

oh gosh,the rain was so heavy and thick

so we stopped at a Petronas gas station in Bandar Permaisuri

as the weather is getting cold and colder, we really need the toilet haha

...and i again, continuing my drive to kelantan

we arrived at about 11.30 p.m. and been welcomed warmly

by my sibling

so very happy to be home

...yet,so tired and felt like i was totally drained

sleep time after that

zzzz...

my meal

haaaaa~

this one posted for fazmee

haha as he just love to look at my meal i ate.

i just dont know why.

i supposed he just like to eat,maybe

fuzz,i know you're reading this haha

enough about fazmee

here,about today

i do nothing.

haven't start my study on control systems yet

but,i WILL

dnt worry

here

i woke up at 11a.m. today

haha

i got up, preparing my brunch

i had my banana pancakes today

yum yumm yummy~

and for lunch

which i'm having now while posting this entry

is...

green and red coral salads with beef sausages+chicken fingers

simple one

i use no salad dressing

'coz i've forgot to buy one

my previous french salad dressing is already empty

uh?got chicken?

YEAH,i know, i'm allergic to chicken

but it's ok,i got my pills ready haha

so,reddish rashes... go AWAY~!!

 as for tonite's dinner and supper

i dont know what to cook yet

mybe i'll figure about that sooner

when i'm hungry :D

this ain't a fairytale

oh gosh.

so very tired today

lots of stuff going on

went everywhere including

The Mid Valley, Vista Angkasa etc.

some shops, some games,

some training, some pizzas,

some chit chats,some love

...and so MUCH fun!!

haha~!

i need to go to sleep now

taaaa everyone

hey~

hihi morning everyone.

just woke up actually.

no no no. not really '..just'

i woke up at 8 a.m. today

so,i guess i did not "just woke up" la haha

anyways....

i've had my shower and ciksu told me

that there's my nasi kerabu in the kitchen

thanks,ciksu hehe :)

so,my breakfast today is 

nasi kerabu with nescafe 3 in 1+2 sachets of creamer

best nye.

i'm planning to read all my notes altogether on

data communication today

but,i'm not that sure.

since i'm already at chapter 9 so,

i guess i can do that haha (U.U)v

that's all for this morning.

taaa~

there's a moment in time ...*sigh*

i got 6 miscalls from zul last night

saying that he barely able

to breath.

i don't know what had happened

because, i was technically

already asleep at that time

it was 3.45 a.m., so very early in the morning

even the bird still having nap at this moment

he said that he did called

but i didn't picked up

he thought that i don't want him anymore

well,actually... YES

haha

so, this morning he came

absolutely UNINVITED force me to go out with him

haiya, whatever. i said that i have never had

such people forcing me that way and

i haven't had my bath yet. but he insisted

so, i asked him to wait for about half and hour

so that i could prepare myself... since i just woke up

duuh~

so, the story begin

he said that last night while he arrived home

which i don't know at what time

but, i'm very sure late

he read messages from me saying that:

don't look out for me anymore

i'm fed up with you, everything about you and etc.

go find someone else better bla bla bla . . .

he said at that time, was like can't really breath well

he was like gasping for air

so, he decided to go to some clinic nearby

but no clinic opened at that kind of time

so zul drove to HUKM and ask for check ups

the doctor said that: 

u haven't had enough rest lately

in fact, u're working in a fully air-conditioned office

and that puts you exposed to dehydration and tiredness

doc got him sent to an area referring as

"ruang bantuan oksigen" 

in my own words,

where he had been put oxygen mask

for about some moments

when he done,

he went home.

that's it.

he said nobody know about this

except for

ME

hurm... well, i want him to find someone who's

a better person to take care of him. i am not able to do that.

'cos i'm naughty. love to play around, rude, i'm bad etc.

he used to barely able to breath before this

many times

at that time, i know that this is serious

my mom did asked me to tell zul to tell his family

but,he just

DIDN'T

dunno...mom said,i can never let my son be like that

look at your abang, chah. almost every week i called him

i can never let my son be alone, even any of my child

i replied:

i don't know mom, sometimes i just don't understand life

well,zul

no matter what happen

i will try to help you ... in many ways

maybe we can just be friends

u know how i care about my friends right

so, it's ok for us to be friends

may 1st oredi

ngeee~!!
month of may is approaching
ooops...no no no.not approaching
it's already may the 1st
silly billy lilly becky me.
*haih*
well may the 1st is widely known as the
Labour Day here in Malaysia
so, i guess everyone deserves
a day off today
but i believe there are some
job out there that need no rest and day-off
pity pity pity

and one more important thing
may the 1st is happen to be my lil bro, ADIB's
birthday!!! ya ya ya!

well well well
look who we have here
it's ADIB.
just finish his foundation year
which he was actually
a student of Pahang Matriculation College
that situated in Gambang
Congratz bro.kakak believe your pointer
will be the bestest hihihi
accouting is your expertise right
ngeee~!!


//adib and kakaaang~//




so, to ADIB
happy 19th Birthday to you
kakak will always pray for your success
you know that kakak do love you
no matter what
we'll together for ever
if there's anything that adib need from kakak
adib know what to do right
adib always know kakak best
haha...we are the survivor in online games since years
yeah,that's the spirit!!
haha play online games from mid-day till 7am
...and also until our laptop blacked out haha



//look at us,while we're lil...the one that's not cute was kakak and u're so adorable..//



//look at u and mom...happy grilling haha//




kakak just love us (>.<)
so,adib remember Allah will be with us
and we shall never forget Allah.
dont ever loosen up with our family
we love us,OK!

when kakak reach home,i'll baked u huge cake oke! (n,n)v
...or maybe we'll buy one =P
*mmmmuachx*