being

aaaah,being home is the best

got mom,baba and everyone with me haha

... but not to forget,onichi's preparation

for what?hahahaha

it's for her big day

my onichi's getting married

we've started the preparation since the day

she got engaged

my, oh my

lots of work needs to be done

since i arrived home here,in kelantan..here are my do's

haha

yesterday... went to the furniture plaza to help onichi

and mom to pick onichi's new bedroom set for her 'new' room

then we went to 3 bridal houses to pick the best 'singgahsana' thou our kenduri will be like just simple XD

... not to forget make-up and outfits for the bride and grooms

lots and lots of things need to settle

i even drove mom to the hardware and tiles shop to order new tiles since we do renovate 45% of our house and also enlarge with additional two rooms.

hehehe can't wait

here are some snap snap of what we're having during these 2,3 days

at Small Garden,Kuantan

so reds!

tengku lelyna was here with us as well

the bride a.k.a my ONICHI

me me me

haih~ while at the bridal house,her project manager called

work work work

what to do

what happened to me...?

at Mega Lace,Kota Bharu

Small Garden's

Suzanne's Bridals

p/s: i might post the wedding invitations card soon in this page.... so, wait for it ah hehe

 

i had received an award

hihihi got an award from teha.

ngeeee~!

so,i'm so very very grateful to her for giving me this award.

yuhuuu~!

let's do this

omigosh omigosh

can't wait to be home

to see my family and brothers and sisters

i miss 'em so so much

haha

"you can change your hair

you can change your clothes

you can your mind 

'coz that's the way it goes

you can say goodbye, you can say hello

but you're always find the way back home...

you can change your style 

you can change your dream

you can laugh and cry

but everybody knows

you will always find your way back home"

exactly, i'll always find my way back home

ok.

here it is

me and my onichi got everything prepared

at about 7 p.m. we begin our journey

hehe...

but before that,we went to Cat Centre at

Jln Beserah, owned by our beloved Dr. Jawahir,

a very kind-hearted vet to buy Hill's Science Plan Feline Adult Tuna 

as for kakaaang. Lyna will come and get the pack as

we are quite rushing so that we won't arrive too late 

we also stopped by the Mc Donald's Drive-Thru Telok Chempedak to grab

something to eat cause onichi was like  so annoying complaining that

she's so hungry.

ok then,we ordered one large set of McChicken and regular set

of Double Cheese Burger with iced Milo and Coca cola.

then we received one chocolate sundae as McD's appreciation 

to Drive-Thru users hahaha.whatever.i like it.

first 2hours,onichi was driving....until 8.45 p.m. she asked

me to take over the car as she said that her shoulder's hurt so bad

so,we pulled over by the road...and i took over

 we really didn't expected that it's gonna rain last night

in the beginning,the rain did showered quite a few drops

then about 5mins later,it was a huge splash

i can't believe it

onichi was sleeping like a baby...i supposed

cause i saw her was so quiet and calm

and then she did asked me wether i'm ok or not

i said,i'm ok [thou my eyes was quite blurred and i'm actually rabun haha]

but i was actually really am okay

still can see hehe

during the heavy shower, there are lightnings all over the sky

quite scarred sometimes but,

.... i do feel grateful to Allah and the lightnings

cause it could help me to see better as the lightning stroke

hihi...

so,as i drove along the night... i changed the radio station from Hitz.fm to

TraxxFM. . . and again, i couldn't believe it, TraxxFM aired most of the song

from my favorites haha. thanks TraxxFM...maybe Traxx do knew that

in my onichi's car there's none of her CDs are great with good songs haha

oh gosh,the rain was so heavy and thick

so we stopped at a Petronas gas station in Bandar Permaisuri

as the weather is getting cold and colder, we really need the toilet haha

...and i again, continuing my drive to kelantan

we arrived at about 11.30 p.m. and been welcomed warmly

by my sibling

so very happy to be home

...yet,so tired and felt like i was totally drained

sleep time after that

zzzz...

my meal

haaaaa~

this one posted for fazmee

haha as he just love to look at my meal i ate.

i just dont know why.

i supposed he just like to eat,maybe

fuzz,i know you're reading this haha

enough about fazmee

here,about today

i do nothing.

haven't start my study on control systems yet

but,i WILL

dnt worry

here

i woke up at 11a.m. today

haha

i got up, preparing my brunch

i had my banana pancakes today

yum yumm yummy~

and for lunch

which i'm having now while posting this entry

is...

green and red coral salads with beef sausages+chicken fingers

simple one

i use no salad dressing

'coz i've forgot to buy one

my previous french salad dressing is already empty

uh?got chicken?

YEAH,i know, i'm allergic to chicken

but it's ok,i got my pills ready haha

so,reddish rashes... go AWAY~!!

 as for tonite's dinner and supper

i dont know what to cook yet

mybe i'll figure about that sooner

when i'm hungry :D

this ain't a fairytale

oh gosh.

so very tired today

lots of stuff going on

went everywhere including

The Mid Valley, Vista Angkasa etc.

some shops, some games,

some training, some pizzas,

some chit chats,some love

...and so MUCH fun!!

haha~!

i need to go to sleep now

taaaa everyone

hey~

hihi morning everyone.

just woke up actually.

no no no. not really '..just'

i woke up at 8 a.m. today

so,i guess i did not "just woke up" la haha

anyways....

i've had my shower and ciksu told me

that there's my nasi kerabu in the kitchen

thanks,ciksu hehe :)

so,my breakfast today is 

nasi kerabu with nescafe 3 in 1+2 sachets of creamer

best nye.

i'm planning to read all my notes altogether on

data communication today

but,i'm not that sure.

since i'm already at chapter 9 so,

i guess i can do that haha (U.U)v

that's all for this morning.

taaa~

there's a moment in time ...*sigh*

i got 6 miscalls from zul last night

saying that he barely able

to breath.

i don't know what had happened

because, i was technically

already asleep at that time

it was 3.45 a.m., so very early in the morning

even the bird still having nap at this moment

he said that he did called

but i didn't picked up

he thought that i don't want him anymore

well,actually... YES

haha

so, this morning he came

absolutely UNINVITED force me to go out with him

haiya, whatever. i said that i have never had

such people forcing me that way and

i haven't had my bath yet. but he insisted

so, i asked him to wait for about half and hour

so that i could prepare myself... since i just woke up

duuh~

so, the story begin

he said that last night while he arrived home

which i don't know at what time

but, i'm very sure late

he read messages from me saying that:

don't look out for me anymore

i'm fed up with you, everything about you and etc.

go find someone else better bla bla bla . . .

he said at that time, was like can't really breath well

he was like gasping for air

so, he decided to go to some clinic nearby

but no clinic opened at that kind of time

so zul drove to HUKM and ask for check ups

the doctor said that: 

u haven't had enough rest lately

in fact, u're working in a fully air-conditioned office

and that puts you exposed to dehydration and tiredness

doc got him sent to an area referring as

"ruang bantuan oksigen" 

in my own words,

where he had been put oxygen mask

for about some moments

when he done,

he went home.

that's it.

he said nobody know about this

except for

ME

hurm... well, i want him to find someone who's

a better person to take care of him. i am not able to do that.

'cos i'm naughty. love to play around, rude, i'm bad etc.

he used to barely able to breath before this

many times

at that time, i know that this is serious

my mom did asked me to tell zul to tell his family

but,he just

DIDN'T

dunno...mom said,i can never let my son be like that

look at your abang, chah. almost every week i called him

i can never let my son be alone, even any of my child

i replied:

i don't know mom, sometimes i just don't understand life

well,zul

no matter what happen

i will try to help you ... in many ways

maybe we can just be friends

u know how i care about my friends right

so, it's ok for us to be friends

may 1st oredi

ngeee~!!
month of may is approaching
ooops...no no no.not approaching
it's already may the 1st
silly billy lilly becky me.
*haih*
well may the 1st is widely known as the
Labour Day here in Malaysia
so, i guess everyone deserves
a day off today
but i believe there are some
job out there that need no rest and day-off
pity pity pity

and one more important thing
may the 1st is happen to be my lil bro, ADIB's
birthday!!! ya ya ya!

well well well
look who we have here
it's ADIB.
just finish his foundation year
which he was actually
a student of Pahang Matriculation College
that situated in Gambang
Congratz bro.kakak believe your pointer
will be the bestest hihihi
accouting is your expertise right
ngeee~!!


//adib and kakaaang~//




so, to ADIB
happy 19th Birthday to you
kakak will always pray for your success
you know that kakak do love you
no matter what
we'll together for ever
if there's anything that adib need from kakak
adib know what to do right
adib always know kakak best
haha...we are the survivor in online games since years
yeah,that's the spirit!!
haha play online games from mid-day till 7am
...and also until our laptop blacked out haha



//look at us,while we're lil...the one that's not cute was kakak and u're so adorable..//



//look at u and mom...happy grilling haha//




kakak just love us (>.<)
so,adib remember Allah will be with us
and we shall never forget Allah.
dont ever loosen up with our family
we love us,OK!

when kakak reach home,i'll baked u huge cake oke! (n,n)v
...or maybe we'll buy one =P
*mmmmuachx*

it's raining and i'm a bit bored

yes,it is raining outside while this entry is posted. 

i am having this lame feeling, my mind starts to creep in a very slow mode, small and tiny paces, going no where.

what am i going to do today??

well, i think i can take a nap for a while.. no no no no. a big 'no-no' over there because i rarely sleep at daytime because it can cause a total headache when i woke up. 

so, turn on the tv. haaa, merah puteh is  airing haha. 

that drama do reminds me of khay, who told me she fell in love with merah... kah kah kah. khay that's funny. khay, i will help you to get up if you 'fell' again. 

funny funny.

 

had a great chat in YM [Yahoo! Massenger] with hanif, my lil bro. 

miss my family so much.

i guess i should stop now.

since, i'm kinda lack of idea now

so,tata

have a pleasant Wednesday everyone!!

dem,ros...i'll get my hand on u hahaha!! [laugh like a monster while rubbing my big tummy]

i post this entry in english as usual Bahasa to someone called ROS;evil ROS:

         mentang mentangla awak dh abes exam kan...awak suke je nk  wat saye jealous kan. tape tape.UTM Skudai memang cenggitu. siap la. saye punye exam pon dah nak abes. bila exam saye dah abes, tau la saye ape nak buat. terutamanye terhadap cik ros nazira,anak encik jamili serta puan mak [nama sudah lupa hek3~]. 

awak nampak tak muke saye tu cik ros, berdenyut denyut taw tgk awak dah abes exam. dah la,dah.pegi prepare pape yang patut,pegi kemas barang barang awak, pegi draw encik duit banyak banyka, beli tiket,,,balik KL sepantas mungkin [w'pon saye tau awk mmg akan balik esk ngeheheh :D] 

balik cepat. ngehehe.... [sambil bermuka licik..].nnt dah sampai KL,kirim salam kat puan MAK ye.

dah dah dah ....saye mau continue kembali ke alam STUDY saye  ...haih,penatnye arini study.  canni gaye boleh tertido nih. lagi 2paper beck..saba saba. the time will come.

takpe takpe. hari ni, hari freedom ros. minggu depan, beck punya freedom. muahahahahaha~!!!!

semoga saye akan study dengan sekeras kerasnye, tapi harap harap xmati keras cnni hahahaa :))

u guys...try this :D

my family and i do enjoy pancakes very much no matter during breakfast, brunch, lunch, [so many to list down] or even dinner. so here, i published one of my pancake recipes. it's so easy that everybody could try. go ahead. you'll love it. 

banana pancakes

• 3 large eggs, preferably free-range or organic
• 115g plain flour or all purpose flour
• 1 teaspoon baking powder
• 140ml milk (i prefer full cream)
• a pinch of salt
• 2 knobs of butter
• 3 tablespoons caster sugar
• 4 bananas
• crème fraîche,or fresh cream to serve on top

serving for 6 

oke,here:

Separate the eggs, putting the whites into one bowl and the yolks into another.

Combine the plain flour, baking powder and milk with the egg yolks and mix until it forms a smooth, thick batter. 

As for the white,whisk with the salt until they form stiff peaks. 

Fold the whites into the batter – it is now ready to use. Heat a non-stick frying pan over a moderate heat.

Pour some batter into the non-stick frying pan and fry for a couple of minutes until it starts to look golden and firm. Loosen with a spatula and turn or flip the pancake over. 

Continue frying until golden. 

Melt the butter and sugar in a separate pan over a low heat until they form a caramel sauce – about 3 mins.

Peel and cut the bananas lengthways, add them to the pan and cook gently until they are golden, turning after a few minutes. You might need to alter the cooking time slightly, depending on how ripe your bananas are. Serve them on the pancakes topped with a good spoonful of crème fraîche or fresh cream... or maybe whipped cream[PERFECT~!!].

paper the fourth

got PLC today at 2.30pm

gotta go

fully prepared for it

wish me luck!!

its flip flap,not flip flop haha (^,^)

this is flip flap.

a present which i gave to my dearest aunt,ciksu :)

for her birthday on recently april the 11th,2209

hope she really likes it.

flip flap could flap its two lil cute leaves

solar powered and best suit in car

so adorable~ *wink*

happy birthday ciksu!

It's harder than it looks!

Rules:  Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. 

They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : beck 

2. A four letter word : b.e.s.t 

3. A boy's name : bryant 

4. A girl's name : becca 

5. An occupation : baker 

6. A color : burgundy 

7. Something you'll wear: bra top 

8. A food : bread 

9. Something found in the bathroom: body butter 

10. A place : bubu long beach 

11. A reason for being late : baru bangun~! 

12. Something you'd shout : blah ar~!! 

13. A movie title : bring it on! 

14. Something you drink : berry punch 

15. A musical group : blink 182 

16. An animal : bat 

17. A street name : bangsar[jln. bangsar] 

18. A type of car : Bentley Continental GTC 

19. Title of a song : breathe no more by evanescence

here i wanna tag

• farah nadzirah [new blogger,visit her blog oke :D  just click on her name]
• serra shahira
• maira.adreanna
• quen SIDEKICK 
• chah
• yarn.dart
• djohn_zul
• ROSNAZIRAJAMILI

lately...~

its been a while i havent put myself in my kitchen

well, i went home to kelantan last saturday

but before that im at kuantan

staying at onichi's

hurm...

so,while in kelantan did i went to the kitchen

...sometimes haha

i do make some pancakes during

breakfast for my family :)
miss u,kitchen so much

now,i got my lil sis,syakirah with me
she followed me to KL since...
...she passed her driving test and now she's a driver
[eleh...like i care.ngeh3~]

few days past,we went to klcc to watch
PAUL BLART:Mall Cop..total hillarious haha :))
and we also did grab a minute
to Kinokuniya and i found this book
haha.hit me if u guys have opinion about this book
by just looking at the picture

...Skinny Bitch in The Kitch...
the title was inviting and thank god i didnt bought it haha
:D



and below are some of our adegans haha

...and this is syakirah..SPM leaver's everyone haha

p/s:we did bump into manap...and had quite a long chat with him while waiting for zul hik3... thanks manap for everything...
p/s:actually i did call my sidekick before that,but he didnt picked up.but maybe my mistakes for calling his maxis number.thou its ringing,maybe he's busy...or maybe...maybe he's no longer using that phone...maybe...*haih*

yeah,just kick up your heels

Life is just a party so come as you are.
Dress it up or dress it down, never forget your guitar.
Just be courageous, this styles contagious
Everyone can rock out like a superstar.

boom boom pow~!!

i just finished watching the Hannah Montana the movie red carpets[again...and again]
in the Radio Disney's website.
hosted by Ernie D and Jake
feel like wanna kill 'em both cause they're like
hanging out with my fav artists
awww man~
im gonna kill u guys both
there's

• Miley[of course],
• Billy Ray,
• Taylor Swift[Taylor,i cnt believe it...i heart u!],
• Emily Osment
• Mitchell Musso
• Jason Earles
• ...even Demi Lovato
• ...KSM too[love u girls so mmmuachs]
• Moises Arias[...RrrrriCo~]

u guys are so cute during the red carpet...i want Miley...i want hannah...i want to watch Hannah Montana the MOVIE so so so somuch~!!!

goosebumps~

aaaaaaah~
each and every day i've waited
everytime i tune in to Radio Disney
keep listening to Hannah Montana THE MOVIE's

• trailer on air
• Red Carpet's flashbacks
• soundtracks

1. taylor swift's crazier .....u lift my feet off the ground,spin me away,u make me crazier crazier
   
2. miley cyrus's the climb...aint about how fast i get there,aint about what's waiting on the other side...it's the climb
   
3. hannah montana's let's get crazy....Just be couragous, this styles contagious
   Everyone can rock out like a superstar...let's get crazy
   
4. miley cyrus's hoedown throwdown...boom boom clap boom de clap de clap
   
5. ...and many more [rascall flatts also available]

give me goosebumps...
cant wait cant wait cant wait


june,pls do come quick.

nothin much here :D

just a simple wish to this person...

happy 21st birthday to FARAH NADZIRAH LOKFI
she's turning into 21 today
on april 6th,2009
rite now facing her final exam
...i'll pray for yer success and i know u can do it
dont push yerself too hard ok,farah!
cheers~!
mmmuachss...

im so sleepy rite now.
i guess,its time to say goodnite
*lights off*

whoa~ cant wait...totally~!! |(U_U)|

well hello everyone out there!
haha i got something special today

as i listened to Radio Disney yesterday,
i found out that there was
Hannah Montana THE MOVIE premier screening.
There are Hannah Montana casts,red carpets etc.

here i put Hannah Montana THE MOVIE trailer.
enjoy u guys.



in cinemas starting this April10th
the worst part is i found out that
Hannah Montana THE MOVIE will out in Malaysia's
cinema in June. [aw,man~!]
i'll wait for u,hannah!

in my field of paper flower~

awww~
woke up late again...
*haih*
im so tired of waking up late
cause it could turn my yellow day to BLUE
gawsh,im tired of being a not-an-early-riser
missed my PLC class today.what a shame

this morning,about 9.17am..ciksu knocked my
door.she asked about my finals,and i told her
that finals havent started yet.but,coming soon
ish~!...butterflies butterflies
then she gave me a Japan Union Shopping
Company's(formerly known as JUSCO)
shopping bag.i asked her,"what's this".then she
replied,"a lil somethin somethin for u".i found
out there's a pink pyjamas big tee a.k.a nightshirt
in it.

p/s: i blacked out the price cos it's natha importante and i know
that u guys out there do aware about the price haha...


i cant believe it.so,i thanked her...and she said there's
Big Apple doughnuts as well in the box of 6 in the kitchen
with free coupons etc. again.thanking her.then she left
for work with her Vios.hurm...again.alone.looking for
my paper flower.so bored.woke amy's up.get my
morning shower.grab a bite of Big Apple's Iceberg
and a sip of my morning tea.

my senggugut is killing me,but nothin i can do.
just sit in silence.like a mute person.
....i miss my mom~