suggesting your suggestions

well it's been a while i havent update my blog.
ngaha!
so many things to do,so lil timma.
erm.. idk.
dont really know what to babble this time.
but i did went to Damansara today to see a good friend of mine.
*that is so out of topic*
but it does linked to what am i gonna ramble afterwards.
*pepandai la relate sendiri ho-ho*
so--
suggestions.
as here i say,making suggestions is like youre giving your opinions or giving out your idea or POV.
frankly said, the act of suggesting.
on the other hand,suggesting is like--
to serve as or to provide a motive for something.
which here you are kinda to offer a consideration or action to someone about or on something.
ya know.
so,if ure in like...suggesting things to a friend or someone,u should..
...like spill it in a proper way.
as if you say it in a non-proper way
or using such unsuitable tones,in a snap of fingers
it's no longer being called as suggesting your suggestions.
it might turn into like giving command or
making the person youre talking to,to do exactly what u ask them to do
and that's not good.
especially when u actually,let's say just want to make a conversation with them.
a simple conversation.
voice tones can change the pleasant conversation that ure having at that time.
thus,can decrease the interest of others while having the talk with u.
or worse,they refuse to listen to u anymoar!
u definitely dont want that right.
so,if ure honestly want to suggest a suggestion to someone on something,
do spill it in a good way.
or as haq said,in a mannered way.
if ure feeling uncomfortable with the person that ure having a conversation with,
do stop talking.
take a step away or just tell them that u hv something came up.
etc etc etc.
urghh.
puuuhlis derr.

sis! where have you been? :)

am just here dear. last Tuesday i just went to haf my Starbucks at JJ Maluri. the real Qs here is,where you have been fuzzy dear.havent heard bout u for quite sometimes ya know.

cmon,ask me. XD

slipped!

i know im wrong.

am very sorry for what ive done.

i know it hurt u.

hurt u a lot.

but u hv to understand me.

understand on why i did that.

u said i was being irresponsible.

i lied.

i ddnt say what am i supposed to say at that time.

again.

am sorry for what i did.

i ddnt mean to.

the last thing that i would do,is to break your heart.

pls be deep.

dig deep so that u can see what am trying to do here.

i know u hurt.

it hurt u so much that u cant even think about it.

i wont do it again. ever.

u can count on me.

pls.

i dont wanna be torn.

i know when i heard about that again,

i can tell how upset are u on me.

once again.

im so very truly sorry.

am thorned..?

maybe it's the thing i said

perhaps i should think properly before i speak

novel apa yang kamu rekemen untuk saya baca?

saye nak rekemen THE MORGANVILLE VAMPIRES.
u really should check it out.
awesome am telling yah!
tapi klau dh baca,saye malu la.ho-ho

cmon,ask me. XD

Beck,u knal i tak? LOL

ew~ u la the most cunning casanova ive ever known and ....unfortunately ive ever met.
blerghh..
get away from me
*ececece gaya pelakon gitu*

cmon,ask me. XD

hug philly untuk saya ya. muahx!

done! hugged already. we missed yah!

cmon,ask me. XD

Urghhh! Idiot.

Girl,
Ure such a backstabber.
Ou girl,
Ure such a shit-talker.
I know,at this level of age
I should mind my language and words usage when I speak
But,u make angry.
Am so pissed off that I can't control myself anymoar!


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Supergirl!

I'm super cool,super hot.
Living like a rockstar.
You think I'm super,you do think I'm super.
On the cover of your magazine.
Wherever I go they make a scene.
I'm super,super,I'm super-duper.
So you wanna be just like.
Think you wanna be just like me.
Everybody's watching me.
Never as easy as it seems.
To be super,super,to be super,Supergirl!


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hai beck ,kenal i ?haha

aih,klau xkenal u...mmg tipu la.hoho.the main Qs here is,knal beck tak. huehuehue :>

cmon,ask me. XD

syg sy x?hahaha.mcm menarik je tnye2 ni so nk try. :P

LOL. erm,ye.klau awk kwn sy..semestinya saya SAYANG awk :>

cmon,ask me. XD

aqpe perubahan yang berlaku pada anda setelah 5 tahun meninggalkan alam persekolahan?

macam macam perubahan yang saya sendiri sudah jangka serta tidak terjangka atau dikenali sebagai 'di luar jangkaan'.tape keseluruhannya iin,saya gembira dengan kehidupan selepas meninggalkan alam persekolahan yang membawa erti...saya tidak pernah lupa akan pahit manis alam persekolahan yang telah menjadi titik permulaan untuk saya mengacapi kebahagiaan hidup saya sekarang ini. *bahagia ke..?* ha-ha.panjang siot!

cmon,ask me. XD

beck. duk mane tuh?

beck ado jah cni.kat cheras.Taman Cheras Jaya,meh la dumoss hehe

cmon,ask me. XD

Hyde suka kaler ape? (nak tny dye sendiri, malu~)

Hyde cakap dia suke kaler PELANGI,chik :)

cmon,ask me. XD

Oho. BECK tu, untuk beybek, bunyi kambing la eah?

er...ha'ah. *segansegan*

cmon,ask me. XD

seriyesly Beck tu sbb ur frens call u Beck?

-.-' aih.dh agak dh.nnt mesti ade soalan susulan.one of the reason lor.ahoho

cmon,ask me. XD

Finally!

Alhamdulillah.
You're safe.
Am so grateful to Allah s.w.t.
A hero was born.
CONGRATULATIONS to Nut and wifey.
I know,we've been waiting for this moment like weeks and weeks.
Abah and Ibu.
Very cute,and I like it!
2.58kg---very tiny.
Bak kata Nut,his feet was like sebesar ibu jari Nut je kan.
I giggled when I heard that.
Can't wait to see you,lil fella.
Now now,you sleep well okay.
You've been kicking hard in wifey's and now you're out buddy.
Embrace it,feel it.
Ain't gonna post your picture yet.
But I will.......soon :)

Muhammad Adam Iskandar B. Mohd Shafiq.
Welcome dear.
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kenapakah nama awak beckpanda? haha

sebab saye suke panda since drjh 6 and mase f1,saye tasuke mandi and boleh mengembek dgn jayanya bagai seekor kambeng hohoho.maka jadilah beck+panda=beckpanda

cmon,ask me. XD

kalau duduk2 ngan hyde, suka mengumpat eah? hee

duduk2 ngan Hyde?mengumpat?sape bagitau Chik ni?Tade la.Cube tanya Hyde.Kami tidak mengumpat.Hanya bersembang kosong.Selalunya....

cmon,ask me. XD

We were just getting started

I've been thru a lot
A lot of like this
It's not difficult to be friends
But being my friends
Aren't like being friends with others
I can be no one's friend
I love my friends
I can never forget any of mine
But the situation is difficult
Making this hard for the two of us
I'm sorry for what have I put you thru
I do wish that I could take 'em all away
Away.
Far away from you.


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...last night

the ARRIVAL.
aaaaaaargh.
miss me?
i know right.
KL,im back!
momma's home and she brought happiness and joy along with here.
hihi.
i missed Philly like hillbilly hell.
i hugged her till her eyes almost popped out.
*sorry,honey* hehe XD
okay this is about last night,alright.
things happened.
---shits happened.
both happened as we ddnt expect the exact time,place or particular day.
they just happened.
poops,suddenly it was there.
ooey gooey stinks!
idk.i cant think much.they just bother me to madness.
you know what.
i had a great dream last night.
i was actually just a regular dream,got lame storyline etc etc.
but what makes the dream irregular is..
---i met hot guys.
super cute.
extra salty.
:-L  *drooling*
no such wetty thingy alright *duuuh~*
i was like woke up in smile and..
there was this one incident that i saw
my youngest brothers almost been belit by a huge python.
that one was right before i met those super salty,extra cute fellas tu.
aah,what a night.
anyway,really glad to be back.
starting this Friday till Sunday i got this kursus kepimpinan.
so malas,but what to do.
cant join onichi for family that cause of that.
aih.
im very truly sorry everyone.
as for this great companion of mine,am sorry too
--for everything.
i know u and i dnt really judge people.
but i do know how far i can judge u.
ure moar than i expected.
im jealous of how nice and smart and how kind you are.
so really glad to be one of your friend.

Have a Joyful Thurs y'all!
xmuahx

adekah anda bergosip dgn raja nadia pasal saya? hahaha

ou tideek.saye tidek.tidak ber-nawaitu sedemikian

cmon,ask me. XD

mcmne kenal dgn iin?

er...kami satu skolah mase f4,f5

cmon,ask me. XD

ape pendapat awk ttg die? norfarahin?

pergh,norfarahin.dia anak cikgu besar kan.iin sgt comell,bl tgk iin teringat kat liya,yeos,miaw,omey,mighah...sume bdak mrsm muadzam ah sng cite.rinduuuuu ^^

cmon,ask me. XD

bile anda dapat name beck?

mase Form1 ngaha!

cmon,ask me. XD

saya suke backround page anda... ehk, ni soalan ke?

suke eyh.ime kasih.
blh la kot,klau anda rase ini kategori soalan.

cmon,ask me. XD

i dont take things for granted

im sorry
so very truly sorry
if you realized that there are  wrongdoings that ive done
i know im no good
ya know
i am very sorry
er...er..
o k a y
*im down*

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ngeeee!

 nak post new entry tp kinda need a lil rest.
i need to breathe in a moment.
nut,beck xde la super exhausted sgt.
im okay.
really excited actually to post about my hangout with my 'ol girlfriends.
----but,soon la.
how about tmrrow?
can eyh
hihi XP

it huuuurts!

menstrual cramps!

am not in a happy mode

been left home alone by mom and baba.
well,actually not really alone.
am a caretaker for my two younger brothers,hanif and iqbal.
have to cook.
have to do all the homeworks.
have to online.
have to monitor them doing online exercises.
have to feed those kitteh.
have to scoop all the poops.
have to do all the laundry.
have to do the dishes.
.......and im in the middle of my menstruation
urghhhh...!
tension.stressed.
im tired.super exhausted.
wanna hang out pun,no moood at all.
sometimes getting bored.
gotta see my taylor again.
there a few more kain that need to be jahit.
last night,been raining.
heavy pouring with all the lightning and thunder
am so scared huk3..
i need mom,my closet and it did blacked out.
3times plak tuh.
definitely wanna test my inner strength.
but am so glad and grateful to Allah as i got a friend..
..such friend that willing to accompany me even thru the line
keeping me calm and made me feel secured.
*cz am too scared of the dark*
gile terrified.
the windows are quivering and trembling.
the lights went out.
it's dark outside and on the inside.
thank Allah,my younger brother called me from the other rooms
and decide to sleep in my room.
*relieved*

anyway,t'shere a new song just came up at Radio Disney.
u shld google it.
c0z it's a song for me.
the pain by Menstruation.
*bhaahaha.jk.dnt google it.im just joking*
am actually..yea
tgh tahan sakit ni. >.< it huuuurts!!!
mom,baba..
pls come back soon.

last night i called salsya.
and i called love.
who had been pretty annoying.
and turned into a scum-douche for a bout few hours.
asking me silly Qs.
talking non-sense.
that's annoying man and im sick here.
pls do consider and understand my situation.
i dont wnna bad things came up when im like this.
coz i was tired,and when im tired i got angry.
and when im angry i can be super annoying.
--not just to u,but to almost everyone.

ZzzZzzZ...

Yea yea yea,I know.
It's siang already.
But I'm super sleepy.
I'm up early today making breakfast.
MAKING okai,not just PREPARING.
I made egg-coated mini club sandwiches with tuna filling.
*ceh,name nak best je*
Padahal...!
So--- can I have my short nap now?
Still chilling out there and am sitting on my bed now,
I can hear CLEARLY,my comforter whispering to me
Come~ come~ ha-ha!


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miley's new video!

Miley Cyrus's Cant Be Tamed

my fb notes 2;you guys

i've been praying for these days to come.
to approach.
giving me the opportunity to feel such happiness.
with u and u and of course u.
these 'U's are like my air i breathe lately.
giving me better reason to stay.
to live.
and to embrace the biggest gift in my present.
my soul.
when i realize that yesterday was the day that i prayed for.
i can feel it.
i felt no pain.
i heard your laughter and your laughter and your laughter too.
you,my three musketeers.
who will always there whenever i PING you.
whenever i HIT you.
whenever i NEED you.
am so blessed that He gave me you and you and you.
am no longer shaking.
am no longer scared.
because no mountain nor cyclone can ever stop me.
because i know that i got you and you and you.
i will remember today,yesterday and yesterday.
Alhamdulilllah and am so grateful. *tears cheers*

Haaaa :D sidekick and m!

whoopie!

my fb notes;them girls

lately.
been the craziest day in my life.
in short 30days.
everything could happened.
and it's happened.
u girls made me live my every moment.
making me happy.
know what i need most.
forcing me for the sake of my goodness.
been there where u girls supposed to be.
never letting my tears touching the cold floor.
i dont know how.
i dont know when.
but u girls just appear at the very right time.
thou i know that u girls too got problemos.
but sticking to each other is been like what we've been holding on.
im so happy.
am so glad. ecstatic.
for u girl,thanks for accepting me back and embracing back the old times we've had together
for u girl,u're like the best CCTV ever.even better than the best.
and now im home.
missing u girls already.
u girls got the smile that took me to another planet.
MMMUACHS!
*tears cheers*

u guys,im home!

yes.
as stated above.i absolutely am home now.
so-- i feel good.
but most of the time...yah.
i do miss KL very very much.
wait wait..this like gonna be my
100th ENTRY of the year 2010.
what am i babbling here.
okay,try being serious.
---------------
----------------
-----------------
-----*sigh* i cant hahaha
ala,100th entry pon kecoh.


so,as mom said,"it's been day kat sini tak hujan"
and i was like....for real?coz KL had been wet in almost everywhere everyday.
hosho!
asal petang je,ujan.
asal nk gelap je,ujan.

so,i was like praying and hoping that it would rain

...at the very least..rain,can you just pay a visit.

that would be just enough

because...

it's so hot in here.

the air conditioner cant keep me cool all day.

still,i can feel the heat burning the edge of my chin.

choc ice-blended has been my good company two days in a row.

urghh...

and surprise surprise
as i waited and waited and waited
last night,
i heard of drips and drops as i was rumbling in my comfy bed
it's pouring.
yipeeeeee..!
i was superb ecstatic.
im over the moon.
Alhamdulillah,am so blessed.
my prayer had been granted.
i slept with a huge smile on my face.
**dont ever imagine that,cz it'll totally freak u out**

What to do

Hey guys.
So,this is gonna be my 99th entry.
For this year la,2010.
So I don't really do things much lately.
Wanna know more what am I up to,u can continue reading my posts
--or u can ask my thru my formspring.com
There's a box on top right of this blogpage for putting in the question u wanna ask me
U can ask me almost anything
I'll answer as soon as possibble ha-ha.
So,as I tweeted before.
I've decided to go back to Kelantan for few days.
It's been so long,haven't went back.
Miss mom and my family friggin bad.
Plus,tomorrow's Mother's Day aight.
So got extra reason ngaha!
Am thinkinh what to do when I reached home.
Planning to bake a cake and cupcakes for 'em.
Yummeh!
Can't wait to be home.
Missed my cats also.awwww~
Erm as for Nut,if I can't make it thru wifey's due so sorry.
But u know how to reach me right.
Haaaah,so worried of Nut's wifey.
The due would be like any minute now.
Waiting and waiting and waiting.
*gile nebes for being a hot-preggie-mommy*
Heehee XD
Baby baby baby.
So,my next to do thing..
Packing *actually got nothing much to pack*
Hahaha.
Ou yah. Gonna drop by at Kuantan after Kelantan.
Been meaning to see Ayin for quite some time.
She's starting her parctical this Monday.
All the best dear,be seeing u soon.
So,I guess that's all for now.
Got nothing more to say.
Hihi. Don't forget to follow my tweets updates.
xmuahx
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ure not hopeless

yes,true.
ure not hopeless.
dont u ever spit the word "im giving up".
because u are not.
i know you.
ive posted this such entry before.
its about u
its always about u.
i know that ure in the hardest time uve ever faced before.
and as always,i was there and now i am here for you.
just like before,i said about u and your family.
i meant it.
and now am still saying the same 'ol thing.
i just dont understand.
your family seems ddnt care,but i cant put "...at all" here coz i dont know that much.
i know that i dont have the right here to speak,but...
its just too ridiculous for me to understand,which here i dont know why.
if they're meant to teach u a lesson,its just not right.
not the right way,not the effective way.for me.
and im very disappointed with few peoples surrounding you.
they do realize that ure having a hard time,but why still
...they're pushing you.being inconsiderate.
friends and families are the people who suppose to support you.
and and be whenever or wherever u need them.
but i see nobody when u need them the most.
what is that.
what is that.
sorry to say this la.
if by commenting thru facebook is what u called family bonding.
dude,u got that wrong.
those are bullshits.
said by a pussy and did by a pussy.
and again,im so sorry to make such statements.
i just want u to think wide,open up your mind.
never stop trying and always do remember that u got me here.
always.
i know u once before,the real u.
u used to be way different than this.
i want you to be better  and stronger than yesterday.

beck,bilo nok wak kelah kecek klate ni? pnakk kawe tggu =_="

ish.haq,ure already terer kan.mu nok blaja gapo lagih.hiss

cmon,ask me. XD

beckkkk..watper cuti nih..??

tawat ape eid.buhhsaaan sgt hoh.meh la kl cpat2

cmon,ask me. XD

you left me speechless

it's about a friend of mine
my girlfriend
aaaaarghh.
she made a confession
to a guy that she had a crush on
*klau salah,buzz me*---empunya badan ek XD
so,when i read the whole entry she posted
i can say nothing
dear,you left me speechless
u made the confession and uve been rejected
but i think that's the best
and im so proud of you caused you had...
you had the guts to to to do that
im so proud of u and so happy that u did it
there's no single person,Malay girl to be exact
had that kind of strength that u have dear
i wanna put my comment on your entry
but i just couldnt
im sorry for not doing so
but i believe u understand me right
i love u and--
and there's this phrase that been whispered to me each and every single day lately
by a good friend of mine
"love yourself"
i know i,myself am not good on doing so
but,i believe that u can do it
i try hard each and everyday to love my very own self
there are plenty of fish out there
you just dont have to give up and never stop trying
im wanna thanked the GUY cause he ddnt hurt you and appreciated the special feelings
that u had towards him
but maybe you guys arent meant to be
nah,let's just forget about it and hope u enjoy your holiday dear
i know u'll be reading this
u should know that i love u and i do care about u
xmuahx
 

sapa u minat time mrsm?

soalan mengada.ni mesti u tau ni sape beck minat.so,anggap la saye dh jwb eyh hoho

cmon,ask me. XD

New born.

look at that.

a friend of mine just gave birth.

a baby boy was born.

we were like so shocked and rush to the GH to pay a visit.

im not really good with kids and so scared of babies

----so,aheh.

if u guys out there eager to see me holding babies

not a chance.

i dont know why.

babies are fragile and harmless and so lembik.

that terrifies me.

anyways,welcome aboard lil fella.

ive put some spells using my 'magic wand' when we went there to see yah

hehe

for those who were there,u know what i mean ha-ha.jk.

see,im telling u the truth-----he's super small

"uhh ohh this is amazing,ure beautiful"

we're the aunties line-up

cute aight?..us,not the baby XD

aww~ look at that.sha was so excited to get the baby into her arm.

this is just great.

i feel blessed.

Alhamdulillah the baby is okay and the mommy is just doing fine.

cant wait for Nut and wifey's hihi.

gnna pray for u guys!

xmuahx

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just for fun

picture above
has been edited by a friend of mine
he's my facebook fella
i dont know why he picked this picture and i dont know when did he edited it
but i wont mind much
like he said when he sent me the message,"just for editing :))"
it's just,about this picture
the unbalance of the lighting do bothers me
hihi ^^
uhh ohh he's a blogger too
here's the URL
http://zulzol.blogspot.com/
so,there u go
the picture of wani and i :)
cam klaka kan
love the toning and the effect
but seriously,the lighting..........-.-

this one is a keeper

i was browsing some blogs
and i found this one blog
with this one post

click here for the link

i dont know much
but this novel seems cambest
the synopsis was good...for me.
but the main thing here is,i kinda have seen this authors' name
Liyana Zahim.
but i am so not sure where.
well,for those novel lovers out there
this is kinda new in store
i think,cause this post was dated few days ago
so,as per above
novel lovers,especially Malay novels
out there,u guys should buy this novel.
the price is okay.
not too expensive for a Malay novel
i dnt know.
havent bought any.
hehe so,happy reading.

p/s:if uve read this novel,do tell me wether it's good or not ha-ha.just for fun :)

These days

Lately.
I haven't blog as much as usual.I don't really know why.
Maybe I'm too busy.
Which here is referring to what,I,myself not too sure about that
Wa-ha-ha.
Well,here I am.
I'm back.
Gonna get back on track.
Wanna blog,miss blogging,posting entries and ya know...
Wanna update to u guys about every single thing that happened since I posted my previous entry.
Ngaha!
TTYL.
XmuahX

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adek beck. dah balik?

belom chik :'( *sobsob*

cmon,ask me. XD

philly dah utt utt?

utt utt tu ape?

cmon,ask me. XD

kenal saya tak?

ceh,harusla kenal.xkan xknal.

cmon,ask me. XD

sambung study lg x?

err...thinking.nawaitu tu membuak2 tapi macam macam halangan.kalau beck cont,akan dimaklumkan kepada saudara/ri

cmon,ask me. XD

hobi u ap?

hug my cat<3

cmon,ask me. XD

background sgt cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mana cr?

kan kan.beck pon suke.google saje hihi

cmon,ask me. XD

pernah xbuat jenayah?

rasenye tak pernah hehe

cmon,ask me. XD

beck d mana skrg?

beck di rumah saja :)

cmon,ask me. XD

Yeay!! So u r single.. Can we go for a date???

date? im not into dating thingy ngee

cmon,ask me. XD

still virgin???

definitely

cmon,ask me. XD

Dear, where have u been?

ive been busy.i miss u.nk tweet u skg lah huk3

cmon,ask me. XD

If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?

unlimited budget?planning to go to any AWANA soon but,if unlimited budget..let's go to SPAIN!

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arini buat ape j?

buat macam macam tapi tetap bosan ouh

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What's the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?

loving me for who i am,like the stars hold the moon.too sweet and too cute <3

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What was the best advice you've ever received?

you should start to learn how to take care of yourself

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Beck, cool ke tak guna formspring? haha

opkos.i loooike u know

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as i try to get to know myself

u guys can click HERE to experience it.
it surprisingly shocking ya know
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well,i was blog-hopping just know and
did found this one blog which was very interesting to me
credit to Faiz,a training pilot
and here's what i got after i took the personality test


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.



The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

here in Cheras

so,we moved out from Ampang to this Taman Cheras Jaya
so,am no longer living in Ampang nor Gombak or whatsoever
currently am living in Cheras jaya
Jusco Aeon Selatan is nearby
The Mines also not that far
hurm..what else
my best friend also can drop by here often
a very nice house
am loving it so far
Philly's got lotsa running space
she could play with her favorite ball like Lampard now
she seems happy too
am so glad and blessed

so,i did composed you a song

it's been like almost 2months
i composed this song
but still,it's incomplete
u always whining about me composing songs to my friend
but a actually did composed some of u and us
it's just
i don't have the guts to tell u about it
i hope that u understand
so,about the song
i meant,this song i wrote
it's nothing
i know it might sounds a bit silly
but,it's my deeper conversation that i had deep down in my heart
i hope that you'll love it as much as i do
it means a lot to me if i like it
until today,i'm still thinking about the perfect title for the song
got couples of title that i got here,but
can't decide it yet
gonna let you hear it soon
i can't guarantee u that i'll bring along my guitar
but,you'll see.
and i hope that u like it
mmmuachs!

20pcs #13

as soon as u move
they gonna talk about it
cause you are in the A-list
you better believe it

20pcs #12

i feel like i'm million miles away from myself

more and more these days

bent down so many open roads

20pcs #11

snap my fingers just like that
dont get what i want and that is a fact
cause i want it

20pcs #10

it's something about the sunshine
i'm seeing you in a whole new life
out of this world for the first time

20pcs #9

i wanna be
a rockstar,a superhero
living the dream,doing things that i always wanted
different side of me

such a weird dream

twas last night
i dreamt about me and a friend of mine, having my frapp at Starbucks
i ordered a grande frapp which turned into a venti frapp
and i dnt have enough money to pay it
and,i asked the barista that in-charged to pay me the insufficient balance
bhaahaha.
silly dream.

20pcs #8

fruit salad
yummy yummy
yummy yummy yummy fruit salad
varieties of fruits
very fruity
taste good
good for our health

20pcs #7

you love me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right there where they belong
love you!

20pcs #6

you
appear,just like a dream to me
just like
kaleidoscope colors
that cover me
every breath that i breathe

20pcs #5

am moving out to cheras soon.
soon = this saturday.
no more ampang.
gonna start packing now.
but i am tired.

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20pcs #4

it's alright,okay.
i am so much better without you.
i wont be sorry.
don't you bother what i do.

20pcs #3

plus minus 6days i stayed at IIUM
had my rehab session
important for me to regain back my self-esteem

20pcs #2

so glad to be home
missing salsya,ikeen and ain already
they are friends of mine at IIUM
miss yah!

20pcs #1

it is raining outside
and I am super boring
just arrived home from IIUM
and i missed Philly very much

my 20 pieces word blogging project

this is so simple.
am going to start posting entries that consist maximum 20 words long only.
going to start posting beginning with the next entry.
..not including this one.
so,i know that it is so going to be very boring.
but,
lately...
i kinda lack of ideas to post long entries.
do not even know why.

This is who I really am

"I try to be someone else,but nothing seems to change I know now. This is who I really am inside."


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I'll be true to you

So pretty. So smart. Such a waste to burn your heart. What a pity. What a sham. What's the matter with you man. Don't you see its wrong,can't u get it right out of mind and out of sight. Calling all the girls don't forget the boys. Put a lid on all that noise. I hear you're living out of state,running in a whole new scene. You know I haven't slept in weeks. You're the only thing I see. I'm a satellite heart,lost in the dark. I'm spun out so far. You stop I start. But I'll be true to you. No matter what you do. Yea,I'll be true to you.

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Notes from salsya <3

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Here we go and go again

I throw out all your stuff away. Then I cleared u out of my head. I teraed u out of my heart. And u know all your messages. I told everyone we had thru,coz I'm so much better without u. But it just another pretty lie coz I breakdown. Everytime u come around. How did u get here under my skin. Swore that I never let u back in. We're falling together,to think it by now I know coz here we go,go,go again. The harder I try, I know I can't quit. There's something about u is so addicted. We're falling together to think it by now I know coz here we go again.
U never know what u want. And u never said what u need. But I start to go and said everytime that u look at me. U only hear half of what I said,and u always showing up too late. But I guess that I should say goodbye but it's no used. Can't be with or without u.

P/s:u know how deep my love to you,love.forgive me for what I've done wrong.my wrongdoings.I know u still love me and do realise that.please gimme a chance.I gave u so many chances,can't u grant as this one of mine?we've been thru almost everything.thru thick and thin.why can't this one.
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kibbles kibbles kibbles

today.March 16,2010.

Philly is going to start experiencing a brand new diet.

gedik isnt?

hihi.

well,she's plusminus 8months old now.

i think this is the right time for her to start having adults cat food.

so here,i present u guys with ROYAL CANIN Fit 32

so,no more kitten food

gedik isnt?

i told u so

and belows are extra pictures that i caught when i was at the pet house

these two were so adorable

they're siblings if im not mistaken

especially the black one.

it got kind of like moustache "misai" thingy.

cute isnt? HA-HA

missing love
missing syakirah
pls be home soon

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philly's starting to eat this one now :)
yeehaw!

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philly's gonna stop having this one and changing into adults cat food :)

Discreet

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What we used to do

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can i quote this??

i was going to say

"beaches and bitches are resemblance"

Voice over

I'm my field of paper flower
And candy cloud of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch that purple sky fly over me

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I'll try to drive away

Won't pretend
It's too soon to tell
Anything not to have to change
You down again

Ya know
Nothing hurts like losing
When ya know that it's really gone

I try to drive away
But I got nothing to show
Ya know
It's been the same
And the story's getting ol'
So I guess to drive away
Will be the end of the road

A lot to say
But not today
Let the radio break the silence
As we drive

I watch your tale life's fading
But I'll be thanking you someday
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Wonderland

On underground
Spinning around
I fell down
So where am I now

I found myself in wonderland
Get back on my feet again
Is this real
Is this pretend
I'll take a stand until the end

Don't u try to stop me

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i miss us

do you still remember.
the day that u whining and pushing me to get u a getaway to PD.
then kakak get to book Corus,our favourite hotel.
it's Corus Paradise
we stayed there.
we bought Bohemian dresses.
we bought tights.
it was and impromptu trip.
but we nailed it.
we had so much fun.
u know kakak love u infinitely.
and kakak still have faith that u love me.
and misses our family so bad.
pls come home soon dear baby sister. 

almost 2weeks

uve been gone baby sister
i dnt know how are you doing
u ddnt reply any of kakak's messages
each and every second i wonder, what are you doing?
hv u had your daily meals?
what are you wearing?
have u had your coffee today?
are u sick?
are u okay?
it's been almost two weeks
and...
kakak still be waiting for u to be home
...we all waited for u
and we'll look out for you
we need you to be back home with us.
miss u,baby sister

it's your song

Dear Syakirah,


last night,kakak started watching The Vampire Diaries series.
as kakak watched the 1st episode,Pilot
...i heard  the sound of your song
the song that Ilah asked kakak to hear last month
it was The Management MGMT's Control Yourself
it reminds me of you
how Ilah love the song so much
owh Allah,kakak miss u so much..please protect my baby sister
Pls be home soon.
we can watch this series together.
kakak will be waiting for you

everyday everynight

it's all you im thinking about baby sister
i cant do this alone
i lost you
you,my baby sister.
when there's time i needed u the most
pls come back soon.
please,im begging you

my baby sister's missing

this is my beloved baby sister

the one whom i love dearly,the one that always hang out with me

the one that i gave my everything,whenever or whatever she asked me to

she ran away from our home here in Taman Tasik Tambahan,Ampang at about 8.30pm

for those who's been reading my blog please contact above numbers

to help us looking for her if u do have any informations related.

we are all worried to death here,ever since she had gone

or u guys can also contact me, AISYAH or BECK

twitter

myspace 

facebook - u can click on my badge

 gmail : beckpanda@gmail.com

blackberry PIN (bbm) : 25626DCF

ym - u can ping me on my PINGbox

msn : beckpanda@hotmail.com

SKYPE : beckpanda

my handphone : 012 - 9499213,014 - 8157728

if ure reading this Syakirah;

kakak want to tell you that u know kakak love you loverly.so,please come back home soon.

mom can never sit still,can never stop thinking about you.kakak even had my worst gastric ever

cause i cant eat,nor sleep.i always think about you.i know u have problems and stuff.

but please do think about mom.we can solve everything just like we've done before.

i can never imagine of how are you doing now,what are u up to now.

wether ure doing okay,or maybe ure sick.i dnt know.i will never stop looking for you and so

do the rest.we'll be waiting for you and not just wait.we'll continue searching for

you till we find you.kakak wont stop trying and texting and calling you.

please.i miss everything about you and everything that we shared,

our laugh..our joy..our vacation..our favourite movies..

we all love u very much.

and this one adapted from ONICHI's:

my lil sis, lost from our home, at Taman Tasek Tambahan, Ampang near 8.30pmon Sunday, 28 February 2010. if u saw this girl anywhere , please contact us immediately.. our mom, cried almost every day since she left us.. humm.. sedeh sangat.. Kami sentiasa berdoa agar dia sentiasa selamat dan terpelihara dari sebarang perkara-perkara yan tidak diingini.. Di dunia yang hampir Qiamat ni, macam2 boleh berlaku tambahan lagi Syakirah ni perempuan yang masih muda dan tidak dapat berfikiran matang. Kami amat bimbang akan keselamatan beliau.. Sekiranya beliau bersama seseorang, dapatkah orang itu menjaga adik kami dengan baik? Adakah dia tidak mengapa-apakan adik kami?
 Sekiranya syakirah terbaca blog ini, "Syakirah, kembalilah kepada kami.. yang penting, call Ummy.. beritahu keadaan awak sekarang.. jangan biarkan Ummy sentiasa menitiskan airmata kerana kehilangan awak.. Sekiranya, awak ingin kembali bersama k.ct, it's okey.. i'll not harm u.. this time will b different than b4..i PROMISE you by the name of ALLAH..just tell me what u want, we'll always support u n giv u d best! We love u.."

x x x x

.beck.

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